To be honest, when Zhang Ya heard the proposal to jiu'er, she was really moved, but when she thought of the ten thousand family, Zhang Ya shook her head gently: "jiu'er, thank you. But... "
"I know he's poisoned." Xiang jiuer said, "it's hard to get rid of this kind of poison. As long as you are angry, you will attack your heart. Once you are by his side, twice you are by his side, but can you guarantee that you are by his side every time?"
"I don't know." Zhang Ya shook his head and said, "maybe I can make it clear to him."
"Stupid is not stupid." "To nine son white Zhang Ya one eye said:" the affair of affection if really is one word two words can say clearly, how can I give oneself at the beginning to use Gu to forget surname Lei
She is a past person. The sweetness of love can make people addicted. It seems that people are reluctant to wake up if they want to have a good dream. But the bitterness of love is also enough to make people die and live.
She knew how it was
"What do you say?" Zhang Ya slightly a Leng looks at to nine son to say: "use Gu to forget Lei Shao?"
"Yes." He nodded to jiuer.
"Any side effects? Is it harmful to the body? " Zhang Ya asked.
"In fact, it's OK, but the raw materials are not easy to find." Xiang jiuer said, "I was just like that, or..."
"What raw materials and what are needed? I'd like to find it! " Zhang Ya said.
"No use!" Xiang jiu'er looked at Zhang Ya and said, "forgetting is self deception. Now it's not like ancient times. Turning around is a lifetime of forgetting in the Jianghu. Now all kinds of exchanges and information are so developed, it's so easy to be recalled."
It was only after seeing Er Gouzi that she thought of all that, and even was backfired by the insects.
"What if I don't show up to him afterwards?" Zhang Ya murmured, "can he forget me forever?"
"You want to poison him?" Asked Wang Xinghao, who pointed to jiuer and was in bed.
"I want him to forget me." Zhang Ya said softly, "if you forget me, he will be able to start from a new beginning, and he will never be poisoned again."
"Then will you not cure him?" Asked jiu'er.
"I will ask ako to help me." Zhang Ya closed his eyes and hid all his sad looks: "as long as I don't show up in front of him, he will be safe all his life."
"He forgot what you said, and you?" Looking at Zhang Ya, Xiang jiu'er asked, "if he forgets you, only you can remember everything before. It's cruel to you and unfair to him! "
"Where in the world is justice?" Zhang Ya opened his eyes and looked at Xiang jiu'er and said, "don't you think it's not cruel for me now?"
“……” Xiang jiuer can't answer.
"Jiuer, help me." Zhang Ya looked at jiuer and said.
"This..." I swallowed some saliva to jiuer, I don't know what to do.
"Why does one's pain pile up on two?" Zhang Ya looks at Xiang jiu'er and says, "as long as he forgets me, he won't have to suffer any more. It's good for both of us, isn't it?"
"Then..." Xiang jiu'er was stopped as soon as he promised.
Wan Xinghao, who was still in bed, suddenly opened his eyes, sat up, grabbed Zhang Ya's wrist, and stared angrily at her eyes.
It's their common memory. What makes her own decision?
“……” Zhang Ya is also stunned. At this time, he should go to sleep for another hour or two.
"Er..." Xiang jiu'er blinked a little.
Wan Xinghao looks at Xiang jiu'er coldly.
Without Wan Xinghao's opening, Xiang jiuer read his eyes: "I suddenly think that I have something else You are busy You are busy I'll go first. "
At the end of the speech, Xiang jiuer ran away immediately. Before leaving, he had not forgotten to close the door tightly.
The silence in the air reveals danger everywhere.
"Lie down before you're done." After a long time Zhang Ya touched Wan Xinghao's still pale lips and said.
“……” Wan Xinghao didn't move. His eyes were fixed on her guilty eyes.
How could she be so cruel to deprive him of his memories, how precious and important those memories are to him who has been killed all his life.
Why does she make such a decision?
One person's pain, two people's pain, even if it's a thousand cuts, even if it's a thousand arrows through the heart, even if it's an instant death of poison, he will die to keep the memories that belong to him.
"Don't get cold. You're going to the party tomorrow." Zhang Ya holds one wrist firmly by Wan Xinghao, unable to struggle. She then grabs it with her other hand and covers it on his chest with a horn to show him to lie down.
In a flash, Wan Xinghao dragged Zhang Ya to the bed, turned over and imprisoned her under her body. Her arms were like shackles, which made her unable to move.
"Wan Xinghao, what are you doing?" Zhang yaleng asked in a moment: "get up! You... "The rest of the words were blocked by Wan Xinghao and swallowed into his stomach.
"Well Well Zhang Ya's struggle was useless, so she had to bite the meat close to her teeth. Only for a moment, the smell of blood flowed into her mouth.
Wan Xinghao didn't stop until the oxygen became thin and Zhang Ya gave up her struggle because of lack of oxygen.
They watched each other and gasped.
Zhang Ya's eyes slipped from his eyes to his lips, and the lower lip that she had bitten was still bleeding.
Zhang Ya reached out and touched the corner of his mouth: "does it hurt?"
Wan Xinghao gently shook his head, which pain, which compared to the kind of heartache when she heard that she wanted to deprive herself of memories, which compared to the kind of despair when she said that she would not appear in front of her in the future.
Does it hurt?
That's pain.
"I'm sorry." Zhang Ya's eyes were red: "I'm sorry I really don't know what to do, I really don't know... "
Wan Xinghao kisses her eyes, and between her lips and teeth there is not only the smell of blood but also the saltiness of her tears.
“……” Zhang Ya stretched out his arms around Wan Xinghao's neck and finally burst into tears.
It's so hard. She thinks it's hard.
It's really hard
Wan Xinghao holds her, listens to her crying, feels her trembling in her own arms due to crying, and WAN Xinghao tightly hugs her with his eyes closed.
If he can't marry her in this life, he would rather not marry her for life.
After crying for nearly an hour, Zhang Yacai stopped crying and sobbed in his arms. His eyes were red and swollen.
Wan Xinghao kissed Zhang Ya on the forehead.
Zhang Ya cried enough, pushed Wan Xinghao aside, sat up, raised his hand and wiped away his tears: "tomorrow, tomorrow, I will go to the banquet What can I do with this eye... "
Don't go.Wan Xinghao touched Zhang Ya's arm and said, "I won't go, let's go.".