Lu Yueting looks at Mo Linfeng who has been sleeping for a long time. He knows that Mo Linfeng likes Jian Ning very much, so he should be envious of him who has got a lot of money, but he is greedy to want more people.
Envy him, even if he was cruel to want to give up, Jianning can still be together with her after he turned back, envy even if he let her so painful, sad, now in her heart, his status is still so unable to shake, and hate should be that he clearly have got so much, but still don't know contentment.
When Mo Linfeng says that after she left, Jianning almost got depression, and that she almost succeeded in suicide, Lu Yueting knows that Jianning never owes him anything, because he owes her too much.
At the beginning, he was young and arrogant, so he never allowed any weakness to be used by others. Although he loved Jenning very much at that time, he was confident that he could do anything, including forgetting his favorite woman.
In fact, he spent a whole year practicing his ideas, and then had to raise his hands to surrender. Instead of forgetting Jianning, he loved her more deeply.
So he began to pay attention to everything about Jianning. He remembered his promise and didn't forget that Jianning had frustrated him. If he didn't stick to his promise, he would despise himself.
So he pays attention to everything about Jianning every day, and knows that she is always with Lu Mingxi. Originally, only her care and smile belong to Lu Mingxi, but now they all belong to Lu Mingxi. So before Lu Yueting realizes it, he begins to envy Lu Mingxi, and then slowly they are not close to each other.
Lu Yueting has never asked people to investigate what happened in that blank year, because he is a rational person and knows that it is meaningless to miss the past, so he puts all his energy on planning their future.
But he never thought that the time he deliberately ignored was also the most painful time for Jianning, and the pain and embarrassment was brought by the person who thought he loved her most.
Mo Linfeng is quite right. Compared with Lu Mingxi and Lu Xinghao, he is the one who has no position to ask and answer in front of Jianning.
When Lu Yueting clearly realized this, he felt that he was really sorry for Jianning and brought her so much pain and embarrassment. He didn't mean it, but he still made her embarrassed.
Lu Yueting doesn't know what Jianning thinks. When she can accept herself so easily and make Lu Yueting happy, she also feels more guilty. Has Jianning forgotten what happened at the beginning?
He knows that Jianning is not the original one, but when he was Qin shaoting, he also left Jianning, so his guilt was infinitely expanded.
In fact, he has realized that even if he is no longer willing, he must accept such a fact, but this understanding can not make him accept everything calmly, knowing that it is one thing to do and another to do.
Now Mo Linfeng's fists can be regarded as a complete wake up of Lu Yueting, let him soberly realize his current position.
Looking at Mo Linfeng who has been drunk for a long time, Lu Yueting really doesn't know how to face this man. He criticizes himself so sharply, but Lu Yueting can't resent him for it.
Even thanks for his reminding, if he didn't say these things he didn't know at this time, what face would he have left behind Jianning when it was Lu Mingxi's turn to admit everything in the future?