Jiang Yan listens to the song "clannad" repeatedly. The picture of "clannad" is like a lantern in her mind 23[wx].
That touching story, as if just happened in her side.
So clear, so deep.
All the time, little by little, the accumulated plain and warm feelings burst out here, just like a mountain torrent, rolling from the mountain, destroying all the strength.
Let her see, his heart is so weak, vulnerable.
What clannad brings is not only moving, but also making her stronger and more mature. Her life seems to be transformed.
"The song of time inscription" is the second op of clannad. It's very nice to hear it for the first time, and I'm deeply moved by it all the time. "
"From the perspective of lyrics, the whole song is very obvious - Okazaki's emotional fluctuation after his departure. Therefore, the whole song can be seen as singing from Okazaki's perspective. "I" is Okazaki, and "you" is Zhu, of course. In terms of lyrics, this song is about three aspects: Okazaki's yearning for Nagasaki, Okazaki's feelings for Nagasaki, Okazaki's determination to start a new life after he decided not to be depressed. "
"In Okazaki's yearning for Nagasaki, Yijing uses an unpleasant rhythm to express Okazaki's yearning for Nagasaki and his yearning for the happy time. Everywhere, he can feel the warm atmosphere from the plainness."
"But the soul of this song is not here‘ "The song of time" really shakes people's hearts, and it's the remaining two aspects that make people cry
"After singing slowly, a high-key" only you "is sung repeatedly. It vividly shows Okazaki's strong yearning for Nagasaki. And then there are "once the only one I love", "now I'm not around", "songs in my life". Through Yi Jing's slow and sad song, which sentence is not full of Okazaki's missing, Okazaki's love for Zhu. Just imagine, with their own dependence, constant support, encouraging themselves, that their most important, favorite that person suddenly left forever. What a sad thing it is to never see her most lovely smile again! How strong the missing will be! What's more, isn't the feeling between Okazaki and Nagasaki the one we feel most deeply? Okazaki's feelings are so deep and sad with the sentence "only you!"
"From the lyrics, it is obvious that Okazaki's determination to start a new life after he was depressed. Here, Yijing uses fast rhythm and low voice. The fresh and sweet voice and lyrics show Okazaki's positive attitude towards life and his optimistic attitude towards a better life in the future. From the lyrics. Okazaki is to guard the memories of Yuzhu and live with Xiaoxi firmly. Even if the sea has turned into a mulberry field, the street view is different. "
"Of course, the master Porter wrote the lyrics and composed the music. The song of" engraved time "sung by Yi Jinglin brought us infinite emotion, and let us appreciate the emotion of" clannad ". But please don't forget, just like "clannad", we should not only listen to the feelings of "clannad", but also listen to our own feelings and resonate‘ Can't Okazaki's feelings for Nagasaki shown in "the song of time inscription" also be our feelings for the people or things we love that are no longer around us
Jiang Yan also left her feeling in the comment section of "clannad". At the end of the feeling, she left a sentence.
"Let's engrave clannad and the people we love together in time!"
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“the-place-changes-and-goes,like-a-wind,like-clouds。
(the land is changing like a breeze, like a cloud)
like-the-traces-of-the-heart ,no-halt-at-the-place……
It's like the track of the heart never stops
On the journey with Hsiao HSI, Okazaki walked in front and Hsiao HSI followed. There was a huge gap between them, It's a sad gully Okazaki doesn't want to cross.
When he came back from the journey, Okazaki held Xiaoxi's hand tightly. Okazaki crossed the gully and came to Xiaoxi's side.
A warm and happy smile bloomed on the face of the news, just like the smile of her mother Zhu.
Accompanied by the interlude "ana" soft song, Ren people suddenly think of the same girl - Fengzi.Fast changing - people have a deeper feeling about this word and this song: Okazaki grew up from a muddled student to a responsible father who is willing to face all difficulties for his daughter. Many stories have happened during this period, and many changes have taken place in Okazaki and the small town, But also left a lot of moving memories.
People follow Okazaki all the way, they deeply feel the rapid changes of life, and these changes are not only "clannad", but also their life, not only the vicissitudes, but also maturity.
Okazaki came to Zhu's house. The room still kept the same appearance as Okazaki and Zhu when they were married, without any change - the time of the room had been stopped at that moment.
After his death, Okazaki stepped into his room for the first time.
The room is spotless. Obviously, it is often cleaned and cared for.
Okazaki looks at the room and breathes the air here. It seems that he lives here and doesn't leave.
In the corner of the room, there are three round pillows, which are Zhu's favorite things.
Okazaki picked one up, soft, as if it still had the taste of Zhu.
Three pillows, Okazaki, Zhu and Hsiao, a family of three.
"I'm sorry for all this time." Okazaki Chen sincerely expressed his apology to Zaomiao.
Xiao Xi is ruthlessly pushed to them, let them raise, this push is five years. They have no complaints, and they have brought up Xiaoxi well and cultivated him into a strong and cheerful child. And because of Zaomiao and Qiusheng, Okazaki was able to regain his father's responsibility and cheer up.
This is a heartfelt thanks, is a late five years but not too late "sorry", but also to their own ridiculous wayward farewell.
Okazaki takes over his daughter Xiaoxi from the hands of Zaomiao and Qiusheng. He finally takes up the responsibility of his father, whom he once evaded and abandoned.
Qiusheng and Okazaki, carrying a full glass, bump into each other.
This is the silent handover of two men and two fathers - Qiusheng recognizes Okazaki, who is no longer a "child", but a man and a father.
At night, Qiusheng and Zaomiao sit in the yard, looking at the bright moon in the sky and listening to the accompaniment of insects. They talk.
"It's... OK. You've done a good job. It's your turn to cry this time. When I feel that I can't make it, I'll be there before you finish crying. "
"So, it's ok..."
Under the moonlight, the shadow of Zaomiao trembles, and then falls on Qiusheng's shoulder. On the silent summer night, she cries five years later.
She hasn't cried since that day.
But how could she not be sad?
It was their favorite daughter. They were willing to do everything for their daughter, but her daughter left them.
How can they not be sad?
Even if they always face Okazaki with a gentle smile.
How can they not be sad?
However, they have no time to be sad, because they have to take care of Xiao Xi, who lost his mother and was abandoned by his father.
For Xiao Xi, they have no time to be sad.
They suppressed the grief of losing their daughter, covered their tears in the bottom of their hearts, and then with a smile, they tried to raise their daughter, Xiaoxi.
Moreover, they are also careful not to stimulate Okazaki's pain, slowly use their own methods to heal Okazaki's sadness, and guide Okazaki out of the shadow - they can give everything to Xiaoxi, but they can't give their parents love. Xiaoxi has lost his mother, and they can't let Xiaoxi lose his father forever.
Qiusheng and Zaomiao are the greatest parents.
For the sake of their daughter, they are willing to give up their dream and spend their whole life with her.
They bring happiness to their daughter in their own way every day.
When her daughter fell in love with Okazaki and stayed with him, they gave Okazaki countless help.
When their daughter left, they buried their grief in their hearts and took over Xiaoxi, who was abandoned by Okazaki. They gave Xiaoxi warmth in their arms and raised her.
When Okazaki was decadent, they carefully soothed his pain for the man his daughter liked, so that he could recover.
Finally, they will raise up the small Xi, returned to Okazaki.And then... They lost everything.
It wasn't until five years later that they finally had time to cry for their daughter's departure.
They are the greatest parents.
They are also the epitome of countless parents in reality - all parents who love their children deeply, for their children, will burst out far beyond the power of the body, which is the love of parents.
The deepest love, the most selfless love, life can not bear the love!
The late wailing echoes in this warm summer night.
The voice is not big, but it deeply shakes and infects everyone.
Okazaki heard the words of Qiusheng and Zaomiao. Listening to Zaomiao's tears for the first time, Okazaki bowed deeply to the thin but great shadow of Qiusheng and Zaomiao reflected by the silver moonlight( Not finished, to be continued