At this moment, she is in charge of everything in Lu Xizhe's hands. He loves her, so she takes it for granted to enjoy it. She doesn't even realize that he really won't hurt her if he loves her, but she is really sure that she won't love him. So many crazy things can be done with his character. Jianning even feels that Lu Xizhe's eyes at that moment seem to want to make peace with her Let's die together. This kind of understanding makes Jianning afraid and feel guilty. She struggles in her heart and brings it out on her face. Therefore, she doesn't see Lu Xizhe who slowly relaxes because she sees the expression on her face constantly changing. In fact, Jianning is not good at hiding her emotions, so her contradictions, guilt, guilt and frustration are all displayed in front of Lu Xizhe, making his reason return.
Just now, Lu Xizhe really thought about ending up with Jianning. Since she is doomed not to like herself, he is also doomed not to like others besides her. Since he is crazy and can catch up from another world, he can make enemies with the whole world for her, so naturally, he can also make two people die together in order to be with her. In fact, in the final analysis, the distance between two people is not made by others, but mainly by themselves. Lu Xizhe cleans up the men around Jianning, but he also knows that only when Jianning is willing to accept herself can she really succeed. Otherwise, even if all those people die, Jianning will only be farther away from herself.
After struggling for a long time, Jianning finally sighed with frustration. "Well, I admit that I'm not really a woman with strong feelings. It's easy to accept a person's feelings, just like Lu Yueting and Lu Mingxi. Even though I despise myself constantly in my heart, I still can't control my easily sinking heart. " Jane Ning really began to despise herself when she said that. "Sometimes I wonder where I am to make you like me, or maybe you like me now, but in the future? No one can really guarantee the emotional things for anyone, because no one knows what will happen in the future. Maybe all that's left is to cherish what we have now. If we have, we won't be so sorry! "
Lu Xizhe just listened to Jianning in silence. He didn't expect that Jianning thought so. "In fact, it's really selfish of me to want to have you alone, but I can never watch my beloved woman talking and laughing in other people's arms, so I will be jealous and crazy, and I don't even know what I will do. I don't want to hurt you, but also want to give you everything I can give, I hope you can be happy, and I hope your happiness is just what I give you. I can't accept that there are others around you, because my character and experience decide that I can't tolerate their existence. Maybe I will kill them, maybe I will pull you to die together, but these are not what I want. I just hope that we can live well, and no one else. "
Jianning felt that she had said so much, but actually Lu Xizhe didn't listen to it at all, but she was also very helpless because Lu Xizhe was a real perfectionist, and he couldn't tolerate anyone to destroy his perfection. "Well, I know what you mean. You are a person who demands perfection in everything. In fact, sometimes I can't tolerate flaws. The man who will accompany me all my life, I hope I am his first woman. Although it seems absurd in this era, I have a mental cleanliness addiction. "
Jianning looks at Lu Xizhe and suddenly says that she remembers Li Haowen saying that it was Lu Xizhe who had a relationship with Chen Tingting that day! Before Jianning, they thought it was strange why he was Lu Xizhe. Now that they knew he was yunlanxi's son, Jianning felt it was not so incomprehensible. Lu Xizhe almost understood the meaning of Jianning. He looked at Jianning strangely and then asked in disappointment: "do you really believe what Li Haowen said that I had a relationship with Chen Tingting?"
Jianning was a little guilty and embarrassed by him, so she dodged Lu Xizhe's hot eyes. Lu Xizhe didn't really want her to give him any answers, so he said, "what do you think will happen to me and Chen Tingting? I don't know what kind of Chen Tingting is. At the beginning, the people in yunlanxi really wanted to take me to the top bag, but they didn't expect that he had my people around him, so he was switched by that person. That day, I really integrated into this body, so I didn't have time to do those things at all. At that time, integrating Lu Xizhe's memory left me in a mess. Where did I have time to go and what happened to Chen Tingting? "
Lu Xizhe said that Jianning believed that Li Haowen was not yunlanxi's confidant. He knew that these were all checked by himself. It's normal to be inaccurate! Jianning felt that she really had no face to see Lu Xizhe. She felt that she was really ashamed. At this time, a light red glow appeared on Jianning's face, which made her more pitiable. Jenning knew she was ashamed, but did she feel that her body had overreacted? Why does she feel so hot? The face has a fever, she can say is oneself blush with shame, but how is the dry heat inside the body to return a responsibility? Why is there such a feeling of emptiness? Looking at Lu Xizhe as if he was holding him in his arms, Jianning was a little at a loss for a moment. Then she had a flash of inspiration in her brain and asked in disbelief: "did you give me medicine?" It's in the porridge.
Lu Xizhe has been paying attention to Jianning, so he finds her abnormal for the first time. At this time, he has no time to refute Jianning's groundless accusation. He is really worried when he sees his state at this time.