Chapter 181

The next day, Zhang Qianxiu went to class as usual. He went to haolaixuan to order a "take out" at noon.

When eating, Kong Lu and Zhong Shulan always eat together, but Yan Zhiyong, except for the first time, has no good intention to follow.

Zhang Qianxiu doesn't like him. Everyone can see that.

When several people finished eating, a man came over: "Zhang... Er... Can we have a chat?"

Zhang Qianxiu turned his head and saw that it was Yao Hongshuo: "yes!"

Su Yuwei got up and took away all the dishes and chopsticks: "let's go first. Let's talk."

"Good!"

After su Yuwei left, Yao Hongshuo was a little embarrassed and said, "did I disturb you?"

"No! I'm with her every day and there's nothing to disturb. " Zhang Qianxiu said, "what can I do for you? Sit down and say

Yao Hongshuo sat down and said, "in fact, there's nothing wrong. I just want to thank you."

Zhang Qianxiu gently smile, said: "in fact, these things, you don't need to rest assured, you usually how or how on the line."

"Well! I went to see you many times, but I didn't see you. When I passed your classroom today, I saw you. Do you really don't come often? " Yao Hongshuo asked.

Zhang Qianxiu said casually: "depending on the situation, I have more things and less time to come to school."

"Are you doing well?" Yao Hongshuo asked again, "I see you are in the top class."

"I'm in the middle of my class. I'm not very good. Why do you ask?" Zhang Qianxiu had some doubts.

"I want to... Ask you how you study. I want to go to college." When he said that, Yao Hongshuo bowed his head because his family had no money to support him. He said that most of them had a little hope. Zhang Qianxiu took the initiative to help him.

Zhang Qianxiu can see through Yao Hongshuo's careful thinking at a glance. In fact, he thinks that Yao Hongshuo can't do it, so he says, "you have a problem with your mentality."

"Ah?" Yao Hongshuo didn't understand what Zhang Qianxiu meant.

"Do you want me to help you if you go to college?" Zhang Qianxiu asked.

Yao Hongshuo's face turned red and his heart was very uncomfortable. He felt like a beggar begging for food.

But this is definitely an opportunity for Yao Hongshuo. He gritted his teeth, suppressed his poor self-esteem and nodded: "yes, after I finish reading the book, I can pay you double or even triple."

Zhang Qianxiu thought for a moment and said, "it's not impossible to help you. The money for your college education is not much for me, but there is a big problem with your attitude."

"You should be confident, you should hold your head high, and then tell me what you think, and prove with actions that the money I spend on you will not be wasted."

"If I give you money to go to college and want you to pay back, you have to find a way to tell me that as long as I help you, you will pay me twice or triple in how long."

"If I don't care about the money and give you the money to go to university, but only focus on your character and ability, you should try to prove that the money I spend on you will not be wasted. You will help more people in the future, and you will become the pillar of the country or the kind of dedicated talents I hope."

"You look like this, even if you get my support, the big reason is that you sell miserably and you are poor."

"If you prove to me as soon as you come up, I will pay you to go to school, and you will get twice, triple, even 20, 30, or even 300 times in return for me in the future."

"If you convince me in this way, the biggest reason why I pay for your schooling is because of you, not because you are poor or miserable."

"Taking a fancy to you is an investment in you, me and the society; Because your family supports you. It's a pity, a kind of unambiguous charity. To put it bluntly, it's called help or assistance. "

"So, if you want to protect your self-esteem, you have to accept yourself, your parents and your family environment. Otherwise, even if you go to college, you will still feel inferior if you have a better family situation in college."

"When you work, some people's conditions are still better than you. You have the same inferiority complex."

Zhang Qianxiu said a lot.

Yao Hongshuo's head is almost buried under the table, just like a child who makes mistakes.

Zhang Qianxiu could only see the top of Yao Hongshuo's head, got up and said, "go out for a walk."

Yao Hongshuo stood up and walked behind Zhang Qianxiu, just like a little follower.

When Zhang Qianxiu stops, Yao Hongshuo almost bumps into Zhang Qianxiu, which makes him feel embarrassed.

Zhang Qianxiu turned his head and looked at Yao Hongshuo. What he was wearing was a school uniform. He couldn't see any difference from ordinary students. The shoes were a pair of "release and release shoes". There was a place on them that had been sewn and mended, but the shoes were very clean.

Yao Hongshuo's hair looks a little special. It looks very stylish and layered, layer by layer. But if you look at it carefully, it's actually a gap.

"You cut your hair yourself?" Zhang Qianxiu asked.

At this time, Yao Hongshuo wanted to find a seam to drill in, but still nodded: "cut it yourself, save money!"

"What do you think people's self-confidence comes from?" Zhang Qianxiu finished, turned and went on.

Yao Hongshuo followed and said, "knowledge!"

"Bullshit!" Zhang Qianxiu said, "tell me what you think in your heart. Don't fool me with such things."

Yao Hongshuo hesitated for a long time, two people have gone to the playground outside the tree, Zhang Qianxiu and others are impatient: "say a word is so difficult?"

"I... I don't know." Yao Hongshuo said.

"You think it's money, it's family situation, it's parents, it's who wears better." Zhang Qianxiu said.

"No! I don't think so. " Yao Hongshuo tried to refute.

Zhang Qianxiu took out his cigarette and lit one.

Yao Hongshuo looks at Zhang Qianxiu in surprise. It's a school. It's still on the playground. Students are not allowed to smoke in the school.

Zhang Qianxiu took a sip and said, "that's what you think. If you have enough money, people won't look down on you."

"You think if your parents are not farmers or workers, you will have a lot of face."

"You think if you dress well, you can have girls like you."

"You also think that if you had the money to have a haircut, you would not have this haircut. You would have a better haircut, so you would not worry about people seeing the gap in your hair."

Yao Hongshuo is speechless. He really thinks so.

Zhang Qianxiu took a cigarette and said to Yao Hongshuo, "these things are not self-confidence. No matter how hard you try, there are still people who have more money than you."

"You still feel inferior in front of those people."

"A person's real self-confidence is not how much money he has or how good his family background is, but how much he believes in himself, that he will succeed and that he will be better than others."

"If you believe that you can go to university next year, you should not feel inferior in front of those who have poor grades; If you believe that you will be rich in the future, you will not feel inferior in front of those rich people. "

"But you just look in front of you, you can't accept the status quo."

"If you have a day when you don't have any money for cooking, when people ask you why you don't cook, and you don't find other excuses, you can frankly tell others that if the family conditions are not good, I can save a little, and my parents can be relaxed."

"In that case, I'll look up to you more. Otherwise, I will always pity you. "

"Whether you want to go to college or not, you should always study well in high school. There is still one year left. You can try to impress me to see whether you use your misery to gain my pity or your own ability to gain my respect and investment."

Yao Hongshuo was very surprised. Now he told Zhang Qianxiu that I would succeed in the future.

But he can't say it because he has no confidence.

What's more, he thinks it's too hypocritical to say it now.

"I'll... I'll try." Yao Hongshuo finally just said such a sentence.

"Do you want to make money?" Zhang Qianxiu asked.

"Yes Yao Hongshuo did not hesitate at all.

"It's hard! We have to carry 40-50 Jin of rice. " Zhang Qianxiu said: "every Sunday, there is half a day in the afternoon, from 12 o'clock to 6 o'clock, a total of six hours, thirty cents an hour, do you do it?"

"I... I do it!" Yao Hongshuo has a strong desire for money.

It's a lot for him to earn more than one yuan a day. His monthly living expenses are only a few yuan, but he will bring rice to school to exchange rice for meal tickets.

Zhang Qianxiu said: "I'll take you this Sunday, but you should prepare yourself. When you send rice, you may send it to your classmates' home. If your classmates see it, will you feel ashamed?"

Yao Hongshuo hesitated, but under the temptation of money, he nodded: "I'll go!"

"All right! Class is coming. Go to class Zhang Qianxiu dropped his cigarette end and went to his classroom.

Yao Hongshuo also stood up, looking at Zhang Qianxiu's back, full of envy.

He envies Zhang Qianxiu for being so rich, he also envies Zhang Qianxiu for being so confident, and even more envies Zhang Qianxiu for being able to talk.

But at the same time, he also felt that his ability was certainly not bad. Zhang Qianxiu was just better than him.

If he had such good conditions as Zhang Qianxiu, he would be as good as Zhang Qianxiu, he would be as popular as Zhang Qianxiu, and he would help others and be a man like Zhang Qianxiu.

In Zhang Qianxiu's mind, he was disappointed with Yao Hongshuo. Yao Hongshuo had too much self-esteem and attached too much importance to material.

Yao Hongshuo needs money and status to cover up his inferiority complex.

Such people are easy to go astray for money and status.