Ouyang Xiasha wants to be close to her, but she is extremely repulsive; she is eager, but extremely disgusted; she is curious, but feels guilty; she is hostile and resentful, but she wants to forgive and tangle again and again. In the end, Ouyang Xiasha still chooses to leave without saying a word. After all, Ouyang Xiasha doesn't care about the contradictions in her heart, but he always understands that this man betrays their mother and daughter and wants to leave them From the day when their mother and daughter were killed, they were not on the same road. So what could they say? Even if this person and he still have a relationship of constant cutting and disorderly reasoning, that is no exception. But usually did not encounter such a situation, but did not find, did not find that the time canthus must report, cold heart cold lung of their own, actually also have such indecisive time!
It's indecisive! Mingming is already an old friend in his previous life, and most of the memories left by this old friend are cruel and sad. She even had a so-called killing heart for him. In addition, the life of her former mother and concubine is between them. He still can't let go of such a person and such a scum man. Thinking of this, Ouyang Xiasha can't help laughing at herself. Self mockery of their own self righteous, self mockery of their own discretion, self mockery of their own actually faint desire for this man's fatherly love.
Fatherly love? From this man? Ouyang Xiasha has some doubts about her past life, whether she is mentally disabled or not. She can even think of such a ridiculous idea. After all, if this man had the so-called paternal love for himself, how could he face several murders in his previous life? How can a man who wants to kill himself have so-called fatherly love for himself? Such a desire is really a kind of extravagant hope, a kind of brain water, extremely stupid extravagant hope.
According to the truth, Ouyang Xiasha should not hesitate to fight against the enemy who killed his mother's concubine and once had the intention to kill himself. But this man is indeed his own father, which is a fact that no one can deny. Therefore, killing his father is not enough. Because he couldn't do it at all. After all, although he didn't want to admit this man at all, he still had the feeling of unfulfilling admiration in his heart. It was an indisputable fact. Whether it was once the emperor of the underworld or now Ouyang Xiasha, there is no exception.
Especially today's Ouyang Xiasha, although he doesn't understand what his feeling is, he clearly has a super doting father in his life, and has got a great father's love. In this way, it can be regarded as making up for his own shortcomings, but why do he still have such a feeling? Is it the reason why the sense of substitution is too deep when we look at the world from the perspective of the former ghost emperor? Or that kind of love, has gone deep into the bone marrow, soul, let him want to give up can't do? Or, is there any reason he doesn't know? Who knows? But the fact is the fact, otherwise he would not have the same tangled ideas as before, right?
Besides, Yao Bilin, his mother's concubine, is also reluctant to see him make such a choice. Otherwise, why did Yao Bilin, his mother's concubine, seal his memory and let him forget the past? After all, they want to seal the blood of the demons, but not only the one used by Yao Bilin, his mother's concubine, but also many of them. The cost will not be so great. The one who can have the chance of reincarnation is not without it. If it is someone else, it will be the same result anyway. They can protect their children from being found out of the demons Blood, then, compared with other serious consequences, those with a glimmer of vitality will surely be the best choice. It's just the so-called "it's better to live than to die", isn't it? What's more, only when she is alive can she continue to protect her children. So, whether it's from a long-term perspective or from a comparative perspective, those who pay less are obviously more popular than those who pay more. Unless they are out of their mind, who would be stupid to choose to pay more? But his clever mother chose this one. If there was no reason, the fool would not believe it!
As for Yao Bilin's choice, before he fainted, perhaps because he was too young, he didn't understand why Yao Bilin chose. When he woke up, because he had forgotten the past, he had no chance to think about it. But now Ouyang Xiasha knows that Yao Bilin, his mother's wife, did it because she was worried about his temperament I can't help it. One day, their father and daughter will fight each other!
As for the reason why Yao Bilin wants to avoid this result, maybe there are still some men that she can't let go of, who once gave her heart and lungs, and who once gave her cold feelings? Maybe they don't want their own children or their only children to bear the reputation of Patricide. After all, although the divine world is regarded as a place of cultivation, it is also in the feudal society. In the feudal society, women's reputation has always been attached importance to. Unfortunately, the God of the dead happens to be a female? Maybe they are worried about the safety of their children. After all, patricide is a big violation in the eyes of heaven. In other words, the friars who bear this kind of charge usually don't see much. At most, their reputation is not very good. But when they pass through the so-called natural calamity, it will be extremely dangerous, and even the probability of successfully passing through the natural calamity, Less than 0.1% of ordinary people? Or, is there any other reason? Who knows? Anyway, Yao Bilin forcibly prevented this terrible thing from happening, which is an undeniable reality. But there is one thing that can be mentioned first, that is, the possibility of the first possibility to become a reality is almost zero. Before Yao Bilin fell, when she saw the vast tianzunhan emperor for the last time, the love in her eyes slowly drew away, from extremely hot to cold as water, is the best proof of this. After all, in a person's eyes, even the so-called love is gone How can such a person care about you when he looks at the existence of a stranger? In this way, if you can't let go of things like that, it's even more indescribable.In the face of Yao Bilin's choice, no one will say that she is wrong. The mother protects her children, and the mother can't let her children go. There is no problem. Even if there is a mistake, it is absolutely within the scope of tolerance. Just don't know, if Yao Bilin knew that her children, even if it is true patricide, even if patricide is not enough, and do something else, there will not be any so-called natural punishment to chop him, not only will not chop him, the way of heaven will be extremely spoiled to take the initiative to give him some back door or something, what would be a feeling! Will the spirit of the underworld still keep the seal? Or stop the ghost emperor from avenging her and himself?
Well, hypothesis is just a hypothesis. For things that didn't happen, even if the answer is beautiful, so what? There's no meaning or value at all, is there? But then again, this person is to kill and can't kill, close to him, he can't do, will feel extremely guilty, so, leave, for Ouyang Xiasha, obviously is now the best choice, as for his future life or death, that is his own destiny.
But one thing, although Ouyang Xiasha is very repulsive, but it can't be denied, that is, after seeing the figure of this man and making sure that it hasn't disappeared, Ouyang Xiasha is quite relaxed. Yes, you're right. You're just relieved. Although Ouyang Xiasha never admitted it, she has always been concerned about the whereabouts of this man, which is an undeniable fact. This goal has never been changed, no matter who was the God of the underworld or who is now himself. And the only difference is that it used to pay attention secretly, but now it's more obvious, that's all.
Why is this man here? And what is his current situation? And who is he? What does this site have to do with him? Isn't he the God of the vast sky? How did it suddenly become an ancient power? So, what is the relationship between him and the ancient times? Is he a real soul? Or through what secret art, illusory image? Wait, wait, wait. For these questions, Ouyang Xiasha was very curious, but due to his previous decision, he finally chose to be patient and shut up.
I don't know if it's bringing disaster to the East. Before seeing the person in front of her and confirming that she has no way to deal with him, Ouyang Xiasha seems to be avoiding some problem. Instinctively, she avoids this person's eyes. Then she silently feels in her heart that the day when he goes to the divine world should be ahead of time. Later, she makes endless choices He left without saying a word. After all, the Revenge of his mother's concubine can't be undone, and his enemies can't be undone, can they?
After all, the most fundamental reason why her mother's concubine came to such a cruel end is for him. If he doesn't care, what's the matter?
Our own enemies can not be destroyed. Otherwise, he would like to live in Ansheng, who knows to wait until the age of monkey! Even when the time comes, let alone a safe life, it's just so dangerous. I'm afraid it will keep him busy. It's not strange. After all, sometimes, if you don't ask for trouble, it doesn't mean that trouble won't come to you. Especially such as Ouyang Xiasha such black constitution, it is even more so.
As for the reasons why Ouyang Xiasha didn't worry before: first, she felt that saving her mother and imperial concubine from suffering was more important than revenge on those people. Whether it was to make up for Yao Bilin, or to prevent the curfew from fighting against herself, it would be more convenient to catch Yao Bilin first, then use Yao Bilin to threaten herself and save her mother and imperial concubine first On the other hand, his mother and daughter's enemies were all in the divine world, but he didn't have a chance to go there for a while and a half, so he was delayed. On the other hand, Ouyang Xiasha had never been stimulated. She always had the illusion that her former life was far away from her, and her enemies had nothing to do with him. She forgot that his former life was his own. After all, when his enemies saw his familiar face, no one would ask him if he was the God of the underworld. With the attitude of "cutting down the roots" and "believing in what he has rather than believing in what he doesn't have", they would fight against him. That is their normal principle. So, the more you think about it, the more you think about it, the more you think about it, the more you think about it. But if you have another idea, then what? Anyway, it can't stop Ouyang Xiasha from turning around and leaving. That's an indisputable fact. No one will refute this point.
"Are you going to leave like this?" No matter whether Ouyang Xiasha really wants to leave or is testing something, at this moment, that person, the once vast heaven, can't keep silent any more. After all, this man was attracted by all his efforts. How could he give up and leave? Doesn't that mean all his previous efforts have been wasted? If it's fake and exploratory, it's OK that he doesn't do anything, which can save time and effort. But if he really wants to leave, if he doesn't do anything, it's not worth the loss!
"What? If you have a problem? " Ouyang Xiasha knows this person's meaning and attitude, but she doesn't follow each other's script on purpose. Maybe she likes to see people being tossed? Or is it because of your character that you don't like to question the existence of your own words? The former? The latter? Or both? Who knows? Anyway, as soon as Ouyang Xiasha opened her mouth, she choked back, which is an indisputable fact."Is that your attitude towards your father?" His children's attitude towards him, Tianzun adults, who intended to speak well, unconsciously put up their elders in front of Ouyang Xiasha, as if their self-esteem had been hit by something.
"Father? Ha ha, just like you, you even want to kill your own flesh and blood. You can hold your front foot in the palm of your hand and treat it as a treasure, and your back foot can immediately be cold-blooded and ruthless. Fortunately, you mean to mention your father. I don't know if this is a true portrayal of "people don't want to be shameless and the world is invincible"? But in you, I've been taught. " I don't know if I was stimulated. Ouyang Xiasha, who didn't want to pay more attention to these people, immediately started the group ridicule mode. The sharp and direct satire is really exciting. As for these words, Ouyang Xiasha has never mentioned the real situation before, or more precisely, the real situation never mentioned before. In fact, at this moment, there is no reason to continue to cover up. After all, in the past, he was inferior to others. In order to protect himself and his family, he had to bow his head. Now, he is in other places Fang didn't mention it, but in the underworld, no matter who comes, he is the one who can crush people and walk horizontally at will. What else can he worry about?!