"Grandpa is dead..." Whispering, Phoenix's leisurely voice became lower and lower: "there is no meaning, there is no meaning..."
"Leisurely, look at me." Fengyingshu squats in front of fengyouran and holds her shoulder: "look at me!"
“……” Feng leisurely raised her head slowly and looked up at Feng Yingshu: "aunt..." It seems that Xu Liangguang gradually appeared in his eyes: "Auntie, grandpa is dead."
"I know, I know." Although Feng Yingshu said and knew, she didn't have the courage to look at the past.
The stench pervaded the room, and she did not have to look at it to know how rotten the corpse in that bed would be.
The Feng family leader has long been dead. For such a long time, the Feng leisurely used medicine to hang the life of the Feng family leader. All the body functions degenerated, and even the blood was almost coagulated. Only Feng leisurely himself did not believe that the Feng family leader was a dead man.
And now, after all, even the last signs of life are gone. There is a lack of skill, and Feng leisurely dies.
And the further result of death is despair.
Feng Yingshu has been to that laboratory, has seen those experimental bodies, and knows what the side effects of this drug are. She has seen those twisted into a group of people who are not as good as dead there. Therefore, even though she knows that longhanmo has such a serious disease, she still hasn't given that drug to longhanmo.
She would rather die than love her life. Even if she died, she also wanted longhanmo. No, she also wanted her to die with longhanmo in a dignified way.
"Aunt, that medicine is useless. It's useless." Feng leisurely shook her head and said, "Grandpa is dead, I will die too, soon..."
"Leisurely, you still have time, do you remember? You've been 24 years old. You can live to be 24. Do you remember? " Feng Yingshu grabbed Feng's leisurely shoulder and said, "even if you can't change your life against the sky, you still have time."
"Does it make sense to spend every day in pain? Life is not like death... " Feng's eyes were red: "Auntie, I hurt..."
How long?
Feng Yingshu also forgot how long she had never seen such a fragile Phoenix leisurely.
"Leisurely, leisurely don't be afraid, aunt here," Feng Yingshu patted her back
"Aunt, it hurts..." Feng leisurely felt that her head had begun to ache: "it seems that there is a awl chiseling in my head, it hurts a lot every time, it hurts..."
"I know, I know." Feng Yingshu side of the call Feng leiran's name: "leiran, insist, I'll get you medicine."
"That medicine doesn't work!" Feng leisurely cried and shouted, "it's no use!"
"Leisurely, leisurely where is your medicine? What about your medicine? " Feng Yingshu grabbed Feng's leisurely shoulder and asked, the medicine has a strong dependence, once broken, it will hurt to death.
"Ah..." Covering her head, Feng's leisurely face was pale and her eyes were round.
"Leisurely! Where is your medicine! " Feng Yingshu asked again.
“……” Without the strength to answer, Feng leisurely seems to have been drained of all her strength, and her soul is also slightly pulling away from her body. The pain makes her whole body twitch.
Feng Yingshu bit the root of her teeth, and she could only get up immediately and rush out of the room of Feng's master and run to Feng Youran's room. In the messy room, she found Feng Youran's medicine. The medicine bottle was opened and the pills were scattered.
Feng Yingshu hesitates, grabs the medicine bottle and the medicine on the ground and runs back to Feng Youran with a glass of water. At this time, Feng Youran has collapsed on the floor and shrunk into a ball.
"Take your medicine, take your medicine!" Feng Yingshu's hand is also slightly shaking. She takes the medicine in her hand to Feng leisurely and feeds two pieces of medicine into her mouth.
After taking the medicine, Feng leisurely's face finally had some color, but the whole person was still twisted and shivering because of the pain. She raised her hand to grab the medicine bottle and poured out five or six pieces to eat at a time.
"No way!" Feng Yingshu has no time to stop her. She can only see that Feng leisurely swallows all the drugs: "you can't eat so much!"
After taking the medicine, Feng leisurely leans on Feng Yingshu's arms, the breath gradually calms down, and the eyes reveal fatigue.
"I reminded you that you can't take so much of this medicine." Feng Yingshu sighed and said.
"Aunt." Feng leisurely at this time just opened up.
"Well?" Feng Yingshu asked, "how are you now?"
"It doesn't work out." Said Feng leisurely.
"What?" Feng Yingshu did not hear clearly: "what do you say?"
"I can't figure it out." Feng leisurely just sat up, supported the ground with one hand and spread out the other hand to Feng Yingshu: "I can't figure out anything, I don't know when I will die, I don't know what will happen in the future, I don't know anything."
“……” Feng Yingshu looked at Feng leisurely and said, "what do you say?"
"Aunt, I may die now, or tomorrow, or later." Feng leisurely holds Feng Yingshu's hand and says, "change your life against the sky? Change your life against the sky After all, it's just my wishful thinking Delusion... "So, she was condemned.
Is it not enough for God to torture her so long? Let her lose everything completely and then die in pain.
With the most embarrassed appearance, with the most humble gesture
To die.
"No, it will not." Feng Yingshu shook her head and said, "leisurely, there must be another chance. You are just too tired. You are just suffering a blow. You can calm down. In a few days, no, tomorrow, you will be able to recover. You must be able to predict everything."
"No way." Feng leisurely knows her situation: "it's impossible in the future."
"Don't despair like this. You have a chance. Don't give up." Feng Yingshu said, holding her leisurely hand.
"It's not that I don't give up, it's that you give up." Feng leisurely looked at Feng Yingshu and said, "Grandpa is dead, so am I, Uncle I'll die, too. That experiment is so crazy, wrong, we are all wrong, we are all wrong, except for the death of more people
“……” Feng Ying Shu tightly pursed her lips as if she didn't want to admit it but couldn't find an excuse.
"Auntie, take my uncle with you. She's far away, just like Vera. She's escaped, isn't she? She escaped with 1-3. You can, too. " Said Feng leisurely.
"I can't escape." Feng Yingshu shook her head and said, "vera can't escape. If it's just that Vera leaves, they won't care. I can also open one eye and close one eye, but she took away experiment 1-3. They won't let experiment 1-3 leave."
"That's because he's an experiment. You and your uncle are not. You can go." Feng leisurely looked at Feng Yingshu and said, "you can go far."