Two people stay after the lingering kiss, the breath is a little unsteady, Lin Che will her tightly in his arms, and then hold her sitting on the sofa. At this time, there are only two of them in the whole house. Before they severed all the servants, and later even the city and Mo Linfeng left. The two of them seem to be a little empty in the house. Fortunately, Lin Che has been with Jianning all the time, which won't make her feel lonely. But in the past few hours when Lin Che was away, Jianning felt that the house let her go My heart is cold.
Jianning used to be alone when she was young. It was good that longzhan could accompany her, but since he had a ghost in his heart, he didn't care about her. At that time, Jianning was in puberty and had indulged for a period of time. However, because she saw a girl who had made a mistake, she gave up such self contempt, but she hated loneliness and loneliness more and more.
Lin Che didn't know what Jianning thought, he was just very gentle at this moment. But some words have to be said after all, "you don't have to blame yourself at all. Although I will let you go to the cloud home and let me completely disappointed with my parents, it's not a bad thing. Sometimes the real pain is over, and it's better than letting yourself hurt from time to time. In fact, what I'm most worried about is what will happen after you enter the cloud house. Although yunlanxi promises not to hurt you, it's not afraid of ten thousand, just in case. "
Jianning really feels guilty for Lin Che. He loves himself, but he has to cooperate if he wants to get involved, which is hard for him. And once he wants to help himself, he is totally against his own father. Before, Jianning didn't think about these problems at all, because yunlanxi is not a good person, which they all know very well.
But Jianning has forgotten that even if yunlanxi is no better, he is also the biological father of Lu Mingxi and Lin Che. Fortunately for Lu Mingxi, Jianning is very clear about how serious he is, and yunlanxi has exhausted the father son relationship between Lu Mingxi and him over the years. But Lin Che is different. He has been looking forward to the love of his parents. Even though he knows that yunlanxi is not a good man, yunlanxi at least has not done anything to him, which makes him stand on his side directly against his father. Jianning from the past to the present regret and guilt, just because she finally understands what she has ignored.
"Lu Mingxi and I are really different, because Lu Mingxi knew his father's existence for a long time, and he knew that he had no status in his father's heart at all, and he gradually lost all his desire for his father. But I live in the edge of the knife, but I am full of expectations for my own parents. But they will disappoint me. It's not now, it's going to be in the future. There's a saying that's not right: "die early and support life early." I think that's what I'm in now. " Lin Che hugs Jianning.
Because of the unknown relationship, Jianning can't see Lin Che's expression at this time. All she knows is that he tightens his arm and even makes Jianning feel that she can't breathe. His chin is against Jianning's head, so she can't look up at his expression. So she doesn't know what kind of expression he is at this time. Can only feel his breathing slowly some instability, seems to be emotional some instability, Jianning want to see him, but he stopped.
After a long time, Jianning heard Lin Che's voice, his voice is not as fresh as before, with a bit of dullness. Jianning knows that he must be in a bad mood at this time, but he doesn't want to see what he looks like now. How can a big man show his vulnerability in front of his beloved woman? It just makes them feel like they're failing. But for Jenning, she really wanted to share his feelings.
Lin Che finally spoke, his voice was a little dull. "I met my mother today, and I have been dreaming about what my mother should be like. I dare not expect to have a mother like your mother, but my mother should at least remember that she had a child who was sent to an outsider to raise. She doesn't need to cry every day because the child is not around her. She only needs to think about the child occasionally and worry about whether the child is well, and I will be satisfied. But in fact, she seems to have long forgotten that she still has a child, because this child is not the crystallization of her love, but a tool she wants to use to consolidate her identity. Therefore, after her identity will not be shaken, this child will have no use value, and she will not have any worries and concerns whether she dies or gives it away. "
Jianning hugs Lin Che hard. She thinks Lin Che may have misunderstood. How can a mother not care about her child at all? But before her persuasion came out, she was interrupted by Lin Che. "Today, I saw her and learned everything about her from the cloud family. She has been locked up in a yard by yunlanxi all the time. I asked the servants of the cloud family. Even if she was locked up there, she just wanted to please yunlanxi to go out. She never mentioned me. Yunlanxi is going to convince me with her today, so naturally she won't be slandered deliberately, so these are facts, they are facts! "
He bit the last three words very hard and made people hear them very clearly. Jianning didn't know what the women who gave birth to children for their own purposes thought, so she would not understand that when a child was a tool, a mother would not really put half of her feelings into him, because once the host had feelings for the tool, it would mean losing her heart I lost. What's more, Mrs. Yun only wants to get the rich woman she wants. Children have always been a tool for her to consolidate her position. Once this tool doesn't work, she will give up without hesitation.