"Don't get excited!" Guo Xiang hurriedly stood up, took Gu Wenjun's hand, massaged her Laogong acupoint and calmed her down, "the deceased is gone, I'm sorry!"
Gu Wenjun's tears rolled down, "I'm unfilial!"
"I can't blame you for what happened in those years..." Chen Ningsheng sighed.
"You... Can you tell me what happened that year? Mr. Gu has always missed you!" Guo Xiang said softly.
"And your son..." Guo Xiang said tentatively again. She knew that Gu Wenjun pretended to die for a reason, but did she ignore her children?
"I......" when it comes to my son, Gu Wenjun is already in tears. "I'm sorry for him..."
"I don't blame you. If you hadn't left, you would have hurt him!" Chen Ningsheng shook his head.
"How?" Guo Xiang was puzzled.
"In fact, Wenjun was ill at that time, but she didn't know at that time. She wanted to die with her children..." Chen Ningsheng sighed.
"What?" Guo Xiang was stunned and remembered that Gu Zhennan said that her mother was unhappy later. It is likely that she had depression at that time.
There were such cases in previous lives. Depressed mothers killed their children and then committed suicide, indicating that Gu Wenjun was seriously ill at that time.
In this era, the understanding of depression is still very shallow. Maybe it will be malicious, or mental illness.
When she chose Lu Yuanping herself, Lu Yuanping was not good to her. Later, she broke ties with Cheng Juan. She didn't dare to tell her family that everything was stuffy in her heart, resulting in serious consequences later.
"If you know my father, you should know something about me..." Gu Wenjun calmed down and his face was full of sadness. "I really regret marrying that man all my life..."
"Our relationship is getting worse and worse day by day. Later, I don't want to live day by day. I don't even want to take care of the child. Looking at the child, I think he shouldn't have been born. At that time, I couldn't restrain the idea of dying. That day, the child may have been scared and cried by me, so I woke up a little and didn't take him..."
"I met Wenjun by the river. At that time, there were some changes in my family..." Chen Ningsheng then said: "at the beginning of the unrest, my parents were arrested and criticized. Later, they were tortured and died. My wife, my ex-wife, was seriously ill again..."
"I sent her to the capital. Later, she died. At that time, I really felt that the whole world had collapsed and didn't want to live. When I met Wenjun by the river, she had walked into the river, and the water was almost drowning her neck..."
"I don't know why I saved her. Maybe I don't want to die when I'm really facing death. She and I really sympathize with each other..." Chen Ningsheng smiled bitterly.
"Later, I knew why she committed suicide, sympathized with her and encouraged her to live well, but she said she didn't want to go back and face it, and didn't dare to tell her parents that she had no face to see them..." Chen Ningsheng said, "later, I thought of a way to get rid of the shell of a golden cicada..."
"At that time, after my ex-wife died, people were still in the morgue. At that time, there were many dead people. I stole a female corpse, which was similar to Wenjun's body. I knew it was immoral..." Chen Ningsheng blushed, "but there was no other way at that time..."
"I asked Wenjun to take off his clothes and shoes and put them on the female corpse. I gave her the clothes my ex-wife took to the hospital at that time. Then I scratched the female corpse's face with stones and threw it into the river..."
Guo Xiang was surprised. He didn't expect Chen Ningsheng to do such a thing as a teacher. Maybe the special environment made people make special actions at that time.
The female corpse can't see her face clearly and is wearing Gu Wenjun's clothes. It's easy to recognize her mistake. Let alone 20 years ago, even now DNA technology is not good. Only later public security systems have DNA identification methods, so Gu Xide and they must have been cheated.
"Then I took my ex-wife's ashes and children to the Shanghai stock market."
"What are you talking about? Child? " Guo Xiang was surprised.
"Yes, I already had a child, Xiaoyu. If it weren't for her, I might have jumped down like Wenjun..." Chen Ningsheng smiled bitterly.
Does that mean Chen Yu is not Zhennan's sister?
"How old was Chen Yu?" Asked Guo Xiang.
"Only a few months, still in infancy..." Chen Ningsheng said.
So Zhennan should be about six years old that year. Unexpectedly, Chen Yu is not Zhennan's sister. Guo Xiang feels a little pity, but it doesn't matter. He still likes her very much.
And there is Chen Jing. She is Zhennan's half sister.
"Chen Jing..." Guo Xiang asked.
"It was a few years later that we got married and gave birth to her." Gu Wenjun said.
"In fact, when I brought Wenjun back, her mood was still unstable. Later, I took good care of her and slowly she got better..." Chen Ningsheng said and looked at Gu Wenjun. "Later, she became emotional over time..."
"At first she didn't even have a registered permanent residence. Later, it was a national census. We lied that she lost her memory and didn't know where her home was. Then we settled in my house. Later, we got married and had Xiaojing..." Chen Ningsheng said.
Guo Xiang nodded. That's what happened.
"Then you don't want to go home and have a look?" Guo Xiang looks at Gu Wenjun.
Gu Wenjun looked guilty, "I have no face to go back... I'm sorry for my parents..."
"You still have a child..." Guo Xiang reminded me that she wanted to say that she left her child so irresponsible, but it was really hard to say what happened to her at that time.
"He... His father should take care of him?" Gu Wenjun murmured.
"You are too naive. He doesn't like you. Will he like your child?" Guo Xiang shook his head. "You don't know what life he has."
"He..." Gu Wenjun hurriedly grabbed Guo Xiang's hand. "How's he? He's not doing well?"
"Not good, very bad..." Guo Xiang said, his eyes a little wet, a little unwilling to talk about Zhennan's childhood, very distressed.
"After you left, Lu Yuanping married Cheng Juan, the woman with broken ties, and later gave birth to a son. It can be imagined how they would treat him well, either by beating or scolding. Later, when they were eight years old, they beat seriously, and the child ran away from home..."
"What?" Gu Wenjun was shocked. "How is he now? Did you get it back? "
"He has been floating outside for many years. Lu Yuanping lied that he was abducted by human traffickers, and Gu thought he was gone..." Guo Xiang smiled bitterly. "Later, he met his current adoptive parents and had a hard time in that poor place in southern Hunan..."
"It's my fault, I'm sorry for him..." Gu Wenjun's tears rolled down.
"How could you know so well?" Chen Ningsheng felt strange.
Guo Xiang smiled bitterly, "because he is my husband!"
"What?" Both husband and wife were shocked.