Ouyang Xiasha of course knows that Ouyang Bai has been pulling himself so tightly because he is blaming himself. He didn't protect his master well before blaming him. He always thinks that if he is a little stronger, if he spends more time playing in his daily practice, then his master will be able to take Lord Guihuang and give him to the emperor In this way, his master doesn't need to choose the almost lifeless way to die. Therefore, he unconsciously puts himself in the shackles of many responsibilities and forces himself to practice hard all the time. Therefore, today's dull, serious, tall and cold Ouyang Bai comes into being He just can't bear to see Ouyang Haoyu who has been lazy all the time.
This shows how much Ouyang Bai's feelings for Ouyang Xiasha are. He takes Ouyang Xiasha as the center of his life, which is more important than his life. But this deep feeling makes Ouyang Xiasha feel ashamed and guilty.
Because Ouyang Bai never seemed to consider or blame her for her recklessness. You know, the lives of two beasts and one of them are on the line. How can they have a chance to live when she dies? When she wanted to save her second brother, she didn't think about the feelings, thoughts and future fate of him and Xiao Haoyu. It seemed that they should die with her. How could such a selfish master be worthy of their continued sincerity?
But now that it has happened, what has happened has happened. After experiencing so many things with them, it is obviously impossible for her to let go now. However, since the past has been unable to change, she can only compensate them from other aspects in the future. Of course, the first thing that needs to be changed is her selfish idea of regarding the soul contract beast as private property.
It seems that it is because of the deep feelings they once had for themselves that they would never give up. Ouyang Xiasha's words of consolation probably didn't even notice her. Compared with her usual tone of voice, it is obviously more gentle and more gratifying.
"I understand one by one. Master, don't think about it. Let's just let it be." Although Ouyang Bai is very serious at ordinary times, he doesn't want to give face to anyone, but when he sees Ouyang Xiasha frowning or any other expression of grievance, he doesn't insist on anything. No, Ouyang Xiasha asks if she wants to blame herself with him, and Ouyang Bai honestly chooses to compromise.
In fact, Ouyang Bai's compromise with Ouyang Xiasha has nothing to do with the fact that Ouyang Xiasha is his master. If we have to say one or two or three things, we can only say that it is a very special complex emotion. This kind of emotion is different from the so-called love between men and women, also different from the kind of consanguinity accompanying for thousands of years, and even different from the soul connection between the two parties of the contract, It's a kind of complex emotion, which is similar to the short guard or short guard for short. It's a mixture of admiration and guilt. It's just a lot stronger than the ordinary short guard. That's all.
To put it more bluntly, before Ouyang Bai changed, he regarded Ouyang Xiasha as his mother and sister to admire and worship. After the change, he took Ouyang Xiasha as his daughter and sister to cherish and love. Under the influence of guilt, he unconsciously placed Ouyang Xiasha in the position of creditor. These three kinds of emotions are different Once mixed, it led to the current situation of Ouyang Bai.
For example, Ouyang Bai himself can not be afraid of hardship, fatigue, or even death, but he can't bear the sadness of Ouyang Xiasha, the suffering of Ouyang Xiasha, and even the slightest discomfort of Ouyang Xiasha. Once he finds something wrong with Ouyang Xiasha, he will choose to give in.
Even though Ouyang Xiasha didn't understand Ouyang Bai's complex feelings for her, she could clearly feel Ouyang Bai's care and infinite tolerance for her. In order not to let Ouyang Bai continue to blame herself, she took advantage of his psychology. Although she felt guilty, she still chose to do so, and even made a decision silently in her heart, that is to say It's: "after this, I'll talk to Ouyang Bai sometime. I thought that if I give him some time, he can adjust himself slowly. But now, it's very difficult for him to keep the status quo, not to say return to normal. I'm afraid he can't rely on himself to figure out the way! She doesn't want people who care about themselves to torture themselves because of her selfishness. "
"Master, I don't think you and the two adults think too much. After all, this lion's head fell here when it was sealed in the cultivation world. After careful calculation, he is at least 3000 years old now, but master, you are only 18 or 19 years old at most." Hearing the words of the three adults communicating in the spiritual platform, he has been silent, and can ignore his own existence. In order to solve the confusion and leave a good impression for his master, he flatters the two adults by the way, so he can't help explaining on the psychological platform. Although I don't understand why the master and the master communicate secretly on the spiritual platform as if they were engaged in intelligence work, snow Python is smart. He not only doesn't ask questions, but also adapts to what they do on the spiritual platform."Cool off, don't interrupt if you don't know! As for the reason, you will know later! " Although Xiao Haoyu knew that what Xue mang said was not wrong. If he put it on a normal person, his words were not unreasonable, but his master was not an ordinary person and wanted to explain it. However, it was very difficult to make it clear when he thought of so many things for a while. Xiao Haoyu, who was always in trouble, could only stop Xue Mang and warn him not to ask any more.