"Where have you been these three days? How many calls have I made to you and how many messages have I sent to you, do you know? On my mobile phone and Q ` q! Have you failed to Q ` Q these three days? Where are you now?"
Lu Yang just dialed Tong Yaqian's phone. Tong Yaqian's questioning voice immediately hit him, but Lu Yang was not angry at all. He knew that Tong Yaqian cared about him, so he would be so. If he didn't care, how could he be so angry?
Today, three days later, Lu Yang looked flat, with some light and casual in his face and eyes. After listening to Tong Yaqian's question, a faint smile appeared on the corners of his mouth.
"I'm going back to Shanghai. What about you? Where? Is it urgent to find me?"
Tong Yaqian: "where am I? I've been in your house in Shanghai these days! Something urgent? What do you say? Cao Xue texted me that she broke up with you and let me accompany you! Who does she think she is? Are you okay now?"
"It's all right! Do you think I have something to do when you listen to my voice?"
The car is moving forward. The speed is not fast or slow. Lu Yang can imagine Tong Yaqian's look at the moment. She didn't expect her to react so much. It seems that Cao Xue asked her to accompany him. She doesn't appreciate it.
But think about it, her character is much stronger than Cao Xue.
"Come back quickly! If you dare to delay outside again, I'll break up with you!"
Finally, Tong Yaqian still angrily threatened Lu Yang and hung up.
Taking the mobile phone away from his ear, Lu Yang smiled and threw it on the co driver's seat. However, he suddenly stepped on the accelerator and instantly raised the speed.
In my heart, I flashed an old saying I learned in high school - the east corner is dead, and sang Yu is not too late.
In recent years, it has been difficult for him to make a choice between Cao Xue and Tong Yaqian. Even if he decided to marry Cao Xue last year, he was reluctant and sorry for Tong Yaqian. Now, although Cao Xue's departure made him feel heartache for a while, it also helped him make a choice.
Life, look forward!
Between the changes in his mind, Lu Yang's eyes became focused.
This is the real world, not the fairy Xia world in the novel.
In the immortal Xia world, people with great aspirations seek immortality. The real world is cruel and no one can live forever. Everyone is doomed to die from the moment they are born.
Then, when people live in this world, the sign of strength is the strength of their heart!
Those with a strong heart, even if they are temporarily sleepy and penniless, will one day stand out. The reason is very simple! People with a strong heart will not be afraid of failure. Even if they fail 99 times, as long as they succeed the 100th time, all the previous failures will have meaning.
And those whose hearts are not strong enough, even if they are in a high position and have hundreds of millions of wealth, they will eventually fall into the world and lose all their wealth.
The truth is still very simple! One wrong step, the whole plate falls.
Therefore, people who start from scratch can keep their wealth, and those who keep their wealth often break their wealth.
The difference is often not in the mind, but in the state of mind!
Don't you see that once a high-ranking and energetic man was in prison yesterday, he was full of depression? Like ten years old overnight?
People who used to be busy making a living, once they learned, their momentum was very different?
People, or the original person, just because of the change of mood, they show a completely different temperament outside.
Lu Yang was originally a poor man. He struggled on the street and not on the street for many years. After his rebirth, he made money faster and faster. In just a few years, he had a fortune of more than 200 million.
People who suddenly expand their wealth will inevitably expand their hearts. If they realize that they have so much wealth, they can fully control their destiny and get everything they want.
When the state of mind is out of balance, it will inevitably be in a dilemma.
Cao Xue's departure, like a blow to the head, finally let him see the reality and himself.
In just three days, he seemed to have experienced thousands of things and suddenly really matured a lot.
This maturity may not make him understand how to be a good man and a good man, but at least it has made him understand that some things can not be forced. From the day when he was born in the world, life is like stepping on a train that will always move forward. On the way, he will encounter some people, some things, and some people will come and go. Before getting off the bus, only himself will move forward.
Perhaps, Tong Yaqian will leave one day, but if she has been struggling with this possibility, then the days after will never be happy. Only by looking down on the origin and fate, and cherishing every day together, can she live up to the fate that God let herself be with Tong Yaqian.
The result of all life is doomed to lose everything.
Then, the meaning of life lies not in the result, but in the process.
Enjoy this process, it's not worth walking in the world.
To understand this, Lu Yang is very broad-minded, and his breath has some subtle changes. If we say that his previous indifference to the outside world is because he only cares about the people and things he cares about, and is not interested in everything else.
So now he is calm.
Because you see yourself clearly, because you see the world and the road in front of you, you are confident that the road after you is no longer rugged and your heart is no longer tangled, so you are calm.
……
That afternoon, when he returned to Shanghai, returned to No. 47, Shimao lakeside garden and appeared in front of Tong Yaqian, what Tong Yaqian saw was a different Lu Yang.
Still with a smile on his face and a faint smile in his eyes, but in Tong Yaqian's view, he just became different.
If he used to be a tight bow, now he is a relaxed bow.
Bow is still that kind of bow, but it feels completely different when it is tightened and relaxed.
This description may not be concrete enough.
For example, in Tianlong Babu, in the early and middle period, Jiu Mozhi was full of greed and hostility, and often killed people. But at the end, when he really looked at everything and put everything down, he was still the actor, but it made people feel that his breath had changed. His domineering face was faintly compassionate.
Of course, Lu Yang is different from Jiu Mozhi. He can't feel great mercy on his face, but his temperament and momentum have really changed.
This change made Tong Yaqian suspicious. She couldn't help looking at him carefully up and down several times. She wondered why he couldn't see the decadence after lovelorn?
Doesn't he love Cao Xue so much? I was wrong before? Cao Xue's departure doesn't matter to him at all?
Tong Yaqian can't help guessing.
Tong Yaqian's suspicions and guesses were just a moment. Soon she cleared up her emotions and smiled, because for her, no matter what reason, Lu Yang no longer misses Cao Xue day and night. It's a good thing for her.
No woman hopes that the man she likes will always think of another woman and can't extricate herself.
"Beauty! Have you seen enough?"
Lu Yang teases Tong Yaqian with a smile.
Tong Yaqian glanced at him, got angry, came forward, grabbed his ear and scolded, "OK, you! Honestly tell me which fox spirit you're looking for to vent these days? Even your mobile phone has been turned off? You're a little fat now!"
Lu Yang looked at her speechless. Unexpectedly, he came back from O city. Without the little guy, Tong Yaqian grabbed his ear. Just after returning to Shanghai, Tong Yaqian grabbed his ear again
This is a bad time. Can't you feel comfortable this year?
Glancing to the left and right, Lu Yang saw that the housekeeper, he Baiming and the nanny either looked away or smiled. Lu Yang was not angry and was not ashamed to be bullied by his own women.
However, you can't get used to Tong Yaqian's bad habit. Fu Gang can't be depressed!
When Tong Yaqian suddenly bent down, she grabbed her leg with one hand and hugged her behind her with the other hand. It was like a bandit robbing the village lady. In Tong Yaqian's exclamation, she walked upstairs with a big step with a smile.
Tong Yaqian, who had no psychological preparation at all, did not expect Lu Yang to have such a bold and shameless day. In an instant, a white face that could be broken by blowing bullets was blushing with shame, and she threw her fist on Lu Yang's shoulder and chest in embarrassment.
But the strength is not big. As far as Lu Yang is concerned, it is not much different from tickling.
Lu Yang smiled and looked down at Tong Yaqian in his arms. Although she was ashamed, her eyes were shining. She looked at him with shame and joy.
Lu Yang had never seen this kind of amorous feelings in her. When he saw her at this time, he couldn't help feeling great and deeply felt that his decision was right.
Li Bai, a poet, once said, "you must enjoy your life when you are proud. Don't make the golden cup empty to the moon!"
Throughout Li Bai's life, his talent is unmatched in the world. There is no one who can surpass him in poetic talent in China's thousands of years of history.
But he was not allowed to have high officials and high salaries, nor to be rich all his life.
However, he was wanton and uninhibited all his life, leaving countless fascinating stories. An article "coming into wine" written after drinking has made him immortal.
After Li Bai, the Dynasty changed, and those who had high officials and high salaries and were the richest in the world did not know how many.
But how many of those emperors, generals and rich people in the world can live a free and easy life like Li Bai?
Poet - Li Bai.
Ming Ming was born in the world, but people feel that he is like an immortal in myths and legends from his wild life and wanton poems.
Throughout history, everyone yearned for the life of immortals and their eternal existence.
But the reality is that none of us can survive in the world, but the life of immortals can be obtained in the world.
Li Bai is known as a relegated immortal.
Isn't his life exactly what we want?
What's the difference with immortals?
To put it further, throughout the ancient times, people with great talents either indulged in life, or lived in seclusion and lived an idyllic life.
Such as Li Bai, Tao Yuanming, Tang Bohu
With their intelligence, if they concentrate on their official career, or money, they will achieve no less than others, but they all choose an unrestrained life.
Why?
Just because I'm disillusioned with the world of mortals.
Their life, in the view of some people, lacks enterprising spirit and is not desirable!
But the son is not a fish, how do you know the joy of fish?
As Tang Bohu wrote in the peach blossom nunnery: others laugh that I'm too crazy, I laugh that others can't see through!