I seem to have lived for a long time, and I seem to have died long ago.

I ask myself about my life and never know what happiness and happiness are.

It seems that from birth, I have been branded with the shackles of my life by fate.

I am bound by those responsibilities and teachings.

I live in the shackles of fate, desperately want to resist, but I can't get rid of it all my life.

Lying in the hospital, at the moment when my life was about to die, I thought of many things in the past.



That winter, the snow was falling and the cold wind was biting.

A woman holding a child in her hand, panting in her mouth, ran wildly on the road. She rushed home like crazy. She immediately locked the door curtain, shouted at the door and said, "I'm wrong. I know I'm wrong. Why don't you let me go? Ah! "

"Li minguan, what do you want to do to let me go? If you want my life, take it. I just beg you not to hurt my child. I beg you, kneel down and beg you! I can make you a cow or a horse! Just let my child go! Please! "

When the cold wind blew, no one answered outside the door, only the sound of the car engine.

A number of black cars stopped at the door. In one of the most noble cars, a noble boy came down.

The boy looked young. His eyes were like bright glass beads. He raised his chin slightly. His thin neck was so white that his pores could be seen clearly, just like a good white jade. At this point, he was a very clear, meaningful and precious young master.

He stepped slowly on the snow, frowned slightly, glanced at the building in front of him, and said contemptuously, "they live here?"

"Zhenyi young master, the young lady and the lady do live here." A middle-aged man stood up and spoke in a respectful and careful tone: "over the years, the lady took the little lady to hide. In order to avoid assassination, she had no choice but to hide in such a place."

"Tut."

The chilly wind was blowing. The boy sighed and said, "it's really dirty."

"Housekeeper, why did she run away when she saw me?"

"She should have thought the owner's wife had come." The middle-aged man lowered his voice and said, "the housewife wants to kill their mother and daughter. The lady mistook the young master for someone sent by the housewife."

"My mother won't let go of a baby?" The boy seemed surprised.

The housekeeper said, "I think the young master understands the thoughts of the housewife better than anyone."

"That's true."

The boy pursed his lips and looked at him: "this time, I was entrusted by my father."

"The master has a good heart."

"He has a good heart. He is clearly guilty. He is a guilty coward."

The boy's robe was blowing in the wind and snow. He stood upright and had an extraordinary bearing, such as a white plum in the wind and frost in winter: "my father told me that I should protect their mother and daughter when he was unable to protect them, but you know me. I never lose money. If I don't like my little sister, Why should I bother to protect them? Besides, doing these things really offends my mother. "

"The young master rushed here thousands of miles. He is worried about the young lady. Anyway, the young lady is your sister." The housekeeper nodded and said, "young master, wait a minute. I'll knock at the door."

The boy bent his lips and smiled.

"Sister?"

no

He thought sarcastically.

What kind of sister is she?

My father's words were vivid: "one year, your mother and I made mistakes. You were the product of her revenge on me and other men. She thought I didn't know, regarded you as a disgrace and abused you in every way, but I knew everything. The mistakes made by adults should not be borne by children."

"You are my son. Anyway, I admit that you are my son. Your identity will never change because of your blood. My father just asks you to do one thing for me to protect my biological daughter. You and her are innocent in my sinful marriage with your mother."

In fact, the boy didn't want to agree to such a request similar to a cold joke.

He felt ridiculous.

He is really not Ruan Zhoufang's son. He is the product of Li minguan's revenge on Ruan Zhoufang's collusion with women outside. Li minguan gave him birth and never gave him a day of love and care belonging to his mother. He originally thought that this nominal father would regard him as a disgrace and torture him like Li minguan.

Ruan Zhoufang didn't do that. Ruan Zhoufang regarded him as his own son, patiently taught him to raise him, supported him to establish his identity and power in the family, and defended him everywhere. He really didn't want to owe Ruan Zhoufang human kindness for a year. He knew what Ruan Zhoufang was worried about. When Li minguan assassinated and tortured the woman outside again and again, but Ruan Zhoufang couldn't do anything.

The boy knows.

He can repay the kindness of Ruan Zhoufang.

The day before Li mingguan sent the killer, he found the address of the mother and daughter in Ruan Zhoufang's heart in advance.

Looking at the small bungalow in front of me, the earth stepped on the snow and covered with a layer of dirty dirt yellow things.

The boy raised his feet and took a step back.

He looked ahead carefully.

The door opened.

There was a vast expanse of white between heaven and earth. Snowflakes were falling from the sky in succession. The cold wind blew. A woman dressed in rough came out. Her face was full of cowardice and hesitation. She held the baby in her arms in one hand and the corner of her clothes in the other, "isn't it the person sent by Li minguan?"

"I was sent by my father."

The boy's voice was clear and cold: "my father missed my sister very much. However, I didn't have the opportunity to see you in person. I was entrusted by my father to protect your safety."

"You, who are you?" The woman's eyes were uneasy. The boy in front of her was too expensive. At a glance, she was a person of two worlds with them.

The boy raised his lips and smiled faintly, "don't you know me? I look so much like that woman that you don't know me? "

"You, you are!"

The woman really had a short circuit in her brain. She looked at the boy for a long time and suddenly realized: "are you Li minguan's son?"

Li minguan has several sons.

Li minguan doesn't care who the child's father is. For her, children are a tool to choose a well controlled successor.

The boy said, "it's true."

"What are you doing here?!" The woman was instantly Alert: "what do you want to do!"

The boy smiled, glanced at the baby in the woman's arms and said, "I'll see my sister."

"She's not your sister! She has nothing to do with you! Don't come! Don't disturb the peaceful life of our mother and daughter! "

The woman was excited, afraid and worried: "I have nothing! Please let me go!? My daughter is innocent! She doesn't know anything! You've done nothing at all? She is a child who knows nothing! You go, don't come! "

She ran into the house.

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PS: fanwai came out a little slowly, because I want to explain the reasons for Qingruan's rebirth, so the causes and consequences of her rebirth are all about fanwai in Zhenyi year.