Chapter 167

In the cold palace, sister Huang once told her a philosophical story.

He remembered

In the summer afternoon, she held a very beautiful book, smiled and waved to let him pass.

It was sunny that day. She sat on the rocking chair he made for her. The shade of the tree was mottled on her white face, and the sound of cicadas singing and birds singing was in her ears.

When he came, she pointed at a word he couldn't understand with a smile.

"Well, tell you something interesting."

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a man said to the old monk, "I can't put down some things, some people."

The monk said, "nothing can't be put down."

The man said, "these people and things are very important. I know they can't continue, but I just can't let them go."

The monk asked him to take a teacup and pour boiling water into it until it overflowed. The man was so hot that he immediately let go of his hand.

The monk said in due time: "there is no one or thing in the world that can't be let go. If it hurts, you will naturally let it go."

"People are greedy. When they get it, they are reluctant to let it go, even if it has become a burden. Can be willing to give up, who knows to put down for a while, not for the better in the future? "

In the last sentence, I don't know whether it is written in the book or said by sister Huang herself. She always felt that when she said to put down these two words, her face was as young as his, with extremely vicissitudes of life eyes, which was very disproportionate.

"So, sister Huang, will you put it down?"

Small palace discerns a bit puzzled, "since it is extremely important person and matter, why should put? Is it because of the pain? "

Gong Yimo raised his eyebrows slightly and looked at him. "It will hurt until it's put down. It must be very painful. It's a pain that ordinary people can't understand. It's like you still insist on it, but everyone stands on the opposite side of you. It's like being forbidden by the secular world and never understood..."

She seemed to think that it was a little strange for Gong Zhi, who was only seven years old, to say such a thing, so she changed her view.

"Sometimes people suffer because of some people and things. That feeling is like a sword through the heart, or a split body..." She was stunned, and even asked him, "if it's you, some people and some things have become your burden, just like that cup of boiling water, it hurts you, don't you let it go?"

Little Gong Zhi didn't answer. He thought that what Gong Yimo said was right and seemed to be wrong.

Now, as he was running towards the sound of the explosion, he suddenly thought of this segment in his mind.

Moreover, he can give a clear answer.

That is, he will never let go!

Even if it's a burden, even if it's against everyone! Even if the hand holding the teacup is scalded! He won't let it go either!

Not to say, is extremely important person!

More than life, how afraid of pain?!

It took Gong Yimo a lot of effort to get rid of those people and run quickly in another direction. At this time, she finally had a clear understanding of her own situation.

She was so well protected by Gong Jian during this period of time that she once despised the pressure she had brought. When the cold wind blew, her mind finally became clear.

The emperor loves and fears her. If she dies, he may be able to let her go and even miss her. But if she lives, it will only make him restless and unable to sleep at night!

Prince, to her, love and hate! Love is not allowed, but hate is getting deeper. Hate can make a person twist and act against his / her will, so He married in a hurry, and even did more terrible things! And the starting point of all this may be just for her to see his madness in the capital.

There are other enemies, such as longxiangxiang. All of them want to get the sharp weapon in her hand, and then they blame gongzhi for two things with one arrow. But there are also loyal and righteous people for the country and the people. They wish that she was really dead, and that the sharp weapon would never be seen again. Therefore, they are greedy and hateful to her.

But Gong Jian

Palace to foam shape fast shuttle in the streets, eyes clear.

Gong Qiao, I love and respect her

Therefore, when she is clearly a burden, she is willing to protect her. Therefore, under her refusal and great pain, she is not willing to worry, cut off all her contacts with the outside world, and let her not see his hard support.

Gong Zhi's life is not a person who emphasizes profit and dictatorship. Some of his clean black and white eyes are just cold, but he is working so hard for her.

Gong Yimo suddenly realized his mood.

That kind of disgust and tiredness of intrigue, and have to fight, become strong helpless!

After so many years of study, hard work, going away from home, taking a chance to enter LouYe, he unexpectedly Is it all for her?!

Suddenly I realized this point. Gong Yimo felt cold on his face, and even shed tears.

Gong Qiao's heart ached a little, and suddenly stopped and ran in another direction!He felt it, sister Huang, she was over there!

Gong Yimo left the city and ran to the largest forest outside the city. There was at least shelter for her to avoid.

And her pursuers lost her in the city because they ran in the wrong direction and couldn't find anyone.

Too late to wait for the gate to open, Gong Qiao left all the people alone and crossed the gate!

He seems to be able to sense where Gong Yimo is, and also feel her sadness.

Sister Huang Why is she sad?

Why?

There were dead branches sweeping on Miyi mo. she suddenly didn't realize it, just tried to move forward.

She can't tell the feeling in her heart, touched? Hesitation? No She felt uneasy, scared and sad!

In the last life, she stood on the opposite side of the world, behind her was her husband who had no intention. In front of her was a battlefield of thousands of troops. When she killed people, she would be cursed by the enemy. After dismounting, she was also reviled by the people!

What she did was wrong. She was a sinner! Just because she is the one who brings bad results.

The only one who loves her is frustrated. After the disaster is subsided, it is the betrayal of the one she loves.

The elder martial brother thinks that her killing is too heavy. He wants to drive her out of the school. The master tries to protect her and persuade her to stop. But since the world broke down and she picked up the butcher's knife to quell the disaster, she can't turn back!

In this life, she still doesn't regret to let * * come out, maybe on purpose! It's like a obsession. She wants to prove to the world that it wasn't her that was wrong at the beginning, because of those people! It's their greed that makes the tragedy. But she must use * * to benefit the world and prove that she is not wrong!

But now, she regrets her recklessness. She thought very well and hid in Xizhou with Gong Qian. Or, she can go to find a master. She can always find a place to recuperate and then make a comeback.

She is the strongest single soldier. She has nothing to worry about. She doesn't worry about any consequences at all!