Chapter 511

Although ziyao's memory is not complete, it is because of this incomplete memory that she knows that she does not deserve happiness.

This is why ziyao didn't go to see Ouyang qinshao immediately after she learned that she was pregnant.

If she had not heard Yu Heng's cry, ziyao thought Ouyang qinshao was in danger, and she would not have run to qinzhuyuan immediately.

In fact, it's not only ziyao herself, but anyone who has seen ziyao and Xiao De can see that their relationship is extraordinary.

Although Xiao De is the subordinate of Ouyang qinshao and is responsible for the affairs of a pavilion in the net Pavilion, for ziyao's sake, he kneels down in front of Ouyang qinshao and asks her to let him stay with ziyao. As long as he can stay with ziyao, he will not hesitate to bear the torture of poisonous insects.

Of course, Ouyang qinshao didn't tell anyone about this. As the leader of the pavilion, she couldn't easily let Xiao De do what she wanted. So she specially set up a punishment Pavilion, which is specially responsible for the rewards, punishments and supervision of the staff in the pavilion. Instead of Mo shaocong and Luo Liuli, she can directly punish the members who violate the rules of the pavilion, and the punishment Pavilion is directly ordered by the leader himself, Other members of the cabinet shall not interfere or refuse.

The identity of the people in the criminal court is not disclosed to anyone in the court. It's very mysterious, just like Han was sent back to the court to accept punishment after he assassinated Ouyang qinshao last time. It was originally executed by the criminal court, but the people in the Criminal Court didn't appear. It was handled by each court.

Of course, after Zhang Yang, who is in charge of stabbing the pavilion, failed to get the relevant information from Han's mouth, he handed the person over to ziyao for interrogation, and ziyao didn't tell the person who punished the pavilion, but the means are beyond the ordinary people's ability.

In disguise, Xiao De and ziyao become Ouyang qinshao's swords. Where she points, They stab the swords, hiding themselves more secretly.

In Wangge, the identities of ziyao and Xiaode are also confidential. Except for Mo shaocong and Luo Liuli, no one has seen their true faces. Therefore, they spend their time with Ouyang qinshao, and no one will doubt her identity.

It's been three years. Time flies. Ouyang qinshao is going to get married and become a mother soon. She has her own family and children, but ziyao feels more and more lonely.

When I saw Ouyang qinshao touching her stomach today, ziyao's heart was touched by the smile she had never seen before. After returning to the guest room, ziyao asked Xiao De to go back to rest and refused him to enter her room again.

Xiao De doesn't know why. It's the third day. Since she went to see the doctor, ziyao didn't let Xiao De sleep in her room, let alone hug each other.

On the first night, Xiao De could understand that he thought ziyao was pregnant, but he didn't know the connection between ziyao and Ouyang qinshao, so he thought ziyao was afraid that he might hurt her baby when he didn't control it.

Of course, Xiao De was also very happy, but he was always not good at expressing himself. In addition, ziyao could get along with her without saying much, so he accepted.

Only that night, Xiao De stayed outside ziyao's room all night.

The next day, Xiao De personally prepared meals for ziyao, which were all given by the doctor, as well as the tocolysis drugs. He also cooked them well, waiting for ziyao to open the door with excitement.

But ziyao's face was not very good-looking, and her mood was even lower.

Xiao De didn't understand. She thought that she was ill because she was pregnant. When she thought about whether she would go to see the doctor again, ziyao poured out the tocolysis pills in front of him. Even the meals that were suitable for pregnant women, she told him that he didn't need to make some food in the future.

This is the first time that ziyao has rejected and commented on what Xiaode has done.

These two days, ziyao shut herself up in the room and never came out.

On the third day, when she opened the door, she saw Xiao Deli standing outside. Because she had been standing all night, her body was a little stiff because of the cold weather. Looking at the thin frost on her hair and eyebrows, ziyao cried.

Xiao De didn't say anything. He carefully dried the tears on ziyao's face and went to prepare hot water for her to wash. Of course, today's meal has been changed. It's no longer the meal for pregnant women.

Ziyao is angry and sweeps all the breakfast on the floor. Without looking at Xiaode, she falls back on the bed, carries him and covers herself from head to foot with a quilt.

But shod was not angry at all. He patiently cleaned up the floor and left the yard.

Ziyao can't hear anything. Later, Xiao De is angry and goes away. Then she sits up from the bed and tears flow down.

While crying, he comforted himself and said, "what's good to cry for? Isn't that what you want? Ziyao, you're just a living dead man and a demagogue. You can't give him anything to love or be loved. How eager he is to have his own family and children. You will only drag him down... "

Ziyao thinks that she won't love anyone. She thinks her life belongs to Ouyang qinshao. No matter what happens in the future, she can't leave Ouyang qinshao. Today, she finds out that her heart has already been occupied by another person.

It's really painful to take someone away from your heart. It turns out that the living dead don't have heartache. If they are hurt, they will still hurt. Even if there is no wound, they will also hurt.

It's a pity that ziyao knows too late. Maybe if this is the best ending, it will be good for her and Xiao De.

I don't know how long it lasted. I don't know when the tears stopped. I just know that when shod came back with her food box, she was in a daze and panicked.

"Yao'er, what's the matter with you?" Shod threw the food box aside, put the man in his arms skillfully, and said anxiously, "if you don't want children, we don't want them. Won't you be angry? Don't ignore me, will you? "

"Wuwuwuwu..." ziyao just cried, thumping Xiaode and pushing him away. She said that she wanted to drive people away, but she was very happy because he came back, but at the same time, she was very painful. "You go, I don't want to see you. I don't need your protection. I never want to see you. The farther away from me, the better..."

Xiao De's silk pattern didn't move. On the contrary, he held people tightly. No matter how ziyao chased him, he just wouldn't let go.

Until ziyao felt tired and didn't want to move any more, after she calmed down, as before, she quietly nestled in Xiaode's arms and felt the breath of her body, which still made her feel safe and reliable.

This time, Xiao De didn't leave. Instead, he held ziyao in his arms. Even though the water in the basin was cold, he gently cleaned the tears on her face. "Maybe there will be some ice. Bear with it. After breakfast, we'll go to the doctor."

Ziyao let Xiao De wash her face. Seeing that Xiao De said she would go to the doctor again, she knew that he was going to ask the doctor to take the child away. "No, I'm not sick. I don't need to see a doctor."

"Yao'er, you'd better let the doctor have a look and prescribe the medicine again. The child can't have it, but your health matters. After the doctor prescribes the medicine, we'll take it again." Ziyao pregnant, Xiao De is very happy, but ziyao's reaction, let him make up his mind, so even if no longer willing, he will not have children to say.

Ziyao lowered her head and said with guilt, "I'm not pregnant. I can't be pregnant in my life. I can't be a mother. I won't have my own children. I know you always want to have your own children, so you can go or I can leave. You can choose one. Qinshao, I'll tell her for you."

"If you don't like children, we don't want any of them." Xiao De doesn't know what happened to ziyao. Since she recovered some memories that day, she has been in a very low mood and is no longer as close to herself as before. He's afraid, he's worried, and he's upset. Originally, she wanted to have children, so ziyao would never leave him again, Who knows to accelerate the thought that she leaves instead, "don't leave me, I love you Yao'er!"

Ziyao didn't know what she had heard, and the last few words of Xiao De echoed in her mind.

He said that he loves her... He loves her... Originally, happiness can be so simple that just the three words "I love you" can make her feel as if she has got the whole world, and her heart is filled up. Nothing is more important than that, which makes her feel happy.