Chapter 820

Ye Shao also stands up immediately. Shen Shaojun goes to the balcony and closes the door.

"Leaf tip?"

Shen Shaojun was surprised.

"It's OK. Maybe a cat ran to the balcony. Shaojun, it's late today. Go back first. Let me think about the treatment plan. I'll give you a reply tomorrow."

Shen Shaojun frowned and looked at the direction of the balcony. He was silent for two seconds and nodded: "OK, I'll go back first."

"Shaojun..."

"What's the matter?"

Shen Shaojun, who came to the porch, turned his head and looked at Ye Shao.

Ye Zhi looks at Shen Shaojun and suddenly feels that he has no obligation to explain his feelings to her.

They used each other from the beginning. Four years ago, they clarified their relationship in front of their elders. Although the outside world has always put them together, Shen Shaojun has never refuted them because of his face. However, Shen Shaojun knows that they are just friends. In the past four years, she has never regarded him as his girlfriend, They've always been just friends.

"Nothing." Ye Shao shook his head.

"Then I'll go first."

Ye Shao sent the man downstairs and returned. He knocked on Qin Fanfan's door, but no one opened it. There were several pots and pans on the balcony, and a mouthful of gruel that hadn't moved was scattered all over the floor. The eggs were stuck on the floor, and the balcony was in a mess.

Leaf tip wry smile, over the balcony into Qin Fanfan's bedroom, the room is dark, vaguely visible sitting on the living room sofa a person.

"Don't come here."

In the dark, a cold voice came.

Qin Fanfan's heart is really dead. He may still have a chance before returning home, but now he has no extravagant hopes.

"I ask you, have you ever loved anyone, ye Shu? Did you really love me when I was with you? Do you know what it's like to love someone? "

Qin Fanfan has been holding on to these problems for four years. If he really loves her, why does he have the heart to break up? If you really love her, why are you engaged to Shen Shaojun? She left three people, quietly without any loss of their face, she is natural and unrestrained, but also the most unwilling one!

Why did she leave?

For what?

Qin Fanfan took a deep breath and continued: "I've loved you. I know what it's like to fall in love with someone. I think about this person when I sleep and this person when I eat. No matter what I do, I think about this person. I want to be nice to him and please him. I think about him every moment of every day. Do you understand the feeling of worrying? You know what?

"Do you ever care about someone? Care to be able to live for him, can die for him, wish to take out the heart to give that person! Have you ever thought about who you will be with when you are old? I have thought that we live in a big house. He grows flowers and vegetables in the yard. I make delicious food in the kitchen. When he stretches, he looks at me through the window! I just want this one look! Am I greedy? "Ah?"

Every word Qin Fanfan said made Ye Shao very sad. He wanted to hold her, but every time he approached her, she stepped back, as if there was an invisible gap between them. He couldn't get close to her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Fanfan! I'm sorry for you. I'm... "

"You're not sorry for me, and you don't owe me anything. It's me who chased you. It's me who shamelessly pasted you. It's Qin Fanfan who's sorry for you! But I'm willing to, I just want to treat you like that, so I don't regret that I made myself so cheap. It's none of your business! You and Shen Shaojun are a perfect match. I wish you all the best

Admit defeat, she Qin Fanfan lost, but what? She's not afraid to lose, she's afraid she can't afford to lose!

So even if heartache to death, she will smile and bless them!

"Fanfan, you misunderstand me. Shaojun and I are just ordinary friends. We are really just ordinary friends!"

Ye Shao wants to explain, but Qin Fanfan doesn't want to listen. He turns around and goes to the porch.

She waited for him for four years, and then for two hours, but the two hours seemed like a hundred years, and her heart was broken!

She can't deceive herself any more. That's the reality!

She can be left behind again and again, Shen Shaojun is the important person!

So she stayed here and waited for him. She didn't want to hear his lame explanation. She said all that she had to say. From then on, they were clear and no one owed anyone!

"Fanfan!" Leaf tip catch up, Qin Fanfan firmly trapped in the arms.

"Fanfan, listen to my explanation, I swear that Shaojun and I are really just ordinary friends. Fanfan, the person I like is you, and the person I care about you is you. How can I not know the taste of love? Just like you, I never forget you

"It's late."

It's no use saying anything now.

Qin Fanfan didn't move and let him hold him tightly. Her sorrow was greater than her heart's death. This time, she was really dead.

Ye Shao kisses her crazily, but she doesn't react at all, just like a lifeless china doll, letting him think what he wants.

The leaf tip is frustrated, but still doesn't want to let go.

"Fanfan, do you really don't love me?"

"No love."

His strength was pulled away for a moment. Ye tip only felt that something was buzzing in his mind. He lowered his hand and watched Qin Fanfan wipe the corners of his mouth. His heart was so painful.

The sewing needle of her arm cracked and was bleeding, but she didn't feel anything.

In the dark, the eye ground of leaf tip is imprinted with that bright red.

He closed his eyes heavily and took a deep breath.

He made her what she is today!

"OK, I'll go."

As he left from the balcony, the sound of his feet went far away. Qin Fanfan was soft on the ground and covered his face with his hands. There was a whimper in the dark.

Her brain a blank, only leaves the tip of the sentence: I have never forgotten you.

If only I had told her four years ago, even if he had contacted her once in the past four years, she would not be like this now!

Ye tip back home, the same bad.

Cigarette after cigarette burning in the mouth, more and more cigarette butts in the ashtray, Qin Fanfan said every word in the brain constantly playback.

Is he wrong?

Would he have made that decision if it had happened again?

All of a sudden, ye tip is confused and hesitant. He is uncertain about his decision four years ago. What should he do?

A wall, two hearts, two people in pain.

That night, Qin's father had an accident. After socializing with customers, he was in the car and was sent home by the driver when he was in an accident.

Qin Fanfan received Qin Ma's call, immediately rushed to the hospital, the hospital in the early morning is particularly quiet, across the corridor she heard Qin Ma's low cry.

"Ma!"

Qin Fanfan rushed in panic.

Qin's mother had already burst into tears. She was wearing pajamas, her hair was scattered and her face was plain. It was obvious that she had fallen asleep and was scared out of the bed.

"Mom, what's going on?"

"I don't know now. The doctor is rescuing."

"Contact Dr. Ye quickly!" A nurse rushed out and said to another nurse.