"I said we were divorced!" Gu Zhennan repeated again.
"Don't be kidding, husband, it's not funny." Guo Xiang was stunned.
"I'm not kidding. I never joke!" Gu Zhennan said coldly.
"Why?" Guo Xiang opened his eyes and burst into tears.
"Look at me now. I'm a waste. You're so beautiful and capable. I don't deserve you." Gu Zhennan lowered his eyelids.
"No, Zhennan, no, you're fine. You've always been perfect in my heart. You don't deserve me..." Guo Xiang said eagerly.
"Not now." Gu Zhennan interrupted her, "I can't see now. I can't do anything except have a leather bag. I'm not the same as before."
"I don't care!" Guo Xiang shook his head in tears.
"But I care!" Gu Zhennan's voice suddenly raised, "did you hear what they said? They say how capable, excellent and excellent you are. They say I'm disabled, I'm a waste, and I'm a soft rice eater... "
"No, you are not..." Guo Xiang burst into tears.
"I am!" Gu Zhennan's voice was very cold, "I can't do anything now. I can't see it. I can even wrestle all the way. I'm good for nothing..."
"But that's only temporary. Wait for the operation..."
"Surgery? Ah...... "Gu Zhennan sneered," is that just lying to me? Can you really operate? When will you tell me? "
Guo Xiang choked and couldn't speak, and she was not sure, "Zhennan, don't do this. I've never lied to you, just take time..."
"Time?" Gu Zhennan sighed, "how much time do I have? You told me. In fact, I know. They said that the iron chip in my brain is a time bomb. I don't know when I will die. I don't have much time at all, do I? "
"You..." Guo Xiang was shocked. Did he know?
"Even if you don't die, you are blind and paralyzed, aren't you?" Gu Zhennan's tone was full of depression and dizziness more than once, but he didn't dare to say it.
"No, Zhennan, no..." Guo Xiang rushed to Gu Zhennan. "There must be a way. Shall we wait together? I'd like to wait with you... "
"But I don't want to. I don't want to live in your shadow. I don't want others to say that I can only rely on you..."
"Don't mind what others say. I don't care. I'm willing. Zhennan, don't drive me away, okay?"
"You said we would be together forever. You said you would be good to me all your life. You said there would never be such a day. Did I forget what you said..."
Gu Zhennan's eyes also got wet. He thought of Guo Xiang's saying that I will always be by your side unless you drive me away. He said that there will never be such a day.
He broke his promise.
"Zhennan, I know I'm not good enough. Can't I change it?"
"I'm capricious, I'm hypocritical, I have a bad temper, I can change it. Don't don't want me..."
"I'll learn to do housework, cook and wash clothes. I can learn anything for you..."
"Zhennan!" Guo Xiang rushed into Gu Zhennan's arms and eagerly kissed him, "Zhennan, let's start over. Shall we have a child? Our children will be very cute and look like you..."
Gu Zhennan was shocked. Guo Xiang had always said he didn't want to have a child. Although he didn't care, now she said she wanted to have a child for herself. He was surprised, but he was very sad. If it was before, he might be happy, but now
"I don't need it!" Gu Zhennan roughly pushed her away, "I don't need it. I can live better alone. I'm not rare..."
"Zhennan, why did you do this to me?" Guo Xiang sat down on the ground, sobbing.
"Have you forgotten the old vows? You said you would love me all your life. You said we would live together forever and never give up. Have you forgotten? " Guo Xiang's heart is like a knife.
She remembered clearly. She remembered the first time she went to him. She accidentally said she wanted a divorce. He still bought a lot of things for her and ordered a shower curtain for her. He said, "even if it's only a month, you won't be wronged".
She remembered that she treated him for facial paralysis, joked that "you can only laugh at me alone in the future", and he said "OK" without hesitation.
She remembered that time he became the boss of the machinery factory. She laughed that his identity had changed. He scraped her nose and said, "no matter how his identity changed, I will always be your husband."
She remembered that he woke up after the accident. He kissed her and thanked her for her persistence. She said she would never leave him unless he drove himself away. He said that there would never be such a day.
She remembered that time they went to the park. He fed her a small cake. She said, "husband, I love you very much. Don't leave me alone." he said, "OK.".
He promised, but why did he forget in the twinkling of an eye?
"Men's vows are the most unreliable, don't you know?" Gu Zhennan's voice was very cold.
"No, I don't believe it. You're angry with me on purpose, aren't you?" Guo Xiang shook his head desperately.
"Zhennan, I'm wrong. I'll be fine in the future. I'll never show up outside again. I'll never be angry with you again. Don't drive me away, will you?" Guo Xiang sat on the ground and burst into tears.
Only I know how difficult it is for two people to be together. I have experienced life and death several times. Their feelings should be indestructible. Why are they so vulnerable now?
"What are you doing now? I don't like you anymore. Why are you still staying? " Gu Zhennan roared.
"No, it's impossible..." Guo Xiang retreated and looked desperate. "Gu Zhennan, no, you're deliberately angry with me, aren't you? Zhennan, but I'm really sad, very sad... "
"Don't make me so sad, will you? Don't you feel heartache looking at me like this? You used to hurt me the most! "
"I've never been a warm person..." Gu Zhennan said in his heart before meeting you, but now he has to harden his heart.
"In fact, you misunderstood me. I've always been a hard hearted person and won't change for who..."
Guo Xiang's face changed greatly. He actually said so. Is he determined to divorce himself?
"Well, you're fine, Gu Zhennan. You'll regret it..."
Guo Xiang got up and rushed out, opened the gate and disappeared into the boundless night.
"Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang..." Gu Zhennan didn't expect Guo Xiang to run. He got up in a hurry and ran after him. He forgot that there was a threshold in the room and fell to the ground with a "plop".
"Zhennan!" Wang Guiying ran over crying, "are you okay, Zhennan?"
"I'm fine. Leave me alone, mom. Go and see Xiangxiang. It's so late now. She runs out..."
"Why are you doing this?" Wang Guiying burst into tears. "Why do you say such heartless words?"
"Mom, stop talking, you catch up and have a look..."
Wang Guiying had to run out, follow Guo Xiang behind her, watch her enter Ji Changlin's health center, and then safely go home.
See Gu Zhennan still sitting on the floor, "Zhennan, why, Zhennan?"
"Xiangxiang is so good. Why did you drive her away? Don't listen to other people's nonsense. Xiangxiang is not that kind of person... "Wang Guiying cried," she is so good. I've never seen such a good daughter-in-law... "
"I know!" Gu Zhennan's tears also flowed down, "I just know that I can't bear her to guard me..."
"Mom, I can't drag her down. I'm not good. I may die at any time..."
Wang Guiying covered her mouth and looked unbelievable, "how could this happen?"