Chapter 442

During the day, they make trouble like this. At night, he comes to see her shoes?

Ying Hannian suddenly stood up, turned around and went out of the door. When he stepped out of the door with long legs, he left a sentence, "don't close the door, I'll come right away."

“……”

Lin Yimo.

She sat on the bed, her legs bent under the quilt, her hands on it, her eyes looking at the empty door, the scene of yacht reappeared in front of her eyes.

She had been fighting for years, but she was still shocked by his hysterical words.

After so many things, she learned from him that she was so important to him

But what can she do.

No, I really don't.

There was a sound of footsteps outside the door. Ying Hannian came in with a medicine box in his hand, went directly to her bedside, squatted down, put the medicine box on the ground, opened it and said, "put your feet out."

“……”

Lin Yi didn't move, just looked at him with low eyes.

Should cold year lift Mou to see her, black Mou is deep, "your heel hurt."

Not to ask, but to be sure.

Lin Yi touched his feet across the quilt and shook his head, "it's OK, a little injury, it's almost better."

Ying Hannian looked at her silence for a few seconds, raised his hand, lifted the quilt, grabbed her feet and forced her legs down. Her feet were small, white, clean and warm.

“……”

Lin Yi sat on the bed, no resistance, legs down, one foot like stepping on his palm, his palm hot.

Ying Hannian squatted in front of her, turned her feet, and saw that the skin of some places above her heel was broken, and there was a "one" shaped cut, and the blood color was coagulated on it.

That's what she said. Almost.

He turned her other foot, too.

Ying Hannian looked at the wound above. His face was a little blue. He took out the ointment from the medicine box and put it on her. His voice was very low. "Don't do such stupid things again in the future."

Lin Yi sits there, smell speech to shrink feet, be pulled back again by him, her vision is gloomy, wry smile a, "so stupid?"

She just wanted him to taste what Ying Yongxi had done when he was depressed.

It's just that simple.

"Isn't it stupid to toss yourself like this?" Ying Hannian raised her eyes and gave her a deep look. "You treat me like this. In case I entangle you again, what do you do? Isn't that stupid? "

It's hopelessly stupid.

It's the first time in her life that she saw such a bloody picture.

“……”

Lin Yi sat in silence.

Ying Hannian put one of her feet on her knee, put down the ointment, picked up a square Medical band aid from the medicine box, pasted it to the wound behind her feet, and smoothed each edge with her finger pulp.

Then he put all her feet down and reached for the medicine box.

A soft hand suddenly touched his face.

Ying Hannian's figure is stiff. He looks up at her. Lin Yi sits by the bed and holds his face in his hands. In a few days, he has lost a lot of weight and has a deeper outline. His face is pale and his lips are not bloody.

"Don't go on like this, will you?"

She asked softly.

“……”

Ying Hannian squatted in front of her, not as irritable as when he was on the yacht. He was just silent, with no expression on his face. "I've seen dance halls, markets and slaughterhouses. I stay in this house and sleep on this bed. Many times, I feel suffocation and despair that I can't say. It's like someone is pinching my neck, but I've only come to life and death street for a few days." She held his face and said, "I know it's not easy for you in those ten years, but just because it's not easy, you can't give up easily, can you?"

“……”

Ying Hannian said nothing.

"You have suffered so much, your mother has suffered so much, don't you live for her?" Lin Yi asked.

Smell speech, should cold year deeply see her one eye, way, "already enough."

"What?"

She was stunned. "If my mother is really alive, she will know that I have lived enough." Ying Hannian sneered at himself and said in Lin Yi's astonished eyes, "do you know why you thought I was dead at the beginning, and Qixing immediately bought his tomb

“……”

"Because people like us who live only by hatred don't live long." Because they have nothing, nothing, no faith, no hope.

“……”

Lin Yi looked at him stupidly. His face became more and more pale. The hand holding his face slowly slipped down.

People like them don't live long.

"I shouldn't be angry with you today. I just want you to leave here. I didn't expect you to go to the slaughterhouse. How could you be so stupid?"Ying Hannian looked at her word by word and said, "don't do this kind of thing any more. Go back to the Lin family and be your first lady. If you want to talk about your boyfriend or get married, I won't stop you any more."

He drove her away again.

"And you?"

She asked.

"I've been out of my control for a long time. I just want to get back all my debts." Ying Hannian looked at her and said, "also, you arrange a good girl for Qixing. Don't let him be like me."

“……”

Lin Yi's eyes are red.

"You said you looked down on me, I recognized it."

Ying Hannian stood up from the ground and turned away with medicine.

The hand was suddenly caught.

Ying Hannian's eyes stagnated and looked back at her. Lin Yi sat there, holding him tightly with both hands, looking at him with red eyes. He kept shaking his head and murmuring, "no, Ying Hannian, no..."

It's like crying. Seeing her like this, Ying Hannian suddenly laughed and his eyes were full of tenderness. Instead, he held her cold hands and said, "come on, everyone chooses a more comfortable way to go, and so do I. I'm not depressed, I'm not losing my fighting spirit, I just find a way I like to go, and my mother doesn't want me to live like a walking corpse, right? ”

"can you give me time?"

She asked, choking.

"Well?"

"I take back my words and I'll give you the future, but would you please give me some time?" Lin Yi looked at him with tears in his eyes.

“……”

Ying Hannian's eyes shook and stood there stiffly, clasping her hand tightly, with a low voice, "I'm not forcing you."

Is there something wrong with her.

Ying Hannian stood there. He was reluctant to force her, so he chose this road.

"I didn't say you forced me, I I can't see you die again. " Lin Yi looked at him, "I don't want you to die. I really don't want you to die."

She said it over and over again. She saw through his firm determination. She began to be afraid. She began to be afraid. Even if she receives the news one day, the herdsman is gone, so is he.