At the beginning, Jianning and Li zheyan got along very well. Although they didn't get to the point of talking about everything, they could have a good talk every time they met. But at this time, Li zheyan became Lu Xizhe. Jianning suddenly felt that she did not know what kind of identity to face him. Even though she had thought a lot about him before, she realized that no matter how beautiful the idea was, it had not been verified by practice. Now it was time to practice that she found out how difficult it was. Jianning despised herself, but she ate all the food Lu Xizhe had prepared. Although she had only one day to eat, she was really hungry.
No matter what Jianning is going to say next will make Lu Xizhe dissatisfied, at least now her reaction makes Lu Mingxi very happy, see her finish eating, Lu Xizhe will put things on the tray, and then look at Jianning, a pair of "you have anything to say, I sit here listening". Although he seems to be a very understanding listener, the cold light from the bottom of his eyes also adds a lot of pressure to Jianning's heart. Obviously, he doesn't want to hear anything that may make him feel unhappy, but he still has to pretend that no matter what you say, I will listen carefully. Jianning feels depressed for him.
"Lu Xizhe, we are not children, so many things are not solved in the way of children. We are all living people. We all have our own thoughts. No one can limit another's thoughts. At the beginning, maybe there was nothing between me and them, but now I can tell you for sure that I love them without any reluctance. It's a dream for me to live with them. " Jianning said seriously, and then looked at Lu Xizhe. "I know you like me, and you have clearly told me how you feel, but feelings are never forced to get, not to mention that you can produce when you lock me up here and get along with me day and night."
Jianning is a little guilty when she says this. She doesn't have no feelings for Lu Xizhe or Li zheyan at all, but she hates him to confine herself to him in this way. Although Jianning doesn't love freedom very much, sometimes she can stay at home for a month or two, but being locked up by others is totally different Two kinds of mood. Jianning's attitude towards Lu Xizhe is repulsive in her heart, so she inevitably brings some emotion when she speaks.
After listening to Jianning's words, Lu Xizhe felt that the blue veins on his forehead came out, and he used great strength to control himself without losing control of his emotions. He was psychologically prepared, but when he heard that his beloved woman had no feelings for him, he was still bleeding with pain. "You mean, no matter what I do, you can't fall in love with me, can you?" Lu Xizhe thinks that he really can't help it. He knows something about Jianning. Jianning's feelings are very fragile. In fact, it's easy to overcome her feelings. But one thing is also the most difficult, that is, Jianning's obstinacy is very incredible. It's absolutely right to say that she can't pull back with nine cows. She may not really fall in love with herself all her life, but as long as she decides not to love herself, even if she does, she will not love her. Jianning absolutely does what she says, Lu Xizhe believes.
Jianning has been observing Lu Xizhe. Seeing that his expression is constantly changing, the blue veins on his forehead have been clearly displayed at this time. Her body is tight, and she seems to be trying her best to control something. Her two hands are clenching her fists. Jianning can see the white bone knot that has been clenched by him. Jianning is clearly aware of this, what Lu Xizhe is enduring, and a sense of depression about to come suddenly strikes Jianning's heart. Subconsciously looking up at Lu Xizhe, Jianning saw his bloodthirsty madness before she could put it away. She was shocked and suddenly realized how naive she was.