Can't win To lose
Lost
She lost because of her mistake Lost
How could I have been prepared so long
"Attach the middle part of the paper to conclude the argument." The grading teacher looks at the attached middle school team.
Yu Jiajia, who originally asked to be the judge of the conclusion, now has a blank mind and can't say a word.
She knows that she should stand up and make a right conclusion at this time, but she just can't stand up. All she thinks is: if she wants to lose, she will lose
After seeing Yu Jiajia, Shen Xiangyang stood up with a long breath.
“……” Yu Jiajia looks at Shen Xiangyang dully. When she sees Shen Xiangyang opening her mouth, she seems to be saying something, but she can't hear a word. Until the applause thunders and the whole debate draws a complete end, Yu Jiajia is relieved.
"Gone." Shen Xiangyang holds Yu Jiajia's arm and pulls her up. The debaters on both sides shake hands and walk out of the arena.
How many scores did the attached middle school team get in the teacher's place and what would the result be? Yu Jiajia didn't know. She only knew that from the moment when Shen Xiangyang stood up at the conclusion, she had already lost.
Clearly prepared so much, but still lost to their own tension, lost to their own mentality.
Not to Shen Xiangyang, but to herself.
Tears fell, Yu Jiajia clenched her fists and pressed her lips tightly. She hid in the Pavilion behind the teaching building to wipe her tears.
Now it's about ten minutes before noon break. No one else is here, because the sound of Lang Lang's reading in the teaching building will not seem quiet.
But it's also a good place to let off steam.
At the end of the competition, Shen Xiangyang, as the team leader, bought drinks to invite everyone to drink: "everyone is working hard."
"Thank you." Everyone smiles and takes the drink to thank Shen Xiangyang.
"What about Yu Jiajia?" At the end, Shen Xiangyang asked curiously, leaving the last bottle in his hand.
"She ran away as soon as she came out." Another girl said.
"I think she's running behind the teaching building." "Today, Yu Jiajia's second debate is actually quite good, but it's a pity that he met the third middle school," said the boy in the same class
"Well." Everyone nodded. The third middle school is stronger in this respect, especially the second debate of the other side was won by the student team of last year's Kyoto debate competition.
"But it's good to have a captain!" A boy smiled and said, "otherwise, he would not dare to win."
"Yes, I felt a lot of pressure when I argued. At that time, I thought it would be easier to argue two or three times. But when I saw Yu Jiajia, I suddenly felt that one debate was also very good." As a debating boy, he still felt his hands trembling when he recalled: "if I change my mind, I will collapse."
"You did a good job. You have a clear mind." Shen Xiangyang smiled and said, "if you didn't express the positive view clearly at the beginning and seize the teacher's heart, Yu Jiajia and I would be at a loss later, and your eloquence would be very good."
"Haha." Was praised by Shen Xiangyang, the boy bashfully grabbed the back of his head and smiled.
"Yeah, I'm so nervous off stage." Another girl in the same group who did not participate in the debate said: "you are really good, especially the captain."
"When the competition is over, don't call me the captain. I'm the captain of the team, because of my willfulness, I've caused a lot of trouble to everyone." Shen Xiangyang smiled and said, "it's been so smooth until now, thanks to your support. You can call me after that."
"Good." Everyone laughed.
"I'll find Yu Jiajia. You can have a rest and have a good meal in the canteen later." Shen Xiangyang said with a smile, "the competition team of our affiliated middle school will be disbanded on the spot."
"Well!" They nodded and waved.
Shen Xiangyang quickly walked to the back of the teaching building with a drink in his hand. He found Yu Jiajia wiping tears in the small pavilion.
"Yu Jiajia." Shen Xiangyang walked over and handed the drink to Yu Jiajia: "it's hard."
“……” Looking up, Yu Jiajia looks at Shen Xiangyang and sips her mouth: "are you coming to see my joke?"
“……” Shen Xiangyang didn't answer.
"Don't think I'll give up!" Yu Jiajia said, "I lost to myself, not to you!"
"I don't think so." Shen Xiangyang said: "there was no such idea to compete with you in the beginning."
They are teammates. It's better to win together. Why do they have to win or lose?
That's not infighting.
"So you don't think I deserve to compete with you, do you?" Yu Jiajia stares at Shen Xiangyang and says, "Shen Xiangyang, you are too arrogant!"
“?” Shen Xiangyang blinked, unable to understand which word Yu Jiajia heard her meaning.
"Shen Xiangyang, I hate you! I hate you very much! " Yu Jiajia gnawed her teeth."I know." Shen Xiangyang nodded, and the words left in her books proved that Yu Jiajia hated herself.
Listening to Shen Xiangyang's tone, which was neither light nor heavy nor salty, Yu Jiajia choked, and felt that his heart was full of anger, anger and grievance, but also had to admit his own shortcomings.
With the ringing of the bell after class, Yu Jiajia cried loudly.
Crying awkwardly.
“……” With the drink in his hand, Shen Xiangyang was at a loss.
What's wrong with that?
Rao is a girl who has been a girl for so many years. Sometimes she can't understand what she thinks in her heart.
Why are you crying again?
Being bullied and hated, isn't it Shen Xiangyang who should cry?
What's the matter with Yu Jiajia?
"Shen Xiangyang! I hate you! I hate you! " Yu Jiajia wiped her tears with the back of her hand and cried.
"Well I know. " In addition to this sentence, Shen Xiangyang did not know what to take.
The students passing by at noon are shocked to see this scene.
But at noon, in the afternoon, a new rumor came out.
"Hello, have you heard?"
"What?"
"Yu Jiajia made a little mistake in the debate contest of junior high school students' knowledge contest, and was scolded and cried by Shen Xiangyang."
"Eh? No! "
"Really, I heard that Yu Jiajia was crying in the little Pavilion."
"I heard it, too! But it doesn't mean that the second high school won the third high school in the debate competition? "
"Who knows? I'm looking for trouble. I think it's Li Wei."
"No! Is Shen Xiangyang's character so bad? It's not like... "
"Speaking of this, I heard Shen Xiangyang's attitude towards boys and girls is not the same at all!"
"I heard that too!"
"If it's true, it's true to return Shen Xiangyang..."
……
Rumors are getting worse.