"Granny Wang had a bad heart... It should be... Acute myocardial infarction..."
Tang was very sweet, and tears fell down.
"Stop it. Let's go." Xiao Yujian couldn't see any more and helped her out.
Had Xiao Yujian not supported her, she would have been soft on the ground.
When she got into the car, she curled up, her face buried in the middle of her hands and wailed.
Yesterday, she gave Granny Wang medicine and told her to pay attention to all kinds of things. I didn't expect that there would be no one today
"If only I could arrive earlier... If only I could be faster..." Tang murmured to himself.
She is a doctor, but she can't save people. What kind of doctor is she!?
Xiao Yujian sighed and took her shoulder to comfort her: "don't cry, you have done enough, everything is my fault, it has nothing to do with you."
"No, it's not enough... I can do better... But I don't... I hurt Granny Wang... It's me... It's me! I'm not a good doctor! I'm not qualified to be a doctor. I'm... "
Suddenly, she suddenly opened her eyes and looked coldly at the suddenly enlarged handsome face in front of her eyes.
Her lips are salty.
Xiao Yujian tasted the taste of tears.
He doesn't know how to comfort her. She blames herself. She feels guilty. She takes all the responsibility on herself. He doesn't allow her to say so. He has seen her desperate to rescue patients. She is a good doctor. If she is not qualified, who is qualified to be a doctor?
He won't allow her to say that about himself!
Xiao Yujian was in a hurry and blocked her mouth with thin lips.
Soft, cool, salty.
This is the first kiss in his memory. He can have sex with several women at the same time, have fun in a nightclub, and never kiss a woman.
Realizing what he had done, Xiao Yujian himself was also surprised. He quickly separated and said awkwardly, "I, I bumped into it by accident."
Tang was very sweet. He was stunned for a second. He cried out loud than just now.
Xiao Yujian sighed helplessly and could only keep handing her tissue.
In the evening, he Qun saw that her eyes were red and swollen. After questioning, he knew about it.
They sat silent for a while, and Tang got up and left.
"It's sweet. Don't be sad." He Qun patted her on the shoulder.
"Well, I'm leaving, elder martial brother." Tang is very sweet, nodding and fighting hard in front of he Qun.
At the same time, Xiao Yujian is sending information from Fang Yijun.
Wang Fenglian, 75 years old, has been widowed for many years. She lives with her son and daughter-in-law. Seven years ago, she found out that she had premature heart beat and had been taking medicine. As long as she felt a little uncomfortable, her son would call the love hospital. For seven years, there were so many people in the village who disliked the love hospital, but they always shamelessly called them. The Tang family were like two little donkeys, I've never complained.
See here, Xiao Yujian to Tang very sweet pity a little more.
Grow up in adversity, do not worship money, do not take shortcuts, down-to-earth walk every step, such a girl is admirable and distressing.
But... If it goes on like this, sooner or later she will be destroyed.
Thinking, he dialed the number of he Qun.
They talked a lot on the phone and reached a consensus when they hung up.
It wasn't long before Tang was back.
Xiao Yujian heard the sound coming out of his study and saw Tang's sweet figure disappear in the kitchen.
"Back?" Xiao Yujian walked into the kitchen as if nothing had happened and poured a glass of water.
"Well." Tang is very sweet, washing dishes, head down, obviously mood has not adjusted.
Washing washing, tears can not help falling down.
Xiao Yujian looked at her shoulders and trembled silently. She was not happy.
Afraid of being discovered by Xiao Yujian, Tang is very sweet. He uses the back of his hand to wipe away his tears in a hurry. However, more tears come out, and he can't stop them.
"Am I useless?" Her voice choked with a thick nasal sound.
Xiao Yujian looked at her: "what about your father? You think he's useless, too? "
Tang looked back and looked at him with red and swollen eyes: "my father is my father. Don't compare my father with me. If it was my father, it wouldn't happen today..."
Tang is very sweet and blames himself.
"Then I ask you, who is taking care of Granny Wang after your father died?" Xiao Yujian looked at the eyes full of tears and asked.
Tang is very sweet bit bit lip, dumb voice says: "I."
"Tang is very sweet. No matter what you think of yourself, I don't know about the profession of doctor, but I know one thing. A doctor is a man, not a God. A man eats grains and grains. Everyone must experience life, old age, illness and death. No one can escape this disaster, and you can't get back to life. Don't think too much of yourself. You are just an ordinary person."
Tang is very sweet again hang down the head, turn round to turn off the tap: "you say I understand, but I just can't pass my own this pass."
Then she walked out of the kitchen.
"If you can't even pass yourself, you're not qualified to be a doctor."
Xiao Yujian's words sounded behind his back. Tang was very sweet. He was stiff and ran away.
In fact, she knew she was not a doctor.
She can't do her father's selfless dedication, she can't be the second Tang Youzhong, she is so useless!
Tang very sweet buried herself deeply in the quilt. She couldn't save her father, Jiang Bo or Granny Wang. Her brother took away the loan and disappeared. The hospital was almost auctioned by the bank. She had to borrow usury. Now she handed over the management right of the hospital to Xiao Yujian. What did she do in her life?
In the tide of negative emotions, cry tired to sleep for a while, suddenly wake up and can't help crying.
In the early morning, Xiao Yujian pushed open her door and saw a pathetic Tang very sweet.
She curled up like an abandoned animal, with tight eyebrows, tears on her eyelashes, and a round wet face, sobbing even when she fell asleep.
She dreamt of Granny Wang and Jiangbo. Suddenly, the picture turned. It was Jiangbo's son with a ferocious face, pinching her neck and saying, "Doctor Tang, you killed my father! If you kill someone, you pay for it
In her sleep, she kept shaking her head. How could she explain that Jiang Bo's son didn't listen to her. She couldn't breathe hard!
"Don't... Don't... Help me... Help me..." when Xiao Yujian picked her up, she suddenly whispered.
Xiao Yujian's heart was stabbed like a needle.
Tang very sweet seize his clothes, as if drowning people seize the life-saving parents: "Xiao Yujian... Xiao Yujian... Xiao Yujian... I'm here, Xiao Yujian... I'm here..."
The dream overlaps with the reality, and she hears his voice in the dream.