Chapter 312

Now there are not many people who have a car. Lin Qi goes downstairs and sees Zhang Qianxiu's car at a glance.

The car is empty. Lin Qi sits in the car, turns on the air conditioner, and looks at the second floor of the inpatient department in a daze.

Lin Qi did not understand what she saw in Zhang Qianxiu.

She thinks that she is not a good woman, nor a special person, and she doesn't believe in love.

At the beginning, Lin Qi felt that she was just a little fond of Zhang Qianxiu. But since she met Zhang Qianxiu, when she came into contact with other men, she would be bored and even feel dirty.

When Lin Qi came, he thought that it would be OK to take a look at Zhang Qianxiu's situation, but after seeing Su Yuwei, he couldn't control his emotions, so he said those words.

Lin Qi laughed at herself and murmured to herself, "I'm disgusted by others."

Lin Qi had been with several men, but she only took the first one seriously. Later, they were just acting on occasion.

She has seen through for a long time that men are the animals of lower body thinking, but they just make fun of each other.

When those men get what they want from her, she can also get what she wants. The most important thing is that Lin Qi never entangles anyone, and can get together and get together. She can even have dinner together when she meets later.

Lin Qi can be so "free and easy". Naturally, she doesn't care much about things between men and women. She thinks that she will never get married in her life. If she thinks about providing for the aged in the future, she will adopt a child. Nowadays, the streets are full of children lost by others. As long as she goes outside the hospital, there will be several children in a month.

If you get married, it's better to get along with someone with a face and a heart of beast than to be at ease; Looking for an honest person, she feels that she is bullying the honest person, and the honest person can't give her the life she wants, unless the honest person doesn't care about her past, knows the absurd things she has done before, and can treat her sincerely, but is there such a person? In Lin Qi's opinion, absolutely not!

So, it's better not to get married!

Last time I asked Zhang Qianxiu, he said he didn't care.

At that time, Lin Qi looked at Zhang Qianxiu for a long time. In Zhang Qianxiu's expression and eyes, all she saw was calm. Zhang Qianxiu knew about her relationship with Zhang Yunhui, and he didn't have the slightest contempt.

Lin Qi asked Zhang Qianxiu if she was being mean to herself.

Zhang Qianxiu said at that time: "I don't like to evaluate what other people do and their lives. Everyone has something worthy of respect or learning. At the same time, everyone can't see others. I never believe that Confucius and Laozi are people who have no desire and no desire. They are just more loving, knowledgeable and have a higher ideological level than ordinary people."

"Kang Youwei is a modern advocate of monogamy. He married six wives himself."

"The private life of Xu Zhimo, who wrote farewell to Cambridge, is not so good either; Lin Huiyin is a poet, writer and architect, and her feelings with Jin Yuelin do not seem to fit most people's three views. "

Zhang Qianxiu's answer at that time was very vague. Lin Qi couldn't understand what Zhang Qianxiu said. She didn't know who Lin Huiyin and Jin Yuelin were. So she asked, "how many men have I had? If I live with you wholeheartedly, would you marry me?"

At the beginning, Zhang Qianxiu refused to answer. Lin Qi was coquettish and fawning, which made Zhang Qianxiu anxious. Then he said, "I don't care so much about the past. As long as two people agree and fight for the future, there's nothing wrong. But you and I are almost impossible. I have a daughter-in-law. And it just represents my personal point of view. I think many men still care about it now. "

When Lin Qi saw that Zhang Qianxiu was sincere, the knot in her heart immediately opened. She even felt that Zhang Qianxiu might be the only man in the world who could look up to her.

The most important thing is that Zhang Qianxiu takes his feelings seriously, and doesn't like other men to mess around.

After sitting in the car for nearly an hour, Lin Qi finally got off the car and didn't drive back.

When she took the car keys, she wanted to drive the car to Wanhui and let the factory people chew their tongue. She didn't care about her reputation. If anyone said she was Zhang Qianxiu's junior, she would be happy.

Lin Qi doesn't care whether it's the main room or the junior, but it's just a place. What she cares about is whether two people are together.

When Lin Qi came, he took the bus, just in time to catch up with the last bus. When he went back, he had no car and had to walk.

It was already more than twelve o'clock in the evening.

When I came in, I heard grandma's Curse: "do you know how to come back? What wild man did you hang out with? The women who live in the neighborhood are just like the weasels. You don't want face, I want a little more face! "

Lin Qi patted the snow on her hair and shoulders and said, "grandma, don't scold me. I went to the hospital to see people. A friend was hit by a car."

"Men?" Asked the old man sitting by the fire.

Lin Qi opened the window and said, "it's my boss. Didn't I go to work in the factory?"

"Are you getting on with your boss again? Girl, those rich people want your body. Who cares about you? " The old man said bitterly, "even if you don't work in the bank, you can go to work in the factory. Who wants you in the future?"

Lin Qi used to laugh at these words, because she didn't believe there was a good man in the world. At this time, she felt a little bitter in her heart: "grandma, I said, I won't marry in my life, I'll give you a pension."

"Just talk nonsense." With a straight face, the old man said, "isn't it cold for you to open the window? I left you a bowl of soup in the boiling water pot. It's hot. I'm afraid you'll be hungry when you come back. I went to bed. "

Then the old man stood up and went to the bedroom.

Lin Qi opened the pot of boiling water. There was half a pot of hot water in it. There was a shelf in the middle with half a bowl of chicken and soup on the shelf.

Lin Qi grabs a piece with her hand and puts it into her mouth: "grandma, in the future, when we bake a briquette fire, we need to open the window to avoid poisoning; You can eat the chicken tomorrow. I'm not hungry. "

The old man scolded and said, "what's the poison? You curse me to death? The chicken you bought today is too old for me to chew

The old man said, "bang" shut the door.

Lin Qi sat on the side of the briquette stove for a while, warmed her body, then poured out the water from the boiling water pot and took it to take a bath.

Lin Qi feels dirty every time she takes a bath these days. Thinking that she has been touched by those men, she feels sick.

She felt that there was a thick layer of dirty things on her body that could not be washed away. It was left by those men, but she suffered for herself.

When she doesn't love herself, she doesn't care. It's just a skin bag.

When she wanted to love herself, it was too late. If she was perfect, she felt that she could put aside all scruples and morality and go after Zhang Qianxiu.

Even if it is immoral, as long as Zhang Qianxiu is not married, she can go.

Everyone said that she had a good figure, protruding forward and backward, and her skin was fine, tight and elastic, but now she hated herself and her body.

Dirty!

The water is not hot, Lin Qi's whole body is red, and finally squats on the ground, holding her knees in tears, she doesn't know who to blame!

Lin Qi's grandfather died early, and his grandmother was widowed all her life. His father was the only one in the Lin family, and his body was not good. After her mother gave birth to her, her stomach never moved again.

The father wanted to inherit fireworks for the Lin family, so he found all kinds of folk recipes for his mother.

In her memory, her mother was not ill, but she had been taking medicine.

Lin Qi is eight years old. Her mother is ill, and she has no money to watch. She is lying on the bed and is still taking the medicine for infertility.

Mother died, and father died of illness the next year.

Her father didn't like to see her since childhood. One of her dissatisfaction was beating and scolding. Lin Qi was stubborn. Her father beat her and ran away. Sometimes she was driven out at night. She slept on the slate in summer and in the straw shed behind the pigsty in winter.

The Father also pointed at her temporarily and scolded: "you are the one who came to our family."

Later, Lin Qi heard that her mother died by taking medicine, but the problem was her father.

Fortunately, grandma was not so unfeeling. Although she sometimes sighed that Lin Qi was not a boy, she still farmed alone and sent her to school after her parents died.

Lin Qi's grades are not good, the teacher naturally does not like, at that time, her family did not have money, dressed in rags, often bullied by naughty boys in the class.

Lin Qi is a man who does not admit defeat. If anyone dares to bully her, she will give it back.

But Lin Qi is weak, and the girls who play well with her are all female students. If they really fight, they can only call the teacher.

The teacher doesn't like Lin Qi. Even if he scolds those naughty boys, he will take Lin Qi with him. But the teacher is still a male teacher, which means that you are a girl.

But this teacher also made a scandal of cheating.

Maybe it's because of her father. She especially resents the men who say that girls are not good. She especially resents the men who look down on their wives and daughters. Later, she also resents why the man went to the kiln and was caught. Everyone laughs, and the woman has to endure everything silently. Even if her man went to other women, she dare not divorce.

Later, Lin Qi mixed with a group of people in the society, but she was still clean, because her temper was hot at that time, fighting, all kinds of shady moves made the thief slip, and many men would suffer losses in her hands.

When she mixed with the society, she met a boss, who was especially good to her. She was 12 years older than her, but in her opinion, none of these were problems.

At that time, Lin Qi really wanted to spend a lifetime with the boss. She did what she should or shouldn't do.

At the age of 17, Lin Qi was pregnant. The eldest told Lin Qi that he was married and his wife was in the countryside. Although he had a bad relationship with her and didn't go back very much all year round, he didn't plan to divorce because he had two children.

Without saying a word, Lin Qi grabs a knife and inserts it into the boss's crotch. The boss reacts quickly and inserts it into his thigh.

The boss probably has feelings for her too. He didn't trouble her.

After her grandmother knew that Lin Qi was pregnant, she became ill. She had no relatives at home, so she had to have the cheek to ask her grandmother for help. Shan Hong was the most promising one.

After Shan Hong knew about it, he helped Lin Qi take care of everything, beat the child, and arranged for Lin Qi to work in the bank.

Since then, the habits of Lin Qi's society have been put away.

When Shan Hong wants to be promoted to President, he finds a relationship with a middle-aged man in his forties. At the beginning, he refuses to agree. By chance, he meets Lin Qi and hints at Shan Hong.

In order to get a promotion, Shan Hong goes to ask Lin Qi.

At that time, Lin Qi thought that Shan Hong was rubbish. At that time, Shan Hong said: "Lin Qi, you should be your cousin. From childhood to adulthood, as long as you have difficulties, I will help you. If other people go up this time, I will have to wait at least five to ten years before I have a chance."

"If you help me, it's good for you! Your grandmother's body has been taking medicine. When I'm president, I'm sure I won't treat you badly. "

At that time, Granny Lin Qi had bronchial problems all the time. She had to take medicine to stabilize her breathing. Otherwise, her breathing would be like cow panting, and she would cough often.

After thinking about it for one night, Lin Qi agreed. Anyway, she felt that there were few good things for men in the world. After experiencing the first relationship, she didn't believe in men any more, and she didn't plan to get married. Isn't it just a sleep? It's no big deal!

Since then, Shan Hong has been looking for Lin Qi whenever he is busy.

Lin Qi is a good-looking man with a good figure. He is able to muddle through the society and let go. He is almost invincible.

Today, it can be said that Lin Qi has helped half of Shan Hong.

Fortunately, Shan Hong is not a bridge breaker. He has indeed helped Lin Qi a lot. He bought a house in the county. Besides treating his grandmother and her daily expenses, he can save some money, which is not very clean.

But sometimes someone will drive Lin Qi back, so the place where she lives will have rumors.

Lin Qi has always turned a deaf ear to these risks. The men around her are very interested in Lin Qi. Lin Qi also chats and jokes with them, but she despises these people. She doesn't like all the men she knows until she knows Zhang Qianxiu.

At the beginning, he flirted with Zhang Qianxiu. In fact, he just felt that Zhang Qianxiu was young and rich, and he didn't even think about sleeping with him.

Now it's different.