"What do you think happened?" Instead of directly answering Lu Xiangyang's words, Jiang mengshuang asked, "would you like to guess?"
"I guess After you failed to confess to Uncle Wu, did you feel upset and attempted to commit suicide by jumping off a building Something. " Lu Xiangyang said.
"Hiss." Jiang mengshuang was angry with Lu Xiangyang and said, "I'm so hopeless in your heart."
"Not really, but You know, when you encounter an unknown accident, you can't help but guess at the worst "It's human instinct," Lu said
"Then should I congratulate you, this inhumane genius, on retaining some people's bad qualities?" Jiang mengshuang pretended to be relaxed and said with a smile: "it's a pity that you guessed wrong, but your guess is not bad enough."
"Well?" Lu Xiangyang listened to Jiang mengshuang's words, but he was also slightly stunned. Is this not bad enough?
What has Jiang mengshuang experienced?
"Xiangyang, I I saw her. " Jiang Meng said softly, holding her mobile phone.
"Who?" Lu Xiangyang was puzzled.
, as like as two peas, you are right. We look alike. My eyes are exactly the same as her. Jiang Meng shuangxiang is telling a very plain little thing: "she looks like me in my memory."
"I thought I had forgotten her for a long time and couldn't remember what she looked like, but when she appeared in front of me, I recognized her at a glance."
"She said she was going to take me, and I I'm happy. I'm really happy. "
"Even if her tone is strange and her attitude is strange, I can pretend that I don't know anything if If she wasn't in a hurry I might have gone with her. "
"In a hurry Of course, she's worried. Life matters... "
"Her son was sick and needed a kidney transplant, so she thought of me."
"Shuangshuang..." Listening to Jiang mengshuang's words, Lu Xiangyang's heart aches.
For so many years, Jiang mengshuang has always looked like she doesn't care, but Lu Xiangyang knows how much Jiang mengshuang hopes her mother can come back.
Jiang mengshuang likes Xia Xiyue so much that she just calls her mother Xia because she believes her mother will come back one day.
She has a mother. She has her own mother.
However, under such circumstances, Jiang's mother returned to Jiang mengshuang for such reasons.
"Funny thing to say, eight years old." Jiang Meng said with a smile: "her son is 8 years old this year, I was It seems to be 8 years old. What do you think? "
"Ten years I have been waiting for ten years for those who come back to save her son with my kidney. "
"By what?" Jiang mengshuang asked: "Xiangyang, tell me why!"
"Why am I going to save her son? Why?"
"Ten years! In the past ten years, who will compensate me? Who will save me again
"Xiangyang, I really thought at that moment that if she could only think of me at such a time, it would be better not to think of me in this life, and let me never see her in this life, at least At least in this way, I can say to myself that she had no choice but to leave me
"Shuangshuang, it's all over." Lu Xiangyang said, "I'll go there now. You wait for me."
"You don't have to come here. Xiangyang, I'm fine. I'm really OK." Jiang mengshuang said, "I just don't understand. I just I just don't understand. Am I really that bad? "
"I'm not garbage. Why should I be thrown here and there? Only when I can use it can I think of me. What I don't need is far away. I'm not garbage. I have a family. I'm a person..."
"Shuangshuang, it's not your fault. Listen to me, it's not your fault." Lu Xiangyang said, holding his mobile phone.
"Whose fault is that?" Jiang mengshuang asked: "Xiangyang, don't worry about me. I'm really OK. I just can't think of it. I'm in a mess now. I'm in pain. I'm I'm terrible now, really bad. I feel like I'm in a mess now. I'm... "
"No, you're not bad at all." Lu Xiangyang interrupted Jiang mengshuang and said: "you are the best girl in the world. Really, I like you very much. We are the best friends. Feifei also likes you very much. There are many people who love you. Think about the Jiang family master and the Jiang family mother. They all love you very much."
"I know, I appreciate you very much, I love you very much, I love you, I love Feifei, I love dad, I love mama Xia, I love..." A face flashed through her mind. Jiang Meng bit her lower lip subconsciously and didn't let herself say his address.
"Shuangshuang, will you listen to me?" Lu Xiangyang said: "I know you are in a very bad mood now. It must be terrible to be denied by your mother. I can understand that, but Shuangshuang, there is no rule or even law in the world that requires parents to love their children more than themselves."
"Your parents must love you very much. If they don't love you at all, you won't expect your mother to come back for nearly ten years. You can forget a lot of things in ten years, but you can't forget the love in your heart in ten years.""They love you. You know that. You know that."
"It's just that in their hearts, they may love themselves more than you. It's not their fault, nor is it your fault. It's just that they don't love you so much. Shuangshuang, I know your mother must have said a lot of bad things, but Shuangshuang, those words are angry words. People can say anything when they are angry and anxious. This doesn't mean that you are in her heart What a terrible person. "
"You're great, you're good, there are really a lot of people who love you." Lu Xiangyang tried his best to make his voice gentle: "I have been away from Kyoto for so many years. I entrusted Feifei to you because you are a very excellent girl and a very good friend. In fact, you have done it. You are so excellent. How can you hate yourself because of some angry words from a person who doesn't love you so much?"
"Shuangshuang, you are really good." Lu Xiangyang seriously said: "you are the unique existence in the world, you have never been worse than anyone else, you should be the most aware of this point, or are you questioning my vision of making friends?"
Lu Xiangyang tried to use a relaxed tone and said: "well, this is not what a genius who has no human feelings but only a few bad qualities wants to hear."
In Lu Xiangyang's mind, Jiang mengshuang has never been a bad child, let alone a bad person. Even when he was bullied in primary school, he did not think so.