Chapter 780

Okazaki and apricot have no kissing contact. They are seen and misunderstood by people. Rumors spread on campus. Apricot in order to quickly quell the rumors, so against the heart to Chunyuan put forward contacts.

In other words, she was afraid, she was afraid that her heart would be found, and she was eager to calm down.

Okazaki accidentally saw and heard these, did not come out, hiding in the side. Apricot noticed Chunyuan, perhaps to prove something, or Okazaki's appearance forced her to want to escape, completely cut off their feelings. So she went to kiss Chunyuan on purpose.

But as she was about to kiss, haruhara stopped her.

"Do you really want to go out with me? Or don't force it. You're trembling. From the perspective of a spectator like me, do you like Okazaki? " Chunyuan directly tore open the apricot disguise.

At a loss, apricot can only keep staring at the place where Okazaki is hiding, which makes Chunyuan also find Okazaki. The embarrassed atmosphere flows among the three silent people.

Just as Okazaki was about to speak, the confused apricot lowered her head and ran away in a panic.

After a while, Chunyuan said: "I should have heard it, right? Apricot likes you, probably from a long time ago... But now that you associate with Starling, she is even less likely to speak. In order to quickly quell rumors, she must associate with other people; Choose me just because I can have the opportunity and reason to stay by your side in the future. "

Okazaki quietly, looking at the direction of apricot escape, he said: "because of that reason, can we go and do not like people?".

Chunhara replied to Okazaki, "hasn't she achieved this?".

"She can easily quell the rumor by saying to everyone, 'I didn't associate with Okazaki', can't she?".

Is it simple. Chunyuan asked Okazaki, "Okazaki. Apricot is also a girl. I deny that I like someone. But in fact, it's the one you like. It's very painful. "

Is it not painful to associate with someone you don't like? And... Isn't she the one who promotes her and Starling?

Apricot and Starling, two figures in Okazaki's mind one by one flash.

"Do you really want to be with Starling? Don't you think it's too grudging? I think you and apricot will match each other a lot. " Chunyuan said to Okazaki sincerely.

"..." Okazaki was silent.

"What was it like when I was eavesdropping? Peace and pain, which of the two in your bureau is the true feeling of love

As Okazaki's best friend, Chunyuan seriously asked hechen, patted Okazaki on the shoulder and turned to leave.

Chunyuan's words. Once scenes of the past, in Okazaki's mind alternating transformation.

He began to ask himself, to examine his true feelings, who he really liked?

Sometimes, the feeling is clear and strong, sometimes, the feeling is hazy and fuzzy.

Did he unconsciously force himself to be with Starling for something or victim? He didn't know. He was also in the same mood for apricot.

And if, as Chunyuan said, apricot likes him. Why do you want to match him with Starling? Is it so love sister, love hard to suppress their feelings, bear the pain?

Why give so much priority to others?

At the school gate. Starling is still waiting for her to come home from school. Two people walk side by side as usual, so the daily time, has become a natural life. Starling and Okazaki chat about happy things, Okazaki examines his feelings, absent-minded.

The next day, met apricot, apricot just said with a smile, don't listen to Chunyuan nonsense, she just want to calm down the rumors as soon as possible.

"I'm also introspecting that I've done too much to Chunyuan... So don't worry too much, the Starling will be affected. It's enough for a boyfriend to think about his girlfriend. I can't care about people like me, because I don't have any special feelings for you. "

Apricot free and easy to smile, kaixie Okazaki.

Hypocritical free and easy, like the moon in the water, as if a touch will collapse smile... Why even so, she wants to keep this bright, sad, heartbreaking smile?

Okazaki clenched his fist and his nails were deep in the flesh. He was afraid that if he didn't do it, he would be moved by the apricot who was working hard alone. But it was too late to think about it. When he said goodbye, Okazaki felt a pang of bitterness passing through his chest.

In the evening, Okazaki had a dream, a dream of holding apricot silently while starling was weeping.

The next day, Okazaki and Starling were late for the first time. I met apricot on the road. Although I also knocked Okazaki down on my motorcycle as usual, I looked back at Okazaki and knocked down a power pole. Fortunately, I only hurt my knee, but the front of the motorcycle was damaged, but it still started.For lunch this day, starling and Okazaki ate Bento together. The Bento was made by apricot and Starling, and the special pork was the unique dish of apricot

Okazaki looked at the colorful meat, a little distracted. I remember he said before that this is delicious. Does she always remember

Starling has become more and more positive and outgoing. He approaches Okazaki directly in the classroom and makes an appointment for dinner and shopping. The students know that they are dating and become an open couple. Even on the school day, under the initiative of Starling, they were kissing in the courtyard. When they were kissing, Okazaki saw the apricot through Starling's shoulder.

Apricot watched the scene with an expression she had never seen before. It was a sad face that would shed tears at any time. When starling found money, apricot ran away like a runaway. But that expression was deeply imprinted in Okazaki's heart, and also in the hearts of countless audiences.

The next day, Okazaki and Starling go on a date. Okazaki jokingly says that he wants to go to the place where there is no one. Unexpectedly, he jokes, but starling gives a serious reply.

"If you really want to... I, I don't care."

Looking at the shy but serious amount, Okazaki realized that he couldn't make a joke. Starling was willing to do everything for him and liked himself to this point

Because of this, he can't say such irresponsible words any more... Moreover, he can't do it now. A gap that doesn't deserve to be crossed.

This day. Okazaki's heart is still in a mess.

"I will cherish and love you very much. So it's too early for this kind of thing. "

Starling has already expressed his willingness, but he still can not understand his mind, and he can still insist on not going beyond the thunder. Such a person has captured the hearts of countless girls.

However, he can only hide himself with such lies. Okazaki feels that he is really a hypocrite. But then starling suddenly asked Okazaki: "although it's strange for lovers to ask like this... Do you like me?".

Okazaki found out. He never said he liked starling, but Okazaki couldn't answer the question that most people can blurt out at such a time.

Starling will understand this as Okazaki embarrassed to say.

At noon the next day, Peng also took the Bento made by Starling to wait for starling in the courtyard. He saw the energetic apricot and chatted about Starling's Bento. After chatting about Starling's Bento, he went to eat with the peony which was constantly ringing.

Starling's Bento is not particularly delicious, but it has already reached the level of a normal person, compared with the dark food that used to make peony convulse and faint for a day. It can be said that the progress is rapid.

Starling looked at his hands full of band aids, all this effort. All. Naked engraved in this pair of hands should be taken care of.

After eating, on their way back to the classroom, they learned from Apricot's classmates that apricot seemed a little uncomfortable and left early. However, before is not still very spirit, Okazaki doubts.

In the fifth class, it began to rain heavily. Okazaki was lying on the table sleeping. Suddenly, a sense of inexplicability appeared in his heart. Through the window, Okazaki saw peony looking in his direction at the school gate.

Didn't apricot leave early? I don't think I'll leave peony behind.

An ominous premonition made Okazaki rush out of the school gate and follow peony to the woods. Apricot stood alone carrying the rain.

"Leave me alone!" Apricot drinks Okazaki close.

"How can I ignore you..."

"You have to leave me alone!"

Apricot struggled to shout hoarsely, Okazaki's steps stopped.

"You're Starling's boyfriend, just care about her. I'm the child's sister. You're the one I can't get too close to, and I'm the one you can't get too close to. I know you know that it's painful to be around you when you become lovers. Starling told me to kiss you before, She said "thank you, sister"... And I also said "great" to her with a smile... When I got back to my room, my chest became very painful... I saw you two at school the day before yesterday... It's not strange to say, lovers, it's not the first time, but when I think about it, tears will flow continuously, no matter how many times I comfort myself, I still can't stop... I, I can't face you now... When I think of what you are doing, I can't continue to stay in school... It's too late... Whether it's discovery... Or deception... "

Who is too late? I've been aware of the discomfort, anxiety and confusion with Starling these days

"The confession is terrible... I'm afraid that if I'm rejected after the confession, I won't be able to be a friend. I can't stay with you any more. It's better to suppress my feelings and continue to be a friend. I want to say that I won't be hurt... I regret it... It's my decision, But I can only regret... In fact, I'm very cunning. I stick to you and Starling like this. Although I help starling, I don't want her to go so smoothly. If starling is rejected, I'd like to think about such dirty, ugly, dirty and despicable things in my heart... "Okazaki raised his hand. He wanted to say that the tricky thing was himself. Who did he want to see through Starling's face

"... I hate myself! A pair of help people's appearance, but in the heart only thinks of oneself; I'm afraid of being hurt, but I expect others to be hurt... "

The sound of Apricot's pain also pierced Okazaki's heart. Although he had found it, who pretended not to see it and kept hurting people... Looking at apricot through starling, who was the meanest one?

It's him.

Okazaki hugs apricot.

"I'm sorry... I like you... So don't be gentle with me any more, because I'm a fool. Your gentleness will make me misunderstand..."

Rain and tears form a line, left from the face.

Apricot helpless, sad, painful appearance, let countless people heartache.

Don't be gentle to me any more, because I am a fool, your gentleness will make me misunderstand

Hear this sentence of apricot, many people have become tearful.

Okazaki hugged apricot: "apricot... I love you..."

"Okazaki!" Apricot knows what Okazaki wants to say. She faintly knows and regrets what Okazaki said before when he said "I like long hair". So she stops Okazaki saying it. She is afraid that Okazaki's insistence on saying it will collapse in an instant.

"I'm tenglin apricot... Not tenglin starling!"

Hearing the name of Starling, Okazaki felt a stab in his heart and relaxed his arms. With a slight voice, apricot said "goodbye" with a smile and ran away.

The sound of rain covers the sound of crying.

Okazaki lowered his head and let the pouring rain hit him.

Wet clothes, just close to the body, cold, but he did not feel（ (to be continued)