"I've lived for more than 20 years and I'm a complete failure. You keep talking about the future with me. Where can I get my future? Did you give it to me? Can you give me the future? "
"I can't. It's none of your business whether I live or die."
He said word by word, slowly raised his hand and pointed the gun at himself.
"Bang -"
the loud noise exploded across the city.
At that moment, she finally saw the man's face. It was Ying Hannian.
"Don't --"
Lin Yi woke up and sat up directly from the hospital bed. He was in a cold sweat, and his eyes looked forward in horror. His heart beat violently, and he was like an icehouse.
"What's the matter?"
A tall figure leaned over and fell a shadow, with a low voice.
Lin Yi raised her head in amazement, and saw Ying Hannian standing on the edge of the bed, frowning and looking down at her, with worry in her eyes.
Ying Hannian
Here he comes.
She grabbed his hand and pulled it down. Ying Hannian sat down on the bed heavily. She threw it into his arms and put her hands on his back. Her chin was on his shoulder and she was short of breath.
People are like this. The tighter they hold, the more they feel that they won't lose.
"Nightmare?"
Ying Hannian patted her on the back and spoke softly.
Lin Yi hugged him tightly, "Ying Hannian, I won't do the multiple choice questions given by Mu Xianfeng, I won't give up you, I won't give up you, we must have other ways to save you, there must be some."
Should cold year hang Mou, in the eye skim a wipe clear, "is about my nightmare?"
“……”
Lin Yi didn't say anything. He just hugged him for fear of losing him.
Should cold year loosen her, big palm hold up her pale small face, black eyes straight stare at her, "dream of what?"
“……”
Lin Yi doesn't talk.
"Dreams are sometimes people's subconscious, you are already shaking." Ying Hannian stares at her with fierce eyes and says, "you are already thinking about which side the Lin family and I have chosen."
"no, I have not."
Lin Yi shook his head desperately and looked at him almost in a panic.
"You said that you live to protect the Lin family in this life. In your heart, I've stood aside, haven't I?"
Ying Hannian continued to ask, tone can not hear anger, only sharp eyes.
"No Lin Yi still shook his head, raised his hand to grasp him, looked at him with both eyes, and said urgently, "I really don't have it. Ying Hannian, don't think about me like this, OK? I won't leave you, never. "
So, don't let her see a dream like scene.
She can't take it. She really can't take it.
Ying Hannian stares at her and suddenly smiles. She pinches her face with her fingers. "I'm kidding you. How can you be so scared?"
Where's her intelligence?
“……”
Lin Yi looked at him in amazement.
"This time you can hold on to now, I'm very satisfied." Ying Hannian looked at her fondly and said with a smile on his handsome face, "it seems that you really love me more and more."
In the past, no matter what happened to the Lin family, she was always partial to the Lin family. At first, she thought he died in Xuefeng cliff, and she only dared to grieve behind others, so that she could return to the Lin family one day to live quietly.
Now, she will be like this, which shows that he is on an equal footing with the Lin family.
"Yinghannian..."
"I will find an antidote, and I can work out an antidote even if I can't find one. So, remember what you said, you can't give up on me. " Should cold year looking at her way, not angry.
"Well."
Lin Yi nodded hard.
"Well, get up, get ready for dinner, see you sleeping, I made a dinner myself." Ying Hannian stood up and said.
"I'll do it first."
Lin Yi felt his hair. It was half wet and soaked in cold sweat.
Should be cold year jaw first.
Lin Yi took a shower in the bathroom and put on her neat casual clothes. Her hair had been blown dry. As soon as she came out, Ying Hannian was serving dishes, three dishes and one soup, and the meal was ready.
He did it in a light way.
"Why don't you change your pajamas?" Should cold year glance at her, need not sleep at night?
Lin Yi is used to wearing casual clothes in the hospital these two days. Whenever she has something to do, she runs up and down. Even if she sits with her eyes closed and holds her mobile phone tightly in her hand, she doesn't dare to lie down and sleep deeply. She is afraid that someone else will find her and she won't be able to find it. She's afraid that there's something wrong in the ICU. She can't sign her name at the first time.
"I'm afraid someone will call me at night, so I don't have to change my clothes when I sleep."
In fact, Lin Yi has been sleeping for two nights, and she has no excuse.
"I'll leave tomorrow morning. You'll have a good sleep tonight. I'll be here if there's anything." He said, pulling her to sit down at the table and handing her chopsticks.
"Good."Lin Yi smiles. She picks up a chopstick of green vegetables in the soup and puts them into her mouth. They are very tender. They are half cooked. They are still the same.
It's not the first time that she has eaten the food cooked by Ying Hannian, but it's the first time that she has tasted good.
There was also the smell of disinfectant in the ward. She looked at the man's cloth dishes, and felt inexplicably satisfied.
"How do you think of me that way?"
Ying Hannian gave her some scrambled eggs. What he would do was those who went to school in Shengsheng street. There were no good ingredients. They were all very common. They could fry and boil a pot of soup at will.
"Just want to see you."
Lin Yi smiles faintly. Maybe the dream is so real that she can still remember the darkness and blood in the dream and the muzzle on his forehead
It's really good to see him sitting in front of him now.
"See, I don't charge you."
Ying Hannian laughs with evil spirit, and then fills a bowl of soup for her. Then her eyes fall on a band aid on her forehead, "what's the matter? When did you make it?"
"I walked carelessly today and got bruised."
Lin Yi touched his head and understated the truth.
Ying Hannian frowned and reached out to uncover the band aid. Lin Yi quickly hid behind and said with a smile, "don't uncover it. It's all healing."
"Let me see."
"It's just a little scratch. Eat quickly." Lin Yi ambiguous past, for him with vegetables, "vegetables are going to be cold."
Ying Hannian looked at her and saw that the band aid was really small. It should not be a serious injury, so he didn't want to expose it again and ate with her.
At night, it's hard to coax Lin Yi to sleep in the cold year.
He repeatedly guaranteed that he would not leave at night and that he would deal with all the affairs of the hospital before coaxing her to sleep.
She fell into deep sleep soon after she fell asleep. Ying Hannian looked at her with low eyes. She was funny. She also said that she slept too much during the day and didn't want to wake up at night. Didn't she really want to sleep?
Ying Hannian is lying on the bed with her in his arms. He turns off her mobile phone and puts it in his pocket.
He gave her a kiss on the face, put his arms around her and was about to close his eyes when the mobile phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated.
Ying Hannian finally knows why Lin Yi wears casual clothes at night.