Back to the room, Qin Fanfan half face buried in the palm of his hand, shoulders constantly shaking.
She more than once thought about the scene of two people meet again, she wants to let him look at each other, want to let him admit her, but now it seems, she worked hard for four years, still can't compare with him.
I'm not reconciled.
He must laugh at her in his heart. He is a weak chicken and pretends to be a strong one. It's ridiculous.
The deep frustration made her feel at the bottom of the valley. She had no appetite to eat at all. She poured two bottles of beer and went to bed. It was only in the evening that she found the letter that ye Shao left her.
I'm leaving.
Only three words.
Qin Fanfan looked at these three words, his brain was blank, and he couldn't remember anything.
He's gone?
Where did he go?
Did you finally see her strength, so you didn't bother her at all?
Did he choose to give her up again?
No matter four years ago or four years later, she is still the one who was discarded casually
Thinking of this, she suddenly clenched the paper into a ball, and her heart ached fiercely, even more than four years ago!
At the same time, when she saw the letter, ye Shao was sitting on the plane at an altitude of 25000 meters.
Under his feet was the inky black Caribbean Sea. He could see nothing, but his eyes were always fixed on a certain direction. Even in the middle of the night, everyone was wrapped in blankets and fell asleep, but he was still looking at a certain point. He didn't withdraw his eyes until the moment the plane landed.
He went straight to his apartment, came to the balcony, then jumped up, and finally landed on the balcony of Qin Fanfan's house.
In an apartment with one bedroom and one living room, regardless of the dining room and living room, Yang heard something moving on the balcony, then he didn't move his butt. He still nestled on the sofa, watching TV while smoking noodles.
The corner of his eye was so bright that someone came straight towards him, but he didn't even move his brow.
"Tell me, what's going on before you let Fanfan go?" The tip of the leaf goes straight to the subject.
After 20 hours of flying in the air, he could see obvious red blood under his eyes, obvious dust on his clothes, and dried mud on his two shoes. His whole body smelled of tropical rainforest and the sea of the Caribbean.
Yang has lived there for 20 years, and he can tell even when he closes his eyes.
"Have you been there?" he asked in a declarative tone
There, ye Shao really saw that he missed Qin Fanfan's four years, which made him feel extremely sad.
Ye tip throat moved, voice difficult: "you open conditions, as long as you can put any, as long as I can do, what conditions I promise you."
"No matter what conditions
"... yes."
Yang lips show a successful smile, some things do not see is absolutely unimaginable, he is to let Ye tip know, some people, has been out of his control, some things, not he can control.
The world is so cruel, when something is readily available, often do not know to cherish, until after the loss of regret.
After sucking the last piece of noodles into his mouth, Yang went to the kitchen and threw the plate into the sink. Then he wiped an apple and nibbled it while walking out: "I've always wanted to keep a snow wolf as a pet. You can help me find one that is just born and not weaned."
"Yes!" The leaf tip doesn't blink.
"Check the person for me again. This is the photo. The specific information is at the back of the photo."
Yang took out a picture from his pocket. In the picture, a funny little girl, wearing a birthday cap, was happily cutting a cake.
Leaf tip scanned the back, only a name and a string of birthdays.
"Well, I'll try to find out."
Ye Shao put the photo into his pocket and left quietly as before. Except for Yang, no one knew that they had reached an agreement in private.
Yang bit the apple and looked out of the window, like falling into some sweet memories.
Xiaorou, where are you? Are you still alive? How have you been these years? Remember me?
Sticky sea breeze from the Caribbean Sea, it is a rainy day.
For the first time, the poor people in group 13 were not pulled out by instructor Qin. Instead, Qin Fanfan carried a 20kg load on his own and abused himself on the playground.
"Little thirteen, what's the matter?"
"I don't know... I've been running for half an hour..."
Since Qin Fanfan became the acting coach of group 13, other coaches affectionately called her little 13.
This kind of weather is most suitable for joking. Coaches get together to smoke. The students say Huang Duanzi, and today is no exception. Just now, I don't know who found Qin Fanfan on the playground and came out to see the situation.
It rained heavily. I could see a vast expanse of whiteness. I could see a thin man circling the playground one after another.
After a while, there was one more person on the playground, then two or three, and finally all the 13 groups came out. Everyone was the same as Qin Fanfan, carrying 20 kg of weight, walking in the storm and rain, following Qin Fanfan like a small tail.
In the past two days, everyone can see that Qin Fanfan is in a bad state, as if he has lost his soul. Even the poor people in group 13 can't make any effort, which makes the people in group 13 feel that there is something missing. They would rather see their instructor Xiao Qin scold them, and then punish them not to eat or be confined.
The wound on her shoulder split again, and her face was as white as a piece of paper, without any blood color.
Qin Fanfan kept on running, and everyone ran in silence until two hours later, she finally collapsed.
She was in a coma for two days. The high fever made her confused. For two days, she didn't wake up for a minute.
She had a long dream of flowers, wedding dress and church. The bright sunshine fell on the woman wearing wedding dress through the painted glass. The woman dragged her long wedding dress skirt and walked slowly towards the man with her hand in the choir.
The man is tall and straight, wearing a white tuxedo, the whole body is covered in the colorful light, can not see the facial features.
The man holding his bride, she finally saw the bride's appearance, is Shen Shaojun!
She suddenly looked at the man again, the colorful light had disappeared, and ye tip's face was clearly visible
Drink!
In reality, she suddenly opened her eyes.
The dazzling light made her close again in the next second, and the whole person felt sick and retched violently. But she didn't eat for two days, and she couldn't vomit anything except sour water.
After dizziness, she found that she was in the hospital, and the air was full of the smell of disinfectant.
... is it a dream?
She closed her eyes painfully, as if she were still in the nightmare.
"You wake up." Chinese middle-aged female nurse is taking her temperature: "where do you feel uncomfortable?"
"No strength... Dizzy..."
Qin Fanfan looked at the ceiling as if he wanted to be sucked in.
"You've been sleeping for two days. Of course you won't have the strength. I'll bring you something later. You'll feel comfortable after eating it. It's 37 degrees and a little high."
The nurse took out the thermometer from her armpit, and then brought a glass of water for Qin Fanfan to drink with a straw.
"Thank you." Qin Fanfan is a little embarrassed.
The nurse grinned and put the cup on the bedside table: "you're welcome. If you have any discomfort, just tell me. By the way, who are you? That's the name you kept calling when you were in a coma. "