She didn't know how to explain, but just now, she did peek at Xuanyuan Yu's screen from beginning to end.
However, the next second, Su Zimeng felt her arm pulled, and then she fell forward and fell into a familiar embrace.
She raised her eyes and looked up at Xuanyuan.
He sighed in her ear.
"Mengmeng, look at this. It's OK. Don't feel sorry." Xuanyuanyu embraces people and makes Su Zimeng sit on his leg. Their eyes are opposite. He looks at her and says, "I'm sorry."
Su Zimeng doesn't understand how he suddenly apologized to her.
Xuanyuan Yu's eyes are a bit painful: "things before, let you get hurt, I'm sorry."
Su Zimeng's fingers curled slightly, and she had a guess in her mind.
Xuanyuanyu continued: "sometimes I talk like that, which may give people the illusion of not being serious. No matter when I asked you to be my girlfriend or when I was courting other girls, I had a problem with my attitude. "
"In fact, you are not the bet I won when I was playing billiards. I liked you when I was in junior high school. I wanted you to be my girlfriend for a long time. I was afraid of delaying my study. I originally planned to express myself after the college entrance examination, but I couldn't help it that night."
Su Zimeng was shocked when he heard that. His eyes widened and he looked at xuanyuanyou roundly.
Seeing that she was so cute, he went over to kiss Su Zimeng's lips, and then continued: "in fact, I was very nervous even though I dragged her for 250000 yuan that day. When I take you back by bike, I'm very excited. I have to go to heaven to drag my car. "
For the first time, he admitted his mood at that time, so his tone was slightly uncomfortable: "I was so excited that I didn't fall asleep that night."
Su Zimeng's breath trembled and she felt a little joy spreading from the bottom of her heart.
There's shock, there's joy of being late, there's also a kind of sour swelling that can't be explained clearly, maybe it's for himself who once thought it was just a prop in his love game.
"There is something wrong with my personality. I always like to talk like that. I haven't realized that it may hurt you. It may make you feel that I don't pay enough attention to it or that I have the same attitude towards other girls."
Xuanyuanyou locked Su Zimeng's eyes and said, "but I gave you all my first time and the last time. I didn't hold the hand of other girls. I didn't spend Tanabata, love and people's day with them. I didn't do anything intimate with any other girls."
Su Zimeng looks at Xuanyuan you seriously. In the light of the flashlight in the tent, his eyes only have her shadow, which is her favorite appearance for so many years.
Her throat is blocked, and some grievances grow like vines. But when she winds around her heart, she withers away and disappears.
That's what she used to want!
"Mengmeng, I'm sorry that we've been staggered for six years and we can't accept it. We'll be staggered again in the future." Xuanyuan Yu lifted Su Zimeng's face: "so in the future, if I don't do well and let you suffer any grievances unconsciously, you must tell me in time that if I do anything wrong, you will point it out immediately, and I will try to change it. Although it doesn't have to be changed immediately, you don't want us to be wrong again because of anything?"
Su Zimeng felt that her eyes were swollen. She nodded: "OK."