Jianning wants to tell Lu Yueting that she loves him, too. Even though she thought he had abandoned herself, even though she told her she couldn't like him, her feelings never changed.
But now she can't say it, because they don't have each other as they did three years ago, and there is Lu Mingxi between them.
Jianning can't say that she doesn't have any feelings for Lu Mingxi. Although maybe that feeling is not as strong as that for Lu Yueting, it is undeniable.
At the beginning, Lu Mingxi accompanied him when he was in the most painful time, which was the only happiness he gave him in the most painful time. Although Lu Mingxi has many disappointments, he is really good to himself.
Today, seeing Lu Mingxi and Chen Tingting together, she can't be really indifferent. She never thought that she would encounter such a situation, so she didn't know that she really cared.
At the same time in the heart of two men, Jane rather despise such himself, but what can it be? She still has feelings for them and can't choose.
Jane would rather listen to what Lu Zhanhao said before, but it's really ridiculous. Even if she is willing to be proud of Lu Yueting and Lu Mingxi, it's absolutely impossible.
She had to make a choice between the two, and this choice was too painful for Jenning, so she always wanted to escape, but now she knew that the more it was, the more painful it would be.
Today's conversation with Lu Beichen let her know a lot of things she didn't know before. Lu Yueting sacrificed too much for her, and she had no way to repay his affection.
What Lu Yueting wants is not her gratitude. All he wants is her heart, a heart that loves him wholeheartedly and is willing to grow old with him.
But now Jenning simply can't afford to give, and may never be able to give. Her heart is now Lu Mingxi, even if something happens in the future, but there will still be traces of Lu Mingxi.
Jianning doesn't want to do anything. She hopes that Lu Mingxi really has someone else she likes. Maybe her guilt and guilt will be less, but is that really the case?
"Ah Ting, I suddenly remember that I have something to do tomorrow, so I'll go back tomorrow morning." Jianning didn't look at Lu Yueting because she was afraid that her eyes would betray her.
Lu Yueting didn't think much about it. After all, he had a sudden idea before. It's possible for Jianning to have something. "Well, I'll send someone to take you back. I may not be able to go back with you."
Lu Beichen actually just arrived here today. They have something to discuss. But because Jianning suddenly joined, they didn't talk about business. They didn't have time to send her back when Jianning left tomorrow.
"You're just busy. Don't worry about me. I have nothing to do. I just want to see if there is any land suitable for medicinal fields." Jane Ning thought that she really had something to do, so she didn't cheat him.
"Do you want a field of medicine?" Lu Yueting was surprised, but he figured it out in an instant. Jianning's medical skills are almost suddenly brilliant, but she is the one he is familiar with, absolutely right, so Lu Yueting has no doubt.
Now it's not surprising to hear that Jianning wants to find a medicine field. It's no problem for a good TCM to have its own medicine field.
"The Lu family secretly controls most of the ownerless land in the south, and if the Lu family comes forward, no matter where the land is, as long as you think it's suitable, there's no problem."