Chapter 2564

Seeing the reaction and performance of Hades, Ouyang Xiasha can't help but wonder whether her previous practice was wrong, whether she was too timid, whether the idea of "once bitten by a snake, ten years afraid of the well rope" was too preconceived, and whether she should try to accept them instead of completely negating everything like now? That way, even if you fail in the end, you can at least strengthen your heart and point of view, instead of wavering like now, right? And this kind of experience is not a honing of one's own soul?

What's more, her Ouyang Xiasha has been so evasive and repellent, and in the end, she still hasn't changed her feelings towards her. It can be seen that some things can't be solved by avoiding. Can't she avoid them all her life?

In addition, they have a long life and don't know when it will end. That's what immortality means. And in this long process, if Ouyang Xiasha has been avoiding like this, who knows whether it will affect her heart of cultivation? After all, Ouyang Xiasha's evasion is obviously contrary to the belief that he should have the courage to overcome everything. One day, two days, one year, two years. Maybe it's OK, maybe it can't even see anything. But what about twenty, thirty, seventy-eight years later? Who can guarantee that there will be no problem? Even though Ouyang Xiasha is a reincarnation of the God of creation and has a stable mind of Tao, the psychology of escape has little influence on it, which can be ignored, but it doesn't mean there is no one, does it? You know, the drop of water can pass through the stone, and the slightest influence may not be able to knock down Ouyang Xiasha's seemingly stable Daoxin!

What's more, Ouyang Xiasha still has a kind of feeling, feeling all these things, it seems that there is a certain amount of rush, that is to say, she feels that no matter how she evades, how she resists, the final result will not change.

In addition to the words left by the old monk in daliyin, Ouyang Xiasha has the idea to face up to it and give up escaping. After all, since the result will not change, she will face that kind of situation sooner or later, forced to accept and take the initiative to accept, want to know which is more comfortable, right? She didn't want to have to endure the tangle and torture in her heart all day long! What's more, active acceptance can avoid affecting the ending of Tao Xin. Why not? Therefore, Ouyang Xiasha swore to herself: "well, in this case, as long as you don't turn your back on me, Ouyang Xiasha will never leave you!" Glancing at the direction of hell's departure, Ouyang Xiasha's eyes flashed a touch of firmness.

That's right. You're not wrong. Now Ouyang Xiasha has made a positive decision and is willing to accept it. There is only one person in hell. As for other people, like Feng Yuexi, they need to be observed in the future. Although Ouyang Xiasha knows them well, she still can't change Ouyang Xiasha's decision.

As for the reason, it's actually very simple. After all, although Ouyang Xiasha has made up her mind to accept their brave attempt, and although the old monk's annotation has already explained the number of her future husband, Ouyang Xiasha still insists that she needs to confirm everything by herself, to confirm whether they are worth living in the dark Abandon all the psychological burden, try hard to be sure after one time. Because in Ouyang Xiasha's eyes, the picture you see when you escape is absolutely different from the feeling that you are determined to accept them and see them again. Whether it's self consolation or to give herself an explanation, Ouyang Xiasha thinks that she should insist on a new observation.

Well, it's a bit far away. In other words, Ouyang Xiasha and chaos, who are determined to make a decision, stand in this vast place, but they don't know the location and name. They only know that it belongs to the inner forest of Rizhao City. They only know how to return to the place where "Jinlingzi" was born before. The place they chose because of the convenience of killing people was very convenient He was silent and speechless.

Because of the death of all the people, at this moment, this place seems extremely empty. Of course, it also seems that Ouyang Xiasha is small and weak. Ouyang Xiasha looks at the vast expanse in front of her eyes and feels the feeling of coming and going back. There is a little melancholy in her heart.

Once upon a time, she swore that she would never touch any more emotional disputes in her life, and she never had any thoughts in her life. She also got a kind of emotion called not giving up? However, this feeling is really good, at least they are valued, cherished, rather than like the previous life that man said, no one likes this kind of himself, and with such care, his heart, it seems that there is no loneliness in the past!

Is it an illusion? Seems not, because that kind of warm, gentle feeling, is simply can't cheat people. Perhaps haoze that little guy is right, friendship, family get more, also can not replace the spirit of soothing love. The kind of comfort similar to soul communication is the best medicine to completely abandon the so-called loneliness and fill the empty heart. Unlike friendship and family, it can only solve the empty loneliness for a short time. When she is alone, that feeling will emerge again. In addition, when dealing with friendship and family affection, although they are sincere, they still protect their weaknesses, but they still don't know why they keep the last trace of vigilance. Maybe they are afraid of injury, maybe they are instinctive defenses deep into the bone marrow. Who knows? In any case, simply speaking, it can not be completely pure, so even the effect of solving the short-term emptiness and loneliness is greatly discounted.After trying the spiritual comfort brought by love and completely filling the emptiness and loneliness in one's heart, is one willing to go back to the former days, which can only be filled temporarily through not pure friendship and family affection? Of course, the answer is no, Ouyang Xiasha is not a fool, what is good, what is bad, how can she not tell? Therefore, to get such a result, Ouyang Xiasha, who had such a feeling, was more firm in her previous decision.

Also don't know Ouyang Xiasha is after making this decision, in the heart have feeling? Or did it take time to calm down when we just made such an important decision that we had never thought of before? In any case, Ouyang Xiasha, who was standing there without saying a word, began to recall the past. Almost eight years after her rebirth, from the world of mortals to the world of cultivation, from the world of cultivation to the underworld, to the forest of Rizhao City, passed by.

At the beginning, she was confused and full of hatred. She only wanted to avenge herself in the last life, and how to survive under the premise that the enemy could come to her at any time. Later, she grew up step by step, scheming strategies, and turned the so-called hatred into a unique pleasure in her life. She was excited to fight with her enemies every day I'm also happy. Up to now, it's been a hard journey, but it's also a journey of wind and rain. However, along the way, she has never regretted, although the wind and rain along the way is hard, but he is very happy, glad that all kinds of the way to meet, especially with them, all kinds of encounter and avoid, avoid and meet again emotional entanglement! I didn't think it before, but now I think it's really unforgettable and fresh in my memory!

Even now, when Ouyang Xiasha has the courage to face them, no longer chooses to ignore them, no longer chooses to escape them, and is willing to take them out and seriously recall them, she still doesn't know when she is interested in them, and she is fascinated by them. Now we still can't figure out the situation, let alone her who used to escape, and we can't figure out when and when she was occupied! Is the auction venue on the same day, two days when you look up, each other's eyes are not covered, but deliberately suppressed amazing? Is it the warm and broad Italian cathedral that protects its own figure? Is it the open confession on campus? Is it the encounter they took the trouble to create? Is it the oath of protecting one's life that they have said countless times, but have been deliberately ignored by their own escape? Or just left the enchanting charm of the smile?

Mingsu, fengyuexi, Beichen, lanzixi, Yeli It turns out that the scenery along the way, the meeting along the way, she had already engraved their figures into her mind, otherwise, they and her little by little, she seems to hate, always escape, why can she remember so clearly, even what happened eight years ago, just like what happened yesterday, it seems that all this has already become a reality The fact is that I never admit it before!

Understand this heart, it means that Ouyang Xiasha no longer have an excuse to escape, but also means to bear the so-called risk of betrayal, if she was in the past, maybe Ouyang Xiasha would feel scared, unwilling to face, but now she wants to understand everything, feel the sense of satisfaction, but she will never regret, never! Even if the road ahead is long, full of thorns, full of risks, she will firmly go on, with all her own to protect the warmth of a never leave! What's more, Ouyang Xiasha also believes in them, firmly believes in them, and believes that they will not be the one in the last life!