V3.Chapter 259

People's memory is subconscious, even if it is forgotten due to some external factors, there is a chance to retrieve what happened.

Just as some people can selectively lose their memory, there are also people who lose their memory due to brain stimulation or injury, after treatment or self-recovery over time.

Si Huang's situation is undoubtedly caused by hypnotic amnesia, and partly due to the forgetfulness caused by self-avoidance psychology. However, as her physical fitness gets better and better with age, and her abilities become stronger and stronger, she will experience certain stimuli. Get back the memories of the past.

Si Huang knew to some extent that her memory should have been almost recovered, and the only thing left was the experience in the creation of gods that had not been recovered.

This was her self-analysis. The reason why this part was not retrieved may be because she has not encountered the same experience, or it may be that this part has been hypnotized and forgotten the most. Si Huang thinks that the most likely thing is that she is still instinctively avoiding herself, and has an instinctive fear that has not subsided for the memory being studied.

Now it was time for her to face her fears, and it was precisely because of this decision that she went to find the sika deer.

What happens when a person is hypnotized? Si Huang didn't know what was going on with the others, but she felt that she was sober. At first she was a little confused and timid. When she heard the sound of the sika deer, she remembered her reason for coming.

Therefore, she opened the door and saw passers-by, blurred faces and pictures.

At the beginning, her gaze was from bottom to top, as if she was lying on a push bed and being pushed by someone to pass through a passage. It was precisely in this way that she could see the people passing by around her, and she couldn't see their faces clearly.

Her breathing was heavy, as if something was being worn around her mouth, which made it difficult for her to breathe, but at the same time assisted her breathing.

Hoo hoo -

thump thump——

The sounds of breathing, heartbeat, and vague noises reverberated in my ears at random, making Sihuang extremely irritable.

She was faintly aware of what she was about to face, and felt fear and resistance from the bottom of her heart. Desperation and hatred were brewing, and her mind was full of ramblings. She told herself to calm down, and only by calming down could she find a chance to escape, just like she had been in the company the whole time. Zhi Han and Si Hua won a glimmer of life under their control.

Wait, Si Jihan? Si Hua? Haven't they already...

Already what?

Si Huang couldn't remember it for the time being, and felt that something was wrong.

When she was pushed into the laboratory, a familiar face came into her sight, and his name naturally popped up in her mind: Bai Guangxi.

Bai Guangxi lowered his head to meet her gaze, and he didn't know what kind of eyes he saw, which made him smile happily and gently, and comforted him: "Don't worry, it's okay, trust brother, huh?"

No……

"Inject THB3 liquid." Bai Guangxi said to the assistant beside him.

The needle was aimed at the blood vessels in her arm and pierced into it. A coolness went all the way to her whole body, making her soul tremble with cold.

Si Huang shuddered, and heard a voice that seemed to be ringing in his ears, "What are you doing?"

What am I doing?

What am I doing!

Sihuang's eyes turned white, his body convulsed due to the drug, and his consciousness became more and more confused, but unexpectedly felt that he was so calm that he was numb again. Turning to look at Bai Guangxi, he found that he didn't seem to be able to hear the voice.

The voice that Bai Guangxi couldn't hear was a voice she was familiar with.

Bai Guangxi is scary, but she doesn't have to be afraid, because the other party can't hurt herself easily.

Whether it is Si Zhihan or Si Hua, they are no longer scary, but themselves are their nightmare.

By the way, I am no longer the one who is slaughtered by others.

What am I doing? The purpose of my coming here is to retrieve my past memories and find more clues to God-making.

Si Huang's spirit is already strong, and once she thinks about what happened, she can easily get out of it, but she didn't choose to resist and end the hypnosis, but looked at it from a different angle.

Her line of sight is no longer lying flat and upward, but like an invisible existence ignored by everyone in the line of sight, or invisible, watching the scene in front of her.

She saw her former self lying on the laboratory table, and after being injected with special drugs, various reaction data were recorded. She saw the flesh and blood being taken and injected with biological genes, and the body was thrown into the sink, surrounded by various fish. Human beings, both harmless and carnivorous, see big fish swallowing small fish, and she is like their own kind in it, either to eat or to be eaten.

The result of various drugs is the collapse of genes. The feeling is that every cell is screaming for despair and pain, and the mind is often in a state of chaos. Sometimes I even forget that I am a person.

Si Huang saw her former self struggling on the ground like a dehydrated fish, opening her mouth to breathe the air, but the air seemed to bring not vitality but poison, making that 'her' face red and then purple.

Bai Guangxi was always gentle to her. He said that he didn't want to hurt her body, so at most he would cut up the flesh and let the blood out. He would never listen to his assistant's advice and cut off her limbs for grafting.

Because of his 'gentleness' and 'considerateness', the most used on her are various drug experiments, tests, and mental hypnosis.

It's just that Bai Guangxi really doesn't know, is this kind of drug experiment more painful than cutting the body with a knife?

Si Huang thought, Bai Guangxi knew about it, otherwise he would not be so happy, watching 'her' persevere again and again, he would pat her head and praise her for being great, if he perseveres, he will be successfully liberated one day.

The result was unsuccessful, but the liberation was real. Her genes have been completely destroyed, and her body has been rescued from collapse several times, just like a broken rag doll, constantly mended with crappy needles and threads.

If 'she' hadn't been insisting on being alive, she would have been unable to sleep long ago.

Even Bai Guangxi's assistant and other research institutes praised her for her strong willpower after they knew about her, but it was a pity that she could not be rescued.

Si Huang looked over silently, even as a bystander, she would not personally experience the pain caused by the genetic collapse, but this is her memory, not only the people and things she experienced in her memory, but also her feelings. Residual, so she remembered what it felt like, and without her noticing, her face in reality changed instantly.

At that moment, when she heard the voice of the sika deer, she seemed to become anxious, and she also remembered that besides the sika deer, there was someone here, and that was a very important person.

Before Si Huang remembered who that was, she instinctively said: "I know you are here, don't stop me." Then everything was quiet.

She looked at Bai Guangxi with a smile and said to her, do you want to change your brain and change your body to be a new person? She also said to herself, would she not be her if she changed her body? She looks terrible, it seems that she doesn't even know her brother, and she is useless if she doesn't know him.

As a useless experimental subject, and a waste that failed to awaken her ability, even changing her body is a luxury, let alone implanting her with a biochip as cannon fodder.

Bai Guangxi said that if he begged, he could still help her.

At this time, Sihuang seemed to have all the memories back, together with the sober mood that seemed to be returning to the light at that time.

For Bai Guangxi's request, she chose to refuse, changing her mind for a body? She didn't believe in Bai Guangxi, and she didn't want to lose herself. If she lost herself, she might as well die, but she was unwilling, very unwilling.

In the end, Si Huang saw himself dragging his crippled body, slowly climbed out of the test bed, climbed to the window and continued to climb out, fell from the window on the second floor, did not fall to his death but was unable to move.

Si Huang always thought that the memory of her death in the end was discarded by others, but it turned out that she crawled out by herself.

At that time, there seemed to be a problem with her mind, and the memory in her mind was already confused. Relying on an inexplicable willpower, she crawled out of that room with her last strength.

Bai Guangxi looked at her without stopping, as if watching a butterfly whose wings were torn off, leaving only a useless body, falling from a high altitude, and falling on the rotting leaf ground outside, sooner or later he would not be able to escape one dies.

She just lay on the ground like this, no one came to take care of her and no one came to collect the body. What was waiting for her was the decay, maggots, bleeding, and damage of her body. Her cloudy eyes looked at the sky and couldn't see clearly.

"Do you want to live?"

When this voice rang in my head.

What did she think at that time?

Si Huang was silent, looking at herself and answered without hesitation: "Yes."

Yes, at that time she had forgotten the experience in the laboratory, but she could not forget the instinct to survive.

She doesn't believe in Bai Guangxi, but she believes in her subconscious.

She thought that voice was her subconscious mind to survive.

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Si Huang opened his eyes.

The first thing she saw in her sight was Qin Fan rushing towards her, who blocked the figure of the sika deer.

Si Huang's first sentence was: "The clues given by Morris are all true." Based on the several places and nouns that appeared in her memory, it can be confirmed that the clues given by Morris are true and correct.

Qin Fan's pupils tightened, he squatted down and hugged Si Huang, and asked through gritted teeth, "What are you hiding from me!?"

The last time Sihuang told him about the memory of a lifetime, it only talked about the possible fate of him and Duan Qizhou, but didn't say that she had been to create gods!

If he hadn't been to God-making, how could he be sure that the clues Morris gave were true? Just thinking about the changes in Si Huang's expression several times, Qin Fan knew that the memory must not be a good thing.

Si Huang reached out to hug Qin Fan's head, and rubbed one hand on Qin Fan's face. The temperature of the other person was higher than that of ordinary people, which warmed Si Huang's cold heart.

"Last time you were bullied by the country, I vented your anger for you." Si Huang said nonchalantly.

Qin Fan was still staring at her.

Si Huang went on to say: "This time I was bullied by God of Creation, please help me find my place."

Qin Fan didn't speak, so don't think that he couldn't tell that this was a trick for him.

He was going to deal with God-making, but he was alone.

Si Huang paused with her fingers, "No?"

Qin Fan stared at her.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and finally Qin Fan was defeated, "Okay."

What the hell! He's sure that if he doesn't agree, Sihuang has the ability to go by himself! In this case, it would be safer to put people under your nose!

Si Huang rubbed his dog's head and smiled, but his eyes were unpredictable.

If she hadn't seen Qin Fan for the first time, she wouldn't know what she would do to dispel the dark emotions that surged deep in her heart after she just woke up from that memory.

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Today I officially start to ask for leave to write the ending, please take about a week, and finally send it out at one time. So far, no one has guessed my last brain hole, O(∩_∩)O haha~ The last is a group of people and God-making, etc. Waiting for the stage of the decisive battle, it is also a witness of the whole people, we will see you there then! To be honest, I also felt very sudden. The subsequent plots are all in my mind, no more and no less, and I don’t know if I can finish writing in a week, but I believe it will give you unexpected perfection, at least all the time. The idea has never wavered, and I have come to the present with my feeling and everyone's support. It can be said that the book of the male god really did not deliberately delay the number of words, so I think I wrote it wholeheartedly, and it may not be the highest. Perfection could be done! (づ￣3￣)づ╭?~Dear little angels, see you then! Love you guys! Even if we leave for a while, don’t forget me and forget about the male god, ╭(╯^╰)╮Yes, I have to ask you for tickets at the last time, hahaha!