Chapter 473

Lin Yuezhi left, but he was not interested in acting as a confidant.

One door, two worlds.

Han Xiaojing looks back at Daniel, who has known for a long time, but even if he is ready, he still can't bear it. He has done so much, but she is not touched at all!

He lunged forward and hugged Han Xiaojing from behind: "don't go to Jing. I beg you. You can't go. If you go, you will lose. Stay with me. Shall we get married?"

Han Xiaojing laughed bitterly: "Daniel, I used to have the same idea as you, no matter what you do, you have to win or lose. In my eyes, one is one or two is two. I don't want to be specious. But now I find that I'm wrong. There's no right or wrong in my feelings. I've been blaming Cheng Xudong. I'm overbearing and powerful. I'm even stingy to him, Because of my self-esteem, I don't allow me to do this, but even if I arm myself to my teeth, I can't cheat my heart. "

"Daniel, thank you for liking me, thank you for being nice to me, I will remember it all my life, but I can't accept you, because here..." she pointed to the place of her heart: "there is another person living here."

"Jing, do you want to come back to him?"

Han Xiaojing shook her head: "I don't want to respond to anyone now."

Daniel was in agony. He yelled out of control: "then why do you want to see him?"

"Because I want to see him OK with my own eyes," Han Xiaojing said word by word

"He asked for it! He's playing tricks to win your sympathy. Do you know you want to go? "

"If that knife is stabbed in the main artery, three minutes later, the heart is short of blood supply, and ten minutes later, the brain dies. If you are, do you dare to take this risk?"

Daniel opened his mouth and found himself speechless.

No normal person would do such a stupid thing.

"He is a madman!"

Han Xiaojing very much agrees with this conclusion: "yes, he is a madman. But you know what? Growing up, he didn't even have the courage to fight. He was jumped by the immortal and called me crying, or I helped him solve it. What forced him to be like this? "

Han Xiaojing pushes Daniel's hand away from his waist. Daniel feels that he really wants to lose Han Xiaojing. In a panic, he encircles her waist again.

"Jing, I know you are suffering now, but please believe me, this person is not worth paying for him. After leaving him, if you look back at the past several years, you will find that you have not made a wrong decision, corrected a road that deviates from the course, and left a wrong person. You are responsible for yourself

"I believe I can be responsible for myself at any time." Han Xiaojing Yang Yang chin, determined to break open Daniel's arm and push open the door in front of him.

Cheng Xudong on the bed is like dead, no reaction.

Han Xiaojing gently closed the door and went to the bedside. He found that his face was very white, even his lips were white, his eyes were closed, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't know whether he was asleep or awake.

"Cheng Xudong." She gave a cry, Cheng Xudong's body trembled, he slowly opened his eyes, stiff neck rotation, in see Han Xiaojing that moment, the fundus of his eyes revealed a trace of ecstasy, but then was covered by boundless sadness.

"Cheng Xudong, how do you feel?" Han Xiaojing bit his lip and asked.

Cheng Xudong closed his eyes and spat out a mouthful of turbid gas, "is it Lin Yuezhi who asked you to come?"

"No, it's me..."

"I know if you don't say it." Cheng Xudong jammed his eyes with his hand and pulled out a self mocking arc from the corner of his mouth: "am I ridiculous? You must laugh at me in your heart, right? I'm the only one who can stab myself. Xiaojing, I finally understand that no matter what I do, you won't accept me, will you? "

Han Xiaojing's lips trembled and did not speak.

"I haven't done anything for you since I was young. It will only give you trouble. Now, I think I'm stupid. So Xiaojing, I won't force you. From now on, I'll learn to respect you. Although it's good here, the medical conditions are not as good as those in the urban area. Go back and I promise I won't pester you any more. "

"Just... Figure it out."

"Maybe it's because I died once, so I really want to understand."

Han Xiaojing is deeply afraid of the word "death". She steps forward, grabs Cheng Xudong's collar, and says: "don't say this word in front of me again!"

Cheng Xudong was stunned.

"Never mention this word in front of Han Xiaojing!" Han Xiaojing said angrily.

Cheng Xudong sighed: "OK, I'll listen to you."

He looked at her with mixed and sad eyes.

He wants to have her so much that he always wants to tie her to his side, but Han Xiaojing never belongs to anyone. She is a gust of wind and has no trace. These three days, he thought about countless ways to tie her to his side, but when this person really stood in front of him, he suddenly did not know what to do. Every cell in his body remembered the pain of losing her. If he wanted to do it again, could he survive?

He's going to die!

Cheng Xudong's sad thoughts.

He always thought that he was the one who knew her best. Until now, he found that he never really knew her.

She belongs to her own, will not stay for anyone, her wonderful never belongs to him, the more he forced, the farther she escaped, even if she was trapped in the side, her heart is still in him.

Now he finally knows what to do.

"Xiaojing." He called out the name which made him cry to the marrow.

Han Xiaojing looked at him silently, suddenly loosened his collar and stood aside.

"Xiaojing, come back. I promise I won't pester you any more."

"Cheng Xudong, when are you going to go home?" Asked Miss Han.

Cheng Xudong wry smile: "my father has driven me out, he did not kill me good, now go back..."

"If you want to go back, I'll stay with you."

"Don't sympathize with me, Xiaojing. I knew it when I decided to do it. After a while, he will only have my son. Can he really not want me?"

"What about your mother? Have you seen her in the hospital? "

"I have no face to go, but she came to me and asked me to go back and apologize to my father."

Han Xiaojing sighed deeply, a simple love did not expect to be able to make so many things, she now feel particularly sorry to become a mother.

"Go back, Cheng Xudong." She said softly, "I'll go back with you. If your father wants to beat you, I'll be beaten with you."

"Well, I'll go. Then don't stay here, will you?"

Miss Han was silent and spat out a word: OK.

They didn't mention any topic of emotion, as if so much friction didn't exist before.

In the evening, when Han Xiaojing returned to the farmhouse, the landlady grabbed her and asked in a frightened voice, "Han Xiaojing, what's the matter with that man?"