Su Chen has been showing his strength in front of the public for so many years. It seems that nothing can defeat him, but Qin Su knows that Jianning is his weakness.
Just like Qin shaoting, who has been regarded as a God, doesn't he still want to accompany Jianning to die after her death, and Tang Mingqian simply and directly did so.
"You really don't want to wake up? Jane Ning's death is really a big blow to you! In fact, I'm the same as you. When I know that Jenning is dead, I can't go with her. " Qin Su laughed at himself.
"In fact, you are much better than me. At least even if you lose Jianning and other relatives, you still have your father and many concerned subordinates, but I only have Jianning."
"At the beginning, because of my parents' love, he became a sinner of the whole Qin family. Even if he died, he could not wash away the shame he brought to the Qin family, and my existence was the evidence of all this." Then Qin Su choked.
"I don't know what my parents are ever since I can remember. Looking at the children of my age in the Qin family's mansion all have their own parents, I always hide in the corner and wonder where my parents are? They all call me miss, but I'm not as good as the servants' children. Although you will not do anything to a child of the Qin family, in the most important childhood memory of a child, they only give me indifference. "
"The world is cool and the heart of the people is not old. I have realized that my life is so dark that I can never be warm." Qin Su sneered.
Born less than a year ago, her parents died one after another. Although she got the consent of Mr. Qin and was taken back to the Qin family to raise her, she felt the cold suffocation of knowledge in such a big family.
Her nominal relatives never cared about her, and even forgot that there was such a child deep in the compound.
"For the first time in my life, Jane Ning gave me warmth. At that time, it was my conscience that I didn't want to be bullied by others, but I didn't expect to ask her to protect me in the end. Suchen, do you know that feeling? At that moment, my cold heart was warmed. It seemed that I could hear the sound of ice breaking clearly. At that time, I knew that the person I cared about most in my life could only be her. "
"In order to help me, she has done so much. If it wasn't for her, I'm afraid no one would remember the Qin family and miss number one like me, and no one would care about my future. Jenning is not so much a friend as my sister and my mother. She has done more for me than her mother has done for her daughter. "
Qin Su smiles and tears, remembering what happened in the past ten years, she feels like a dream. Now that she is dead, her dream should wake up.
"Do you know how sad and sad I am when I know that Jenning is dead? I feel that my sky has completely collapsed. I didn't feel how dependent I was on her before. Now I know that I really have nothing without her."
Qin Su wiped the tears on her face, held out her hand and held Su Chen's big hand slowly. "I know that you always love Jane Ning. Even if you know that you can't be together, this feeling won't change. Guarding her is what you have been doing and your persistence."
The voice has choked, Qin Su took a few deep breaths to calm his mood. "So, seeing her die in front of you, and still blocking the bullet for you, you can't accept it."