Chapter 4020

"If I were Shen Xiangyang, it would not be like this." Chen Shanshan glances at Yu Jiajia.

"As I said, you will never be Shen Xiangyang in your life. You two are different in essence!" Yu Jiajia said with a white eye.

"Because I'm not as smart as she is? But I work hard! " Chen Shanshan said: "I admit that I'm not as beautiful as her, without her good temperament, my family is poor, I'm not a daughter, I don't speak like her, I know how to contact people, i..."

"These are all external reasons and can be changed, but what about the internal ones?" Yu Jiajia said: "you are not as smart as Shen Xiangyang, but you are not as smart as many people. Your efforts can make you catch up with many people who are smarter than you but not so hard, but your efforts will not make you surpass those who are smarter than you and harder than you."

"Don't say Shen Xiangyang, what's your score this month? How many people are in front of you? " Yu Jiajia said, "you can't even surpass me. Where can you be more confident than Shen Xiangyang?"

“……” Chen Shanshan pursed her mouth and pulled the sheet under her body.

"For Shen Xiangyang, you wrote curses in her book, spread rumors about her, and participated in kidnapping." Yu Jiajia said: "Shen Xiangyang is seriously ill. She didn't come to school today, but she is still the first. The exam is full mark. You are angry that she is better than you, and you are angry that her score is better than you."

"And then?" Yu Jiajia said, "now it's just that everyone knows your true face, you can't stand it."

"When the storm comes, Shen Xiangyang will fight directly and bravely, but he will still have good thoughts." Yu Jiajia shows her hands: "how about you? When the storm comes, you have collapsed. You don't need Shen Xiangyang to do anything. You're a puddle of mud. You say you can be Shen Xiangyang? Who gave you courage? "

"Shut up!" Chen Shanshan's face is ferocious, struggling to get up: "I just don't want to admit my life! What's wrong with me! "

"Chen Shanshan, people should learn to give up their lives. If they don't want to give up their lives, they should change their lives against the sky. It's not the performance of you not giving up their lives, but the fact that you give up their lives and know that they are like this, so they can't see others well." Yu Jiajia said: "however, even if you stumble, the person who is better than you will still be better than you in the future. At last, only you are like a clown."

"Shut up! Shut up! " Chen Shanshan's voice was exhausted. Half of her body was leaning on the bed and half of her body was hanging in the air trying to catch Yu Jiajia, but she grabbed the air.

"Pitiful." Yu Jiajia looks at Chen Shanshan like this. For the first time, she deeply understands why Shen Xiangyang asked her to delete the recording.

This man, pitiful to the extreme.

Now alone, her future can be foreseen.

This life, but also so.

Thinking of this, Yu Jiajia doesn't want to waste any more words with Chen Shanshan. She turns around and leaves the clinic.

“……” Seeing Yu Jiajia leave the infirmary, Chen Shanshan seems to be hit by a thunder.

Poor?

Chen Shanshan suddenly thought of her aunt and uncle

No, she's not pitiful!

She is not pitiful at all!

No one can say she is pitiful!

She is not pitiful!

No!

"A lot of ants..." Mumble, Chen Shanshan whole person shrinks into a regiment tightly hugs oneself, shivering: "don't bite me..."

……

Chen's mother received a phone call from the head teacher, saying that Chen Shanshan came in a hurry after she fainted in the classroom.

First, I saw the head teacher. The teacher talked about Chen Shanshan's failure to enter the key class next semester, and also about the downgrade of financial aid. However, Chen Shanshan's questions were hidden away, and she said: "now students are under great pressure, parents should also give more patience and support."

"Well, I see. Thank you, sir." Chen's mother was so worried that she nodded to the teacher, who led her way to the clinic.

As soon as she entered the infirmary, Chen's mother saw Chen Shanshan, who had shrunk into a shivering mass. In an instant, her whole heart was shaking with pain.

Chen's mother thinks that it's the pressure she put on Chen Shanshan before that makes her look like this.

"Teacher, I want to be alone with Shanshan for a while." Chen's mother has hot eyes.

"Good." The teacher nodded his head and said, "well, I'll go back to the office first. Today, you can take her back to have a good rest. It's OK to make up for the slip."

"Well, thank you, teacher." Chen's mother answered, which led to Chen Shanshan.

"Shanshan, it's mom." Chen's mother reaches out to Chen Shanshan.

"Mom..." Chen Shanshan heard Chen's mother's voice, and then she raised her head tremblingly. Her eyes became focused gradually after seeing Chen's mother. Her eyes were hot: "Mom!"

"Shanshan." Chen's mother grabbed Chen Shanshan into her arms and choked: "Shanshan is good, mom is here."

"Mom..." Nestled in Chen's mother's arms, like all the grievances broke out completely at this moment, Chen Shanshan cried.It wasn't until she let out the emotion completely that Chen Shanshan choked and apologized: "Mom, I didn't do well in the exam Sorry I and my bursary have also been downgraded. I'm sorry I'm sorry

The apology broke Chen's heart.

Finally, Chen Shanshan was coaxed well. When her mood calmed down, Chen's mother said, "Shanshan, I always want to tell you something."

"What is it?" Her eyes are red and swollen. Chen Shanshan looks at her mother.

"That's right. Uncle shen wants to take us back to L City. Then you can study in L City. My mother has inquired about it. The school in L City is also very good. The study pressure will not be so great. Shanshan, shall we go to L City?" Chen's mother looked at Chen Shanshan and asked carefully.

“……” Leng Leng ground looks at Chen mu, Chen Shanshan Zhang mouth, she wants to ask Chen Mu want to go to L City?

Leave Kyoto, leave the place where their mother and daughter live together.

But looking at Chen's mother's eyes, Chen Shanshan couldn't ask again. She hesitated for a long time before she said, "OK."

"Darling!" When Chen's mother heard this, Gao's heart immediately dropped: "Uncle Shen said he would take good care of us. He has a son but no daughter, so he always wants a daughter. He will be very good to you. We can have a new life and a new home."

“……” Chen Shanshan's head is pasted on Chen's mother's chest. She would like to ask Chen's mother if Uncle Shen has a wife?

Last time we went out together, she heard uncle Shen calling his wife at the door of the bathroom.

She believes that Chen's mother knows this, but now, what are they doing in L City?

Chen Shanshan doesn't know. She just knows that she's leaving Kyoto.

She left the city where she lived with Chen's mother for 14 years.