Jiang Rao leaned on her shoulder like a child and cried bitterly, "Xiaoyi, I'm really in pain. I can't think about those things. I just want to die when I think about them, and I don't dare to face my parents. I used to think that they are not only my children, but they don't care much. Now I know that I'm wrong, and I don't dare to die when I see them."
"I know all of a sudden you think about it. You should have told me."
Lin Yi whispered, reaching for her shoulder. "You are in a mess. How can I disturb you?" Jiang Rao leaned on her shoulder and said, "every day I wake up, I think, Xiaoyi, you shouldn't save me. You should let me be a vegetable or a fool. That's my best destination, ha."
Lin Yi couldn't tell whether she was laughing or laughing.
“……”
Lin Yi pursed her lips. "Later, I saw mu Xianxu, and I finally found my own way to do it. Isn't it all his fault that we became like this? He will pay the price. " Jiang Rao's voice slowly cools down, and hatred passes through her wet eyes. "If I suffer one day, he will have a bad day."
"I tell you what mu Xianxu did for you, not to influence you, but to think you should know." She said, "you should know his good to you and his evil to you."
“……”
Jiang Rao is silent.
"Jiang Rao, do you know what I admire most about you is that you are deeply attached to your feelings, which makes you particularly beautiful and brave." Lin Yi said in a low voice, "do you know what I fear most about you?"
Most afraid of her?
Jiang Rao's long eyelashes trembled with tears. A leaf fell on Lin Yi's skirt. She picked it up and looked at the complex lines on it. She said, "what I fear most is you. You are crazy about your seriousness and persistence in your feelings. No matter who you meet, you ask for a result. If you can't make a perfect ending, you'll bump into your head and burst into blood."
“……”
Jiang Rao closed her eyes, her transparent tears streaming down her pale cheek.
"Do you remember that boyfriend before you, how many stupid things did you do for him? In the end, he gives you no hope at all, and you will be reborn. " Lin Yi looked at the leaf in his hand and said, "but it's mu Xianxu's turn this time?"
“……”
"When mu Xianxu hurt you for the first time, you should be reborn again, completely end up with him, and don't communicate with him." Lin Yi lifted the leaves out of his hand.
“……” "But then, so many things happened, all the way up to now." Lin Yi said, "as a friend, no matter how many sins mu Xianxu has redeemed, I can support you as long as you are happy, how you retaliate and torture him, but I'm afraid that after you play the most
" Set yourself on fire. "
He set himself on fire.
Jiang Rao's body trembled slightly.
"Nirvana rebirth and self immolation are both a fire, but how do you know what you have gone through?"
Mu Xianxu is not her ex boyfriend, he is not bad, he is not good, such a man more torture women.
In the end, is it clear whether she retaliated mu Xianxu or mu Xianxu?
"Xiaoyi, I know what you want to persuade me, but I can't extricate myself. If I don't torture him, I can only torture myself."
“……”
Speaking of this, Lin Yi can no longer think of any words to enlighten her, can only gently pat her, "well, today chat long enough, I think you must be very tired, I push you back to rest."
Lin Yi wants to stand up and his hand is held by Jiang Rao.
"Are you disappointed in me, young Yi?"
Jiang Rao raised her eyes and looked at her with red eyes.
"I'm just afraid." Lin Yi lightly smiles, "you know, I tried my best to save you again and again. You are precious in my eyes."
Jiang Rao knows what she means and laughs, "don't worry, I won't die for the time being. I'll think about your words."
“……”
Lin Yi frowned and didn't like to hear such words.
Jiang Rao put her forehead on her arm, "if only you were a man, I would not fall."
Lin Yi wry smile, "no chance, if I am a man, should be cold years is gay, he still won't let me go."
"Puchi -"
JIANG Rao really laughed this time, reached out and hit her gently, "you can show it in front of me, show me blind."
Lin Yi helped her stand up, carefully helped her into the wheelchair, and pushed her in.
Lin Yi pushes Jiang Rao into the hospital hall. She glances at the TV set hanging on the wall. The news is playing in it. She stops and looks at the TV.
The news about Gu's family is being broadcast on TV. After the financial crisis, Gu's family has done a lot of good deeds for people's livelihood, and even took the initiative to find those unemployed people to go to Gu's work. In the words of the host, Gu's family is completely giving up money for charity.In the four families have not any action, but Gu made such a feat.
Gu's stock price rose instead of falling in a depression.
In the news, Gu Ming is accompanying his father to visit the unemployed and save one family after another
"What's the matter?"
Jiang Rao sees that Lin Yi doesn't push himself to go, and asks strangely.
"Nothing." Lin Yi turned his eyes, "I just feel that something is wrong."
"What's wrong?" Jiang Rao along her line of sight to see the screen, "you mean Gu group?"
Lin Yi shook his head. "I don't know. I always feel that seeing Gu Ming this time seems to be different from what he used to be. I can't say it in detail."
"Gu Ming?"
Jiang Rao was stunned.
Lin Yi didn't say anything more. He pushed Jiang Rao back. When he came back to the ward, mu Xianxu was already inside. He couldn't see his face with a mask. When he saw Jiang Rao, he strode over in shock. "What's the matter with you? Are your eyes so red?"
Jiang Rao looks at the clown mask in front of her, and her mind is full of Lin Yi's words.
"It's nothing. I've been out for a long time. Maybe I'm blinded."
Lin Yi sees Jiang Rao does not speak, explain a way for her.
Mu Xianxu goes forward to pick up Bian jiangrao from the wheelchair, and then goes to the bed to heat the towel.
Lin Yi didn't stay much and left after saying goodbye to them.
On the way back, she couldn't help taking out her mobile phone to call Ying Hannian. She was probably busy there. After a few noises, Ying Hannian didn't answer, so Lin Yi wanted to hang up.
The phone was picked up before it hung up.
"Tuan Tuan?"
Ying Hannian's voice rang in her ear.
"Aren't you busy?" She asked with some doubt.
"I'm talking to foreign officials." In response to the cold year.
Contact with foreign officials? Isn't that a serious meeting? Lin Yi a shock, "that you still have time to answer my phone?"