Chapter 296

In the living room, Xiao Shan and Ruolan sat side by side and smiled at Zhang Shaohan:

"SARS has passed, of course there is no problem with the mainland tour. The only thing you should pay attention to is that your future development direction is to build yourself into a changeable queen, constantly expand your limits and challenge various styles."

Shaohan was very confident and asked happily, "what style should I challenge now?"

"The last" a Diao "was Tibetan style. Today I'll write you a Mongolian style." Xiao Shan wrote a lyrics and handed it to Zhang Shaohan.

Zhang Shaohan took it to have a look. It was a song "drunk on the grassland".

She suddenly understood Xiaoshan's deep intention, which is to use her to enhance national cohesion, give her identity more important connotation, and then get the strong support and support of the state.

Zhang Shaohan immediately admired him. Even if others could think of it, they could not do it, but Xiaoshan could do it if he wanted to.

At the same time, she was deeply moved. Xiao Shan really spared no effort and took great pains for her.

She doesn't know how to repay Xiaoshan. Every time there are women around Xiaoshan.

Xiao Shan took the guitar, swept the chords a few times and sang:

Love your mountain, love your water

Love your grass, love your stamens

Falling in love with white clouds and wild geese flying

Fall in love with your yurt and get drunk for you

Love your vastness, love your horseback

Fall in love with your fragrance, fall in love with your golden cup

Fall in love with long tune, fall in love with cattle and sheep fat

Love your Obo, wait for me to meet

I'm going to shepherd. Go back to the end of the world

Sing your love song and see how beautiful the sunset is

I'm going to set off my horse. The wind is blowing

Listen to your piano, you will get drunk in your dream

I'm going to dance and forget who I am

Piles of bonfires are not tired at dawn

I want to hug, embrace your beauty

Take over your hada, happiness will always follow

……

Ruolan stared at Xiao Shan's eyes and listened to Xiao Shan's song. She was slowly shocked.

Her keen intuition found that there was always a blue sky in Xiaoshan's heart.

Whether it's the night when we met in a barbecue shop or today's brilliant day, we never change our original heart after suffering. At the bottom of his heart, he is always so pure and yearns for a dust-free life. Only when he sings, he is really himself.

His peerless edge is just to have a pure land.

For this ideal world, he would rather go to Mars to open up wasteland than enjoy the glory of the turbid world.

Ruolan found that she knew Xiaoshan so thoroughly for the first time.

What frightened her was that the blue sky in her heart disappeared at some time.

She studies hard every day and tries to catch up with Xiaoshan. She learns the rules of the jungle like a hunter. She is obsessed with hunting skills and becomes as hard as iron.

He became strict with the city government and dangerous with mountains and rivers, but he didn't notice it.

Once you touch the mechanism in your heart, you will destroy heaven and earth.

Looking back and comparing Xiaoshan, he seems to have never changed. He is still so unfathomable and yearns for the blue sky.

Ruolan felt her bone marrow throbbing. She was not getting closer to Xiaoshan, but farther and farther away.

She understood why Xiaoshan spoiled her sister so much and why Xiaoshan took her sister to Mars.

Only my sister will never change.

She just sat there blankly, tossing rivers and seas in her heart, completely unaware of the passage of time.

Even Shaohan didn't notice when she left.

Until Xiao Shan took her arm and said softly, "are you tired? Let's go upstairs and have a rest."

Ruolan finally recovered.

She gazed at Xiaoshan with tenderness, slowly got up and said, "I'm tired. I've only been like this for four months. I don't know if I can walk in ten months. I'm really afraid to go to the hospital and lie on the operating table like a lamb to be slaughtered."

Xiaoshan is a little different. Ruolan seems to have returned to the romantic girl with a smile and unlimited amorous feelings.

But the idea just flashed, and Xiaoshan felt extremely absurd.

Growth rings can't go backwards. Small dinosaurs can only become big dinosaurs, not dinosaur eggs.

Even if the smile is naive, her heart is old.

"Don't worry, if you don't like going to the hospital, we'll invite the doctor home; if you don't like the doctor, I'll deliver you in person." Xiao Shan said softly, as if to keep the illusory beauty.

Ruolan moved his steps, the halo in his eyes flowed, smiled and asked, "I remember you said you would deliver a baby once. How did you learn?"

Xiaoshan was in a trance again. He felt that this was not a pretend. Ruolan really returned to the past.

He was pleasantly surprised and relieved. Although it was a little contrary to common sense and destroyed the logical chain supporting his world outlook, he was still willing to use the whole world in exchange for Ruolan's return to the past.

He showed a pure smile and answered without thinking: "I learned from island AV."

Ruolan immediately opened her eyes, punched him and said angrily, "do you practice with me?"

"Oh, I'll go to the maternity hospital for several internships first." Xiao Shan quickly remedied it.

But Ruolan punched him again: "are you going to see other people's women?"

Xiaoshan asked very speechless, "do you think the place where the women in labor are very valuable?"

Ruolan fought hard and said, "you mean I'm ugly now?"

"Well, I'm wrong." Xiaoshan surrendered and his ancestors obeyed for eight generations.

"HMM." Ruolan was very satisfied and suddenly said seriously, "then I agree to let you practice."

"Ah?" Xiaoshan asked cautiously, "then I'm serious?"

"Well, don't watch other women have children," Ruolan warned.

Xiaoshan looked at Ruolan blankly. If Ruolan really came back, it was not an illusion, it was that innocent and romantic girl.

Ruolan asked in surprise, "do you really want to go to practice?"

"No, no, no," Xiao Shan said with a smile, "don't worry. There is a kind of person in this world called omnipotent."

Ruolan smiled brightly and was full of sunshine: "I believe you can do anything, or how can you deserve to be the husband of three women."

Xiao Shan looked surprised: "so this can't be exchanged for anything? In other words, if I become a vegetable, there will be none left, right?"

Ruolan was stunned for a moment and said, "will you fall?"

But the next moment, her eyes suddenly became deep, and her tone was indifferent: "don't be afraid, you fell down and me."

Xiaoshan trembled all over and set off a terrible wave in his heart!

He finally understood that the growth rings did not regress and miracles did not happen.

If LAN hadn't returned to the original innocent girl.

It's the fission of personality!

Into two personalities!

It's like becoming two ruolans, but only one body.

Xiaoshan took a deep breath, and his heart was filled with bitterness and suffering.

A naive, a mature.

How to face this?

He is not a soft and indecisive man.

He knows better than anyone that he will suffer chaos if he continues to make decisions.

If it is an alligator like Ruolan, he can give up; If it is a naive and romantic Ruolan, he can guard until he is old;

But what if two jorans are in one body?

What should we do in the face of fission Ruolan?

Xiao Shan understands that when a person faces an irresistible environment and an unbearable situation, he will produce a self-defense mechanism and fission another personality to adapt to the environment and situation.

This personality fission can only happen to very smart people.

As for those ordinary people, there is no need to worry. They will distort their only personality to adapt to the environment and survive.

But if LAN is not an ordinary person, she has split into another self and takes turns to control herself with the change of environment.

When she is controlled by romantic personality, she shows innocence.

When she is controlled by a mature personality, she shows coldness.

This personality split has nothing to do with heredity, nor is it schizophrenia.

Personality split is that each personality has its own unique memory, behavior, thought and emotion.

Schizophrenia belongs to psychosis, which is a serious injury to sensory perception, resulting in auditory hallucination, visual hallucination, and serious damage to life ability, so that it can't take care of itself. It is generally accompanied by delusion.

Xiaoshan was sure, and his heart was sad.

If LAN really loves him, can't accept losing him, but can't go back to the past, the result will be personality fission.

He slowly hugged Ruolan and said softly, "I'll hold you."

Ruolan looked at him deeply.

When she is in crisis, she shows her true self and mature personality.

But is this a crisis?

Xiaoshan looked away and gently picked her up. Ruolan hugged his neck tightly, as if he was worried that he would let go.

"Don't be afraid." Xiao Shan comforted her. This defense made him angina pectoris.

Ruolan loosened slightly and his cheek fell on his shoulder.

Xiaoshan walked steadily up the third floor step by step.

Li Ruoxi welcomed her and smiled: "Oh, Xiaoshan, it's okay to walk more. Ruolan goes upstairs and downstairs by herself every day."

Ruolan still buried her face on Xiaoshan's shoulder. Xiaoshan said with a smile, "Mom, you have a rest. I'll accompany Ruolan today."

If Lan was slightly shocked, she didn't remember what another personality had said and done, so she felt that Xiaoshan suddenly changed, as if she had changed back to the past, so spoiled, gentle and accommodating her.

"Oh, well, you have something to call me." Li Ruoxi didn't want to disturb them, and walked away with a smile.

These days, she has never been so stable as now. Xiaoshan is really good to her daughter, just like before.

Xiaoshan went into the bedroom, put Ruolan on the bed, smiled gently and said, "I'll massage your legs and feet, and you can sleep with your eyes closed."

He opened Ruolan's nightgown and slowly massaged his swollen legs. The love in his heart was transmitted to Ruolan through his fingertips.

Ruolan was at a loss. She didn't know why Xiaoshan returned to the past?

She had some doubts and some joy. She inadvertently recalled the past, but she was controlled by her romantic personality.

"Giggle, it itches."

Xiao Shan's hands trembled, stared at Ruolan and said with infinite love: "bear it, you can't want it now."

Ruolan grabbed the pillow next to him and smashed it at Xiaoshan. He said shyly and angrily, "I didn't say I wanted it. You can bear it!"