Chapter 518

What about Xi?

Where did Xi go?

While sympathizing with Okazaki's situation, the audience are engrossed in every picture for fear of missing something important because of blinking.

Although Zhu left, their child was born healthily.

Why is Okazaki the only one now? Where did he go with Nagasaki's child Hsiao?

Under the warm invitation of Zaomiao, Okazaki agreed to Zaomiao's invitation of "going out to play as a family". When he asked for leave from the company and got a break, he came to Guhe bakery, his former home, but only saw the note and ticket left by Zaomiao.

Although the town is constantly changing, it is still the familiar image in my memory. Zhu used to laugh at home, just like yesterday's voice, but now it has changed, only to add sadness.

Suddenly, a small shadow ran past Okazaki's back. Okazaki followed his voice to find out. Every place in the room had memories of him and Zhu.

Finally, Okazaki saw the figure suddenly hiding behind the wall.

Okazaki did not walk past, expression did not show any experience, he lightly called out a name.

"Xiao Xi!"

This is a name that has touched the hearts of countless fans.

I saw that little figure secretly showing half a figure, like a frightened kitten, with curious eyes, secretly looking at Okazaki.

After a careful look, the whole person came out from behind the wall.

She was wearing an ordinary blue dress with blue and white stripes on her collar and short sleeve cuffs. She was carrying a small pink schoolbag and a soft hat with blue and white stripes on her head. On her round face, she was staring at Okazaki.

Even if Okazaki didn't cry out, the audience could recognize that the child was his daughter, Xiaoxi.

She had a pair as like as two peas, which gave out warm and healing eyes.

Zhu's figure gradually overlaps with Xiaoxi. Fans' hearts suddenly acid, clearly nothing has happened, but see this scene, eyes can't help but wet.

Okazaki and Xiaoxi look at each other. A moment later, Xiaoxi retracts behind the wall.

Facing his own father, Xiao Xi feels nervous as if he is a stranger. However, it seems that because of "father" curiosity, has been secretly looking at Okazaki.

Five years have passed. Although in reality, Zhucai just died last week, for fans, the seven days are as long as five years.

In these five years, Okazaki didn't fulfill his responsibility as a father. Xiaoxi was completely raised by Zaomiao and Qiusheng. No matter going to kindergarten or various festivals, Okazaki put all his experiences into work and ignored Xiaoxi.

Although Zaomiao often brings Xiaoxi to him. However, Okazaki has never looked at Xiaoxi.

He is clearly his own father and daughter, but he is like a stranger.

Xiaoxi not only lost his mother when he was born, but also failed to get his father's love. Watching Xiaoxi curious, eager, but carefully hide half a body, secretly look at his own father's appearance, and hurt the hearts of the audience.

Okazaki seems to have found an outlet for the pent up anger in fans' hearts. However, when they see Okazaki's present appearance again, those anger suddenly goes out. They seem to understand why Okazaki does this: Zhu is Okazaki's everything. Okazaki lost everything when he left. Xiaoxi is so similar to Zhu Chang. As long as he sees Xiaoxi, Okazaki thinks of Zhu, the happy memories and the sadness after he lost everything; At the same time, Zhu died after he gave birth to Xiao Xi. Zhu was already weak. Having a baby is a great burden to her body. It can be said that she died because of Xiaoxi. Although Okazaki is Xiaoxi's father, what kind of vision will Okazaki face Xiaoxi?

Xiaoxi is not only the crystallization of Okazaki and Nagasaki's love and happiness, but also the person who takes Okazaki's love and happiness away. It can be said that Xiaoxi is the source of Okazaki's pain at the moment, and he is just a poor man after all.

He stayed on the day when Zhu left. If he can't get out of the "past", then he will live in pain and sadness all his life, and he can't give Xiaoxi paternal love all his life.

The audience finally understood why Zaomiao warmly invited Okazaki to play with him, but on the appointed day, he disappeared with Qiusheng, leaving Okazaki, Xiaoxi and two tickets.

"One family" and "two tickets", Zaomiao's move is to let Okazaki out of the pain, so that Xiaoxi can get his father's love and work silently!When her daughter died, Okazaki also pushed Xiaoxi to them. Zaomiao not only didn't have any complaints, didn't have any idea of blaming Okazaki, but also always helped Okazaki silently, facing Okazaki with a gentle smile.

This subtle touch, really understand before you can feel its broad and fiery.

Perhaps it is because of such a mother that we can raise a daughter who is weak in appearance but strong in heart.

Looking at Okazaki, Cao Jun suddenly thought of his father. Although he was about to graduate from primary school when his mother left, what kind of mood was his father in the face of his "ignorant" son?

"Dad, did you not want to see me like Okazaki?" While watching the animation, he saw that his father's cup was empty, and Cao Jun filled his father with tea.

"Your mother didn't die because of you..." my father took the cup, blew it gently, sipped it, let the taste of strong tea reverberate in his mouth, and finally flowed all the way from his throat into his stomach to moisten his heart.

"However, at that time, you also began to rebel. I know that you are very sad about your mother's death, and I am also sad, even worse than you. Seeing what you looked like at that time, I did have the idea that I didn't want to see you. I remember that was the most cruel time I beat you - hurt you, hurt my heart, and even I had the idea that it was over. But I can't fall down, I fell down, I'm afraid to the bottom, also have no face to see your mother. In order to have the face to meet your mother and give your mother an explanation, I can't fall down... "

Father said slowly.

With his father's words, Cao Jun seems to have gone back to the days when his mother died when he was not sensible.

He still remembered his father's complicated eyes, which he could not understand at that time.

As long as he doesn't commit a crime, even if he muddles along, his father will support him all his life.

At this moment, he could understand the strength and emotion contained in his father's words when he could not turn back in the face of anything.

As a father, I am responsible for my son;

As a man, he is responsible for his family;

As a husband, the responsibility to his wife.

Every responsibility, like a mountain, is shouldered by his father's strong and powerful shoulders, sheltering him under his shadow.

However, he did not understand, but now just look back, just understand.

Cao Jun took a sip of tea buffalo and let tears and tea flow into his stomach.

There is a lot of tea. My father likes to drink strong tea with a lot of tea.

It's bitter and astringent.

But with the tongue to savor, aftertaste is endless, just like life.

Okazaki let Xiaoxi play alone, Xiaoxi in front of a stage, heavily fell on the ground - face down.

The audience not only felt the pain for Xiaoxi, but after Okazaki helped him up, Xiaoxi seemed to cry in pain, but he forbeared and never cried.

Okazaki's feelings for Xiaoxi are very complicated. He doesn't want to travel with Xiaoxi alone, but after waiting for a day, Zaomiao and Qiusheng, who disappeared, didn't come back.

Two people are this period of rare time, completely to Okazaki and Xiaoxi two people.

Xiaoxi is not as clingy as other children. She doesn't talk much, which makes people feel like a boy. But in a few scenes, Xiaoxi's sensible and strong appearance left a clear and deep impression on the audience, which makes people love her.

Okazaki and HSI sat in the shop, looking bored at the figures passing by outside.

A father led his child by, and the child was laughing happily. He was coquettish with his father and chatting happily.

But Okazaki and HSI, clearly their own father and daughter, seem to be strangers and have no topic at all.

Okazaki slants his eyes to see Hsiao. Hsiao's eyes are bright, looking out at the warm atmosphere of his father and children. His eyes are full of envy and longing.

Even talking to his father with a smile, playing coquetry and chatting about happy topics are enviable things for Xiao Xi.

"Do you want to travel?"

Okazaki suddenly asked Xiao Xi.

"I want to go!" Xiao Xi's face showed a look of yearning and said immediately.

"Let's go both of us." Okazaki said.

"Well." Xiao Xi nodded and agreed.

"Will you? Come with me... "

As a biological father, facing his daughter, Okazaki asked her if she would like to travel with him"Would you like to" these three words, how heartbreaking it sounds?

Xiao Xi smiles happily and goes on the journey with his father Okazaki.

This is the first time that Okazaki and HSI have been alone in the past five years since Hsiao was born. Xiao Xi's every scene, every sentence, every expression, makes one's heart feel sour and tremble.

Blue sky and white clouds, sunny, Xiaoxi with his father's figure, slowly walking, and slowly become a bouncing appearance, brought warmth to the world.

Although Zhu left, it was gratifying to see what Xiaoxi was like now.

The cold, which had been frozen for a whole week, began to melt in Xiaoxi's joyful steps.

The pain that Zhu's death brought to people's hearts was finally relieved after seeing Xiao Xi's figure（ It's not finished yet. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation or monthly ticket. Your support is my biggest motivation.)