Chapter 144

In the last life, he actually envied and wanted to be a person like Lu Tao.

As a result, I lived and went south.

This is the reality.

Watching Qin Yi seriously watching the TV play, Bian Rou sat down next to her after she finished the dishes.

What's on TV is the episode that Nanfang and Yaoyao are going to get their licenses.

Outside the Civil Affairs Bureau, Nan Yaoyao, Lu Tao and Xia Lin went through the marriage formalities together, but Yang Xiaoyun came and cried and begged Nan not to leave himself. Nan was soft hearted.

Finally, he put down Yao Yao and followed Yang Xiaoyun.

I saw the time when I took off my clothes and shouted "Yao Yao, I love you" on the main road to the south.

Bian Rou couldn't help holding Qin Yi and asked softly, "if it were you, how would you choose?"

Qin Yi was stunned by Bian Rou's question

Because, in Qin Yi's thought, Bian Rou has always been a very rational person.

Such a question, logically speaking, will not be asked from Bian Rou's mouth.

But Bian Rou asked me today.

In fact, he Luyao also asked Qin Yi this question when Qin Yi died.

After thinking for a long time, Qin Yi answered he Luyao, "it should be the same as the south. Choose Yang Xiaoyun."

In this life, Qin Yi did not hesitate to say, "I should choose the same as the one to the south. I choose Yang Xiaoyun. "

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's words with a trace of loss.

Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "don't you listen to my reasons?"

Bian Rou said to Qin Yi, "I know."

Qin Yi looks at Bian Rou unexpectedly.

Bian Rou said with a faint smile, "because, in fact, she has been in the paying type in her feelings. Yao Yao is also a paying type in that relationship. Two people with the same character are destined not to go too far. "

Qin Yi was stunned and looked at Bian rou.

Because in the last life, he explained it to he Luyao

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's smile and showed a smile. Then she pulled Qin Yi to the dinner table.

Then, the dishes on the table were all Qin Yi's favorite.

"Try it." Bian Rou smiled and said to Qin Yi.

After hearing Bian Rou's words, Qin Yi nodded slightly, and then tasted it with chopsticks

It really exceeded Qin Yi's estimate. Qin Yi really knew for the first time that Bian Rou could cook.

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's surprised expression. She didn't seem so surprised.

"Isn't it a surprise..."

Qin Yi nodded.

"Qin Yi, actually, this time I came here... I wanted to break up with you." Bian Rou said very calmly.

After hearing Bian Rou's words, Qin Yi felt his heart twitch suddenly, and the chopsticks stopped.

Qin Yi put down his chopsticks and looked at Bian Rou with his eyes.

Bian Rou's eyes didn't dodge at all.

Qin Yi knows Bian Rou very well. Since he said it, he must have thought it over.

Bian Rou is not an impulsive person.

"Can I know why?" Qin Yixin seemed to be caught by something, and he felt very uncomfortable.

Bian Rou swallowed his saliva and put down his chopsticks.

Silence for a moment... Seems to be thinking about how to express it in words

Qin Yi did not urge, but waited quietly.

After five minutes, Bian Rou slowly began to say, "in fact, it's because of love..."

"I love you, so I want to let go of your hand. You must think I'm a scum girl. Qin Yi, we have always been the same kind of people. "

"You are a paying personality, and I am a paying personality... You are a career type, and I am a career type. We are the same people... You have a desire to conquer... I know. But I am also such a person... "

"In our love, you have always been the leader. You've always been better than me. You can take care of me... But I'm uncomfortable... You know what I mean? "

Qin Yi didn't speak and said, "this is not a reason. I'm not interfering in your career. "

Bian rouhong looked at her and then said, "it's not like this... It's not your problem... It's my problem... I feel inferior when I'm with you... This feeling is not caused by you... But by myself."

"With you, I gradually lost myself. I naturally enjoy your good... Accept the good and eliminate the bad... But I'm still not confident, just like the TV just now... I have no sense of security. I know very well that I'm not your Yang Xiaoyun... "

After a pause, Bian Rou said to Qin Yi, "do you know who makes me feel like Yang Xiaoyun?"

Qin Yi had an answer in his heart, but he still shook his head.

Bian Rou said the name "he Luyao" in Qin Yi's heart

Bian soft Qin Yi is really a kind of person

Bian Rou knows Qin Yi too well.

Qin Yi didn't know what to say for a moment.

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi's Micro expression and knew he was right.

Bian Rou continued, "I don't know why you are so special to her. But I know from your eyes, I can see... You love her. "

Qin Yi fully understood Bian Rou's thoughts.

"Soft, I..."

Before Qin Yi finished, Bian Rou said directly, "Qin Yi, in fact, what I'm afraid of is very simple. I don't want to be taken away by two tears of others when I can't love myself. "

Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "your worry is superfluous."

Bian Rou looked at Qin Yi and said, "can you tell me... What's the matter between you and he Luyao?"

Qin Yi was silent.

Bian Rou smiled bitterly and said, "in fact... I've been thinking about our relationship for some time... You're right, I'm right... Two right people, but together, they make each other feel uncomfortable. There's a problem. So... I want to end this relationship. "

Looking at Bian Rou, Qin Yi said to Bian Rou, "you underestimated me... Underestimated our love."

Qin Yi's words directly made Bian Rou's eyes red in an instant.

Bian Rou covered her eyes and shook her head.

"It's my problem..."

Qin Yi grabbed Bian Rou's hand and said, "it's not your problem... It's my problem... I don't give you a sense of security... I know you've suffered a lot... You may suffer more than I thought. Give us each other a chance, will you? "

Bian Rou red eyes, looking at Qin Yi

Her heart is very uncomfortable. She wants to agree and nod

However, during this period of treatment in Yanjing. She had several psychotherapy sessions so that she could face her heart.

This time, she wants to face her heart bravely and strongly.

He came to Qin Yi with great determination

This time she broke up with Qin Yi, which was also her careful consideration.

This breakup is also a process for Bian Rou to find herself.

She had been working hard for a long time before.

In fact, even she doesn't know. The reason why she works so hard, she actually wants to catch up with Qin Yi in the depths of her heart

But this is not the life she wants.

Bian Rou didn't speak and said to Qin Yi, "I'm sorry, I know I'm selfish... I want to find myself. So I want to let you go... And please help me. "

Qin yiben is not a entangled person. Bian Rou has already said this.

Qin Yi continues to struggle. I'm afraid it's not appropriate.

Qin Yiqiang squeezed out a smile and said, "we can actually calm down for a while. There's no need to break up now. "

Bian Rou was already crying and shaking her head, said to Qin Yi, "I don't want to give myself a little hesitation. Because I'm afraid of regret... Thank you for coming to my life... Thank you. "

Bian Rou said thank you a few times. Qin Yi also knew that this relationship should come to the end

Qin Yi is not doing any retention, just as Bian Rou said

This rational relationship seems to have no problem... But just like this, what has no problem is the biggest problem.

Besides, the question Bian Rou asked. Also directly asked Qin Yi

That is, if he Luyao came to beg Qin Yi on her knees and crying... How would Qin Yi choose?