Shen Feng's life is full of energy recently. Because his wife is pregnant, he finally wants to become a glorious Father
Every night he came back to watch TV with his wife, accompanied his wife and watched his unborn child grow up in his mother's stomach, which made him feel a kind of happiness beyond description.
Since I became a father, I have a different feeling when I watch clannad.
In particular, his child was conceived in the process of his chasing "clannad" with his wife every week, which has an extraordinary significance for him. Looking at Xiaoxi inside, he seemed to be looking at his own daughter. Let him take more care of his wife -- Zhu's story moved him, but he never wanted to experience such an experience.
My wife's love for "clannad" is fanatical, which is the brain powder of the porter master.
So is he.
Even the name of their unborn child has been decided - if it's a daughter, it's Xi; If it's a boy... It's still Xi, Shen Xi.
Life is bound to encounter all kinds of things outside, but when the right time comes, it will come back to us with all kinds of harvest like the tide, with broad tenderness like the sea. This is the origin of the name "Xi" that Zhu gave to his daughter.
Shen Xi is very nice, full of poetry and the best wishes of his parents. It's also a neutral name. Whether it's a boy or a girl, it seems to be a good name.
However, Xiao Xi is dead.
That scene had a huge impact on Shen Feng and his wife. They almost regard Xiaoxi as their own child. It is conceivable that the scene of Xiaoxi's death caused a great blow to their hearts.
And pregnant women. Mood is very important. Shen Feng comforts his wife by changing ways every day.
But in a short time, my wife still can't get out of the great pain brought by "clannad"《 Clannad has brought her too much emotion, which makes them cherish their ordinary happiness and make their life sweeter. She likes clannad so much that she hurts too much.
I was looking forward to the reversal of the plot, but on Valentine's day《 Clannad is not on the air.
It seems that "clannad" is over on the day of Xiaoxi's death.
The disillusionment of hope makes the wife feel more depressed and miserable.
Shen Feng wanted to kill people for the first time... He thought that killing the porter master should be regarded as killing for the people.
"Wife, come watch TV and relax." Shen Feng calls his wife to watch TV. On this day, his wife's mood is particularly depressed, because this is the day to broadcast "clannad", which was the day she most expected. Now is the most sad day for her.
"Alas..." the wife sighed and lay on the bed. Listless. I don't even want to watch TV. At the thought of this day, Xiao Xi died, her mood is not up.
"Clannad is on air. Last week was not the end. Xiao Xi didn't die." Shen Feng said to his wife.
"You lied to me again. You lied to me with this trick on Tomb Sweeping Day. Then I waited for three hours, but I didn't wait for" clannad. " The wife says sadly, lift Shen Feng from his side.
Shen Feng wanted his wife to watch other comedy stories to adjust her mood at that time, but her wife was so obsessed with "clannad" that she didn't wait for "clannad" until she had a rest. Not only let her more sad, even Shen Feng's husband's credit has been consumed.
"Even if the porter's" clannad "is finished, our" clannad "is not finished. This is a family, a life. As long as I live, I will never let such a story happen to our Xiao Xi!" Shen Feng said affectionately.
The wife's mood seems to be comforted a little bit, but when it comes to Xiaoxi, it still can't resist the sadness that hasn't faded.
Shen Feng went out to get some fruit and snacks for himself, hoping to use "eat" to transfer his sadness.
After going out, I found that it was just after eight o'clock and the golden show had already started to air.
I don't know why. It may be a kind of "man's intuition" in the legend. He turns on the TV and turns to tianmian channel. He suddenly widens his eyes
"Wife! Come and see "clannad"! It's not over Shen Feng cried out.
"..." the wife didn't say anything. It seems that she took his truth as a joke again."Really! Don't lie to you! I Swear! If I lie, then let my son have no child Shen Feng continued.
Finally came the wife's stuffy voice: "no little * * is a girl, don't you want a daughter like Xiao Xi? It can be seen that you must be cheating me again. I won't be fooled. "
The first time Shen Feng found out that his wife's reaction was so sharp. Isn't her attribute always a little silly?
He felt that his wife's painting style was wrong.
However, compared with the matter of comforting one's injured heart, these things are insignificant. Shen Feng put the sound of the TV directly into the biggest, familiar sound, familiar BGM, sounded at home.
Shen Feng only felt a gust of fragrant wind coming. His wife, who was still in bed, had become the most comfortable one on the sofa and belonged to her exclusive throne.
His eyes are fixed on the TV. Hao Ran is the familiar picture of "clannad".
In the middle of a week, in the moment when the fans are already desperate, "clannad" is like a bright light, shining into their hearts from the eyes of the fans!
……
The picture is gray color, lifeless, as if lost the light, just like the mood of fans after Xiao Xi's death.
This is the scene when Okazaki and Nagasaki meet at the beginning of the first episode of clannad, as if everything had gone back to that time.
But right now, Okazaki and the audience. It's totally different from the previous mood.
On the cherry blossom ramp. The falling cherry blossoms were frozen in the air. Time is still.
Nagasaki is in front of Okazaki. It's here that they meet, meet, know, fall in love, and finally say goodbye
"Maybe I shouldn't talk to him at this time. If you didn't meet me, Zhu would... "Okazaki's voice was full of remorse, regret and sadness.
Since he left, such a voice has been lingering in Okazaki's heart.
There has been such a voice among fans: Okazaki is the cause of his death. If Okazaki can mix better, maybe it will bring him a better life and keep him safe.
After Xiao Xi's death, half a month later, clannad finally reappeared, but as soon as it appeared, the problem was naked in front of people.
Do Okazaki want to meet Zhu?
If we don't meet Zhu. Okazaki's life will be decadent all the time. It's impossible to have stories that moved the audience, and Zhu... Zhu's body was determined when he was a child. If there was no Okazaki, would Zhu really be ok?
Without Okazaki and Zhu's mutual support, can Zhu become strong? Without Okazaki and Zhu's love, will Xiaoxi still exist?
After such a long time, people get enough time to think.
Now to recall such a thing, it seems to have come to Okazaki's initial state of mind - escape!
He is escaping, and the audience is also escaping. Escaping is just an ostrich mentality that does not want to see the tragedy happen, rather than a strong courage to face all difficulties.
And evasion can't solve any problem at all.
Escape, not only to escape the sadness.
Also escaped happiness.
In this static space-time, which should have been the place where fate met, Okazaki evaded, Zhu turned around, ran against Okazaki, and walked down the ramp.
The two hearts that should have been compatible are gradually moving away.
It seems that without Okazaki's initial words, Zhu may not have the courage to enter the school, and she will not go forward bravely. She goes down the ramp and passes Okazaki by. Okazaki is indifferent. Maybe she will leave Okazaki's life completely.
Watching Zhu go down step by step, people's hearts suddenly become irritable and heartache.
An invisible hand, as if to grasp the heart, forced to tear.
The face of the fantasy world is finally revealed here. This is not just a story Zhu wants to perform, but a world formed by the yearning of many people in another world.
The furthest is the nearest world.
Once those inexplicable light, but also finally revealed its mysterious identity - that is the light of hope.
Countless hopes will come together and form a miracle to change the world!
Before the robot disappeared, the mysterious girl in white called out a name: "goodbye, Dad."Time began to flow again, cherry blossoms slowly floating down, fans of cherry blossoms, is a kind of warm beauty, gray world once again stained with glory!
Okazaki, who had come back to his senses, suddenly turned back. He used all his strength to shout out: "Zhu!"
He ran to Zhu, who left in the opposite direction, and put Zhu in his arms.
No matter what happens in the future, he will not regret his choice.
"Zhu, here I am!"
"Great, you can stop me." Zhu smiles gently, happy for Okazaki's choice.
"I thought Okazaki would feel very upset if he didn't meet me."
Okazaki didn't speak. He choked and couldn't speak out. He put his arms around Zhu and seemed to want to rub Zhu into his body to make their souls become one. He expressed his mind with his own actions.
"It's great that I can meet Okazaki. I feel very happy, so please don't be confused any more. No matter what happens in the future, please don't regret meeting me." This is Zhu's request.
Meeting is not one person's business, but two people!
"Thank you!" Okazaki's face was full of tears. He held Zhu's cheek and clenched Zhu's hand. He would not let go, he would not be confused, and he would not regret it!
Meeting Zhu is the happiest thing in his life!
This is Okazaki's second choice of Zhu... The first choice is Okazaki's confession to Zhu.
This choice is not only Okazaki's choice of Zhu's love, but also his own and Zhu's later life!
This is a choice, not a simple love, but a promise of life( Not finished, to be continued