Chapter 151

After leaving the gate of Yang's house, Yang Xueying took a deep breath: "Enron, do you think I'm a special failure?"

"OK." Lu Enron took Yang Xueying's hand and comforted: "as long as Su Lin doesn't surname Yang all day, you're not a failure!"

"He promised me... He said that no matter what happens in the future, he will believe me and stand on my side." Yang Xueying's eyes were full of sadness.

"Give your father some time." Lu Enron sighed: "but after this, uncle Yang probably really knew he was wrong."

"How long did you give him?" Yang Xueying smiled: "my mother has caught up all her life. How long can I give it to him?"

"..." Lu Enron didn't know what to say, so he just held Yang Xueying's hand. Their footsteps stopped under the street lamp across the road outside Yang's house. Lu Enron asked, "go to my house tonight?"

"Yes." Yang Xueying nodded. Now she has no place to go. She can't go back to my grandfather's house in Beijing... Going back in this way will only make my grandfather's family worry.

At this time, a figure ran out of Yang's house, then stopped in front of Lu Enron and Yang Xueying, gasped heavily and said, "Xueying, I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!"

"Shi Xuechang?" Yang Xueying looked at Shi Jingye: "doesn't it matter if you don't accompany Su Lin?"

"Xueying, I did wrong today. I shouldn't have made such a decision..." Shi Jingye apologized on his face. He was wrong and he should apologize.

"You talk first!" Lu Enron felt that she was nothing here and what was good. Yang Xueying would make it clear to Shi Jingye by herself. Instead, she was redundant: "I'll call Anhu."

"OK." Yang Xueying nodded her head. Lu Enron went about five or six meters away and dialed Lu Anhu's mobile phone number.

"Xueying." Shi Jingye looked at Yang Xueying and said, "I..."

"Do you like Su Lin?" Yang Xueying looked at Shi Jingye and asked.

"Well, I like her." Shi Jingye nodded: "at the beginning of school, I fell in love with her."

"Really." Yang Xueying also saw clearly and saw through. On the contrary, she smiled brightly: "so!"

"Maybe, maybe you misunderstood Linlin and them, not necessarily..." Shi Jingye said: "maybe they want to coexist peacefully..."

"Peaceful coexistence?" Yang Xueying smiled: "ha ha! You were there today! What did they say and do? Didn't you see? Do you really think they want to coexist peacefully?"

"I think Lin Lin just wants to be surnamed Yang..." although he did see everything today, he also saw Su Lin's tears. He thought Su Lin might just want to be surnamed Yang and be recognized.

"Ha ha!" Yang Xueying didn't know Su Lin for the first day: "how can the surname Yang be enough for her ambition!"

"Xueying, don't say that... She's your sister..." Shi Jingye's face is not very easy to correct. Yang Xueying said, "she doesn't want to......" Shi Jingye was distressed: "Linlin just doesn't want to be an illegitimate daughter. I hope you can be kind to her as a sister. After all, you are a family! And your father just apologized to you, didn't he? I think you should forgive him. You are father and daughter. Where can there be overnight feud between father and daughter? I think Sulin is your sister, but you two have two surnames. Isn't that strange? I think maybe you can persuade your father to give it to su Lin, change her surname to Yang! I know you can't accept that Linlin and her mother are normal because of your mother's death, but it's human nature to die, old age and death. I still hope you... "

"Shi Jingye." Yang Xueying felt a little funny and interrupted Shi Jingye's words and asked, "in what capacity did you say these words?"

"I..." Shi Jingye was also a little confused for a moment. Yes, what qualifications does he have to say these words? But he was distressed to see Su Lin crying like that and being pointed at by others! And he doesn't want Yang Xueying to be unhappy. Isn't the family harmonious? He is also kind: "I just want to help you..."

"Shi Jingye, what do you want me to do, what do you want me to do, and what do you think I should do. Why don't you ask me what I want?" Yang Xueying smiled and didn't need Shi Jingye's answer, Yang Xueying said to herself: "I hope my father didn't betray my mother. I hope my mother's so-called good sisters didn't deliberately climb into my father's bed. I hope my mother didn't die because the two people I trust most betrayed themselves. I hope there is no Su Lin in the world. I hope Su Qianlian died before meeting my mother. I hope I can find out how tired she is when my mother is in the most pain. I I hope I can share it for her. I hope I can make up for it, but I don't have this chance... Su Lin and her mother are still alive. They are still alive. They can also discuss how to change Su Lin's surname as soon as possible, how to kick me out of the Yang family, and how to occupy the property of the Yang family. But what about my mother? My mother, she's dead... Do you know what it's like for your mother to die in front of you? " Yang Xueying was very quiet, But the tears in her eyes kept turning: "she said she wanted to hear me sing to her, so I held her hand, sang and watched her die like that, listening to the harsh dripping sound of the heartbeat detector, watching the doctor cover her with a white cloth and let them forcibly pull my mother's hands away... You know? Until now, I can still hear that sound when it's late at night." Yang Xueying put her hand in front of her eyes and gently shook it: "I can't hold her hand anymore... Do you know what it's like to see the closest person die in front of me, but I can't do anything? Can you feel how helpless I am? And I'm forced to live under the same roof with my enemy. Do you know how painful I am? Su Lin, their mother and daughter are still alive, but I don't have a mother! I have no mother... What's the common feeling of being old, ill and dead ？ My mother died in her thirties! You tell me it's natural for a person to die in his thirties because he was betrayed by his closest person? Ha! " Yang Xueying seemed to hear the funniest words. She laughed, although she was smiling, But her eyes were full of unwilling: "what about my father? My father always stood on the opposite side of me when I needed him most. You asked me to forgive him and tell you that I never blamed him. My tutor didn't allow me to hate him or blame him... I was just disappointed. I believed him again and again in exchange for disappointment again and again. I was tired... Very tired!"

"I..." Shi Jingye looked at Yang Xueying, but he couldn't say a word. He squeaked and whined for a long time. Shi Jingye said, "I... I'm also kind..."

"Do you know how much I hate Su Lin and her mother and daughter?" Yang Xueying asked Shi Jingye, "do you know how cruel your kindness is to me?"

"I... I don't know..." Shi Jingye lowered his head with self reproach in his eyes.

"Yes, you don't know!" Yang Xueying smiled: "you don't know anything from the beginning to the end! But at the beginning of today, you look like you know everything. You blindly accuse me of what you think is wrong. Afterwards, you come to apologize and say such a lot of hurtful words after apologizing! You obviously don't know anything! Why?"

"I..." Shi Jingye was speechless. It was the first time he saw such Yang Xueying and heard someone accuse him like this.

"What are you for?!" Yang Xueying questioned Shi Jingye: "you think, think, think, hope... You obviously don't know anything! Why are you talking to me like this?" Yang Xueying's tears, which she had been holding back, finally disappeared: "how can you be so self righteous? How can you be so selfish! How can you?"

Shi Jingye was stunned... Is he selfish? He is completely kind! He lives in a happy family. Although his family is not rich, his parents love each other deeply, and he has a particularly good relationship with his brother. So when he saw that Su Lin was so poor, he was very distressed. He felt that a family should not be such a way to get along with each other. He thought that the family should live in harmony. He hoped that the Yang Xueying family could be as happy as their family. Is it wrong? He meant well

Looking at Shi Jingye's stunned expression and confused eyes, Yang Xueying shook her head and took two steps back: "you still don't understand..."

At this time, Lu Enron and Lu Anhu also came over. Lu Enron said, "Xueying, the car is parked in front. You have to go forward."

"OK." Yang Xueying answered and walked in the direction pointed by Lu Enron.

Lu Enron and Lu Anhu were just about to step forward when they were called by Shi Jingye.

"Lu Enron, i... have something to ask you." Shi Jingye looked at Lu Enron and said.

"Anhu, you go first. Xueying doesn't know which car belongs to my family." Lu Enron said to Lu Anhu.

Lu Anhu took a wary look at Shi Jingye. After confirming that he was in no danger, he nodded, walked in the direction of Yang Xueying and left under the street lamp.

"Master Shi, what are you going to ask me?" Lu Enron asked.

"Xueying, does she... Have no way to coexist peacefully with Linlin?" Shi Jingye hesitated and asked.

"Yes." Lu Enron replied positively, "it's impossible in this life."

"Is there no way?" Shi Jingye asked, "isn't the family harmonious? You are Xueying's best friend. You should..."

"I don't need you to teach me what to do!" Lu Enron snapped at Shi Jingye's words, then turned around, smiled back at Shi Jingye and asked, "master Shi, did anyone say you're really self righteous?"