More than designing a lotus pond, he built the house Lin Zhengdong and Ye Xin lived in after their marriage. Every brick there poured his love for Ye Xin. Although he forgot himself and Lin Yuezhi, he did not forget his love for Ye Xin.
Lin Yuezhi crouched down excitedly and looked at Lin Zhengdong head-on: "Dad! Do you remember? "
Lin Zhengdong shook his head expressionless: "no, I just feel as if I have done it."
Lin Yue Zhi's mood was like sitting on a roller coaster, and he fell to the bottom in an instant.
Lin Che patted his shoulder speechless and comforted him.
Lin Yue took a deep breath and calmed down: "it doesn't matter, Dad. We can take our time. Even if we can't remember, it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter to me."
When he was underground, Lin Zhengdong obviously had feelings for him, otherwise he would not have risked his life to block bullets for him.
"Why did I stay in the hospital so long and not see your mother?" Lin Zhengdong suddenly mentioned Ye Xin. He even forgot that Ye Xin should have died for 27 years.
"Ma, she's... Dead." Lin Yuezhi tried not to be too sad.
Lin Zhengdong smell speech, the vision is startled: "she unexpectedly already died?"
He thought for a while, sad eyes closed: "no wonder to see these lotus I will be so sad, it is because of this reason."
Even forget the face of Ye Xin, but did not forget the feeling of love.
Lin Zhengdong looked at Lin Yuezhi sadly: "how did she die? Are you sick? "
Lin Yuezhi remembered what Du Siyan said to him when he was underground.
Your mother died because of you!
If the other side had succeeded at that time, maybe there would not have been so many tragedies. But that day he survived, but ye Xin died under the wheel.
"A car accident." Lin Yuezhi said in a deep voice: "she has been dead for 27 years."
Lin Zhengdong looked at the lotus, his voice was full of sadness: "I must love her very much, otherwise I would not be so sad after so many years. Where was she buried? Can I have a look? I want to see her. "
Once he loved that woman deeply, even though it had been 27 years since she returned to heaven, he still loved her deeply.
"I know I still love her as before, but I can't remember what she looks like."
"Dad, it's all over." Lin Yuezhi tried to avoid this topic.
Lin Zhengdong shook his head: "for me, it has never been in the past. She is my favorite woman. She used to love me deeply, but now it is the same. I can't remember myself, but I don't want to forget her. She is all I have."
So when ye Xin died, he would be so painful. As long as he saw Lin Yuezhi, he would think of Ye Xin and remind him of how his wife died, so he couldn't love Lin Yuezhi. Similarly, he couldn't protect himself well, and he couldn't love him. The only person he wanted to love was Ye Xin.
It was, is and will never change.
Lin Yuezhi's eyes showed deep pain. If Lin Zhengdong knew that his mother died for him, would the situation be the same as 27 years ago?
He took a deep breath, and just as he felt intense uneasiness and fear, he felt his hand being held.
It's Lin Che.
She gave him a silent smile, as if to say don't be afraid, you still have me, I will give you all my love.
Because of this smile, Lin Yue Zhi no longer panicked, he nodded: "OK, two days is mother's death day, let's go together."
On that day, Lin Yuezhi took all the photos of Ye Xin to Lin Zhengdong.
Lin Zhengdong stares at Ye Xin's photo for a long time, until Lin Yuezhi doesn't know that time is coming quietly in the early morning, but Lin Zhengdong doesn't seem to have enough to look at it.
"I seem to fall in love with her again." I don't know how long later, Lin Zhengdong said with emotion: "can you tell me what kind of person your mother is?"
Lin Yuezhi nodded, but his memory of his mother was very vague. He only remembered that his mother was very fond of cooking and always liked to study all kinds of food. She was a big eater, and Lin Zhengdong was the poor mouse.
He also remembers that his mother was very fond of flower arrangement. At that time, the air at home was full of fragrance of flowers. A pot of flowers would be placed on the corner, tea table, window sill and so on. She was also very keen on making her own clothes. When Lin Yuezhi was a child, all the clothes she wore were made by herself. In addition to the handsome boy's clothes, Ye Xin would make the girl's little dress, and then dress Lin Yuezhi beautifully.
At that time, Lin Yuezhi had no idea of gender. He even liked to be dressed as a girl. He thought of destroying Sanguan.
After talking about Lin Yuezhi, he found that his mother had never left him. It was because he had been deliberately not thinking about it.
That night, they talked late into the night. Lin Zhengdong listened very carefully and looked forward to it.
Two days later, more than ten years later, accompanied by Lin Yuezhi and Lin Che, Lin Zhengdong stood in front of Ye Xin's tombstone again.
He rubbed the leaf heart in the photo, so young and beautiful, smile so bright.
Lin Zhengdong eyes complex murmur: "I finally see you."
He reluctantly looked at Ye Xin, fingers reluctant to leave for a long time, a thousand words, at this moment became speechless face to face, a quiet cemetery.
I don't know how long later, a slight sound of footsteps sounded. Lin Yuezhi looked back and saw his grandparents, ye Shao, ye Sen, Qin Fanfan and Sun Fei.
Even after 27 years, no one has forgotten that day.
Lin Yuezhi and Lin Che make room for them. When Cai Yuyao sees that the squatter is Lin Zhengdong, she looks sad. The scene of her only daughter's marriage is still in front of her eyes. In a flash, she turns into a cold corpse and has been lying here for 27 years.
In her dream at midnight, Cai Yuyao had thought many times that if her daughter hadn't met Lin Zhengdong, would she still be alive now?
But no matter how I regret it, it has become like this.
Cai Yuyao only recently realized that there were so many secrets in Lin Zhengdong's remarriage. She complained that Lin Zhengdong had been wrong for so many years. Lin Zhengdong never changed her mind. Even if her daughter died, she was still his favorite.
What surprised her most was Lin Xuechang. Knowing the inside story, she agreed with Lin Zhengdong and cooperated with him. If she was Lin Zhengdong's father, she might not be able to do this.
That's enough.
The Lin family never owed her daughter.
Cai Yuyao wiped the wet corner of her eyes, stepped forward and put her hand on Lin Zhengdong's shoulder: "Zhengdong."
Immersed in pain, Lin Zhengdong suddenly froze all over and turned around to find several people standing behind him.
The unsmiling old man Ye's eyes are full of subtle sadness, which is as sharp as usual. Seeing Lin Zhengdong, he nods his head gently.
Seeing this scene, the corner of Lin Zhengdong's mouth raised slightly.