But he is very free. Every time Gu Jiajia sees him, he takes his daughter to play.

Tang Huai once mentioned to him that he works more freely, takes orders when he has them, and can rest at home when he doesn't have them.

Li Feixi was transferred to the fourth branch, where he worked as the general manager and became a senior white-collar worker.

The branch is busy on Saturday and Sunday. Li Feixi's vacation time is between Monday and Friday, which is irregular, but he will come back to accompany his children when he is free.

Almost after dinner, Li Feixi in a professional suit came back.

When she is a mother, she has a little more maturity and charm.

Seeing her mother, chaichai pestered her and asked her to take her to play.

Just after dinner, it's nice to have a walk with my husband and adoptive father.

But father Li was sensible and didn't bother the couple. He went home to watch TV.

Li Feixi holds chaichai, Li Feipeng holds Li Feixi's shoulder and walks slowly towards the park

Yijun stood at the door of the restaurant. Sensitive, he looked at their backs with envy and loss.

With mom and Dad, chaichai is really happy.

Yijun takes people seriously.

He saw that Li Feixi had a happy and sweet smile on his face when he saw Li Feipeng.

He has never seen such a smile on his mother's face

Gu Jiajia was afraid that Yijun would be hungry at night. She brought out a small cake.

Seeing him standing here gazing at a place, she also looked at it.

Ahead, I saw the familiar back of Li Feixi's family.

Gu Jiajia knew what Yijun was thinking. She was astringent for a moment, then pretended not to know anything, and put the small cake in front of Yijun. "Mom asked for a small cake and went home to eat together, okay?"

Yijun returned to his senses, looked up and smiled at Gu Jiajia in an instant: "thank you, mom."

Most children like cake, and boys are no exception.

Gu Jiajia took Yijun's hand and walked slowly in the street.

Yi Jun asked, "Mom, are you very happy with your father?"

Just as aunt Feixi is happy with Uncle Feipeng.

"Well, I'm very happy. Being with your father is the happiest thing in my mother's life."

Yijun often asks about her and Jinghua curiously.

Every time, she would smile and answer him patiently.

But every time, my heart is astringent and sour.

"What about dad? Is he as happy with his mother as Uncle Feipeng and aunt Feixi?"

"Happy, happier than uncle Feipeng."

Yi Jun pouted: "then why doesn't dad come back and stay with mom?"

"Dad, he... Went to be a hero."

In this case, Gu Jiajia doesn't know how many times she has told Yijun.

Not a thousand times, 800 times.

"Uncle is also a hero. Why did he come back?"

"Yijun is still young and doesn't understand many things. When Yijun is old, he will fully understand his mother's words." Gu Jiajia said. She raised her face slightly and looked at the sky. At the moment, her eyes were hot.

Jinghua, why are you so cruel?

You're so natural and unrestrained, but you leave our mother and son concerned about you every day.

If there is an afterlife, I won't love you again!

"Mom, are there some people who don't like their father at all?" Yijun thought of Tang Huai and Kang Shi.

"It depends on whether my father is good to my children. My mother doesn't like my father at all."

"Uncle and aunt are also in the hospital today. Grandpa Kang said it was her father. She didn't recognize it."

Gu Jiajia paused.

Kang Shi and Tang Huai met?

Gu Jiajia has known their relationship for a long time.

Unexpectedly, they finally met.

Don't you want to know her

"Because grandpa Kang didn't raise his aunt. She was raised by grandpa Tang since childhood. She has only one father."

"..." Yijun blinked, not quite understanding.

"As soon as aunt Kang was born, Grandpa Kang didn't want her. Grandpa Tang raised her. Naturally, aunt Kang doesn't like grandpa Kang and is her own father."

"...." Yijun blinked again, and seemed to understand a little.

It's cruel not to have your own children.

After returning home, Gu Jiajia took Yijun back to the second floor.

She put Yijun on the bed: "you sit quietly and mom goes to take a bath."

Yijun nodded, "yes."

Gu Jiajia came to the wardrobe and opened the door.

Inside, there are her clothes and Jinghua's clothes.

She kept Jinghua's clothes all the time.

Not only clothes, but also shoes, belts

In short, his things are in place.

Gu Jiajia washes these clothes once a month.

Some of them are white and yellow after washing. They are very clean, but they are gone. They belong to the taste of Jinghua

Gu Jiajia stood there, looking at these clothes, his heart was astringent.

There are two sets of military uniforms inside. Every time she sees these two sets of military uniforms, she seems to see him standing in front of her and smiling at her

Sitting on the bed, Yijun sees everything in his eyes.

When she took her clothes to take a bath, Yijun jumped out of bed, came to Gu Jiajia's dressing table, opened the drawer and took out the iron box.

This box is no longer just a recording pen.

Inside, there are two photos of Jinghua.

One is a solo photo of Jinghua and the other is a group photo with Jingxuan.

The solo photo was taken in the army, and the group photo was taken in the military area command compound. The solo photo was taken when Jing Hua met Gu Jiajia. The group photo was taken with 17-year-old Jing Xuan when Jing Hua was 16.

These two photos were found in the photo album of Tang Huai. Gu Jiajia took them out with the consent of Tang Huai, brought them back and put them in the box.

Gu Jiajia often holds it in a daze, or looks at him in the picture and tears silently.

In addition to the two photos, there is Jinghua's military dagger.

This was given to him by Jing Xuan from the army three years ago. It was said to be a relic left by Jing Hua

This box contains her memories with Jinghua

Yijun returned to bed with the box in his arms and sat down. He took out his recording pen. After listening to Jinghua's recording repeatedly, he cupped his mouth, lowered his head and looked at the photos and military daggers in the box, Tearful tunnel: "Dad, don't you know that my mother misses you very much? She cries every time she misses you. Don't you feel bad? Chaichai's father often goes home with her. Why don't you go home with me? Don't you love me and my mother at all? Go home, hit me and scold me."

It's a kind of happiness to see a neighbor's child beaten by his father, and he has never enjoyed this kind of happiness

Yijun held the recorder and said a lot to Jinghua's photos——

His tears fell into the box.

He put the recorder back and picked up the little dagger

PS: I don't know why. Every time I write about Jiajia and Yijun, my heart is very heavy. Sometimes I can't help crying.

Because when I write Jiajia, I think of a good friend.

When the child was still in her stomach, the child's father left. Now the child is six years old, and she is still unmarried.

Sometimes, they show their wedding photos to their children and tell him that the man in the picture is his father

Her love for him is really deep, so she has the courage to give birth to her child and raise him bravely.

And silently miss him in heaven