Zhang Sumei heard about Ji Changlin later, but she had no face to see him.
In fact, after that time, she regretted how she could have done that kind of thing. If she hadn't had him, she might have been sold to the poor mountain valley and honed by an old man who could be a father.
But he was ungrateful and betrayed him.
Although she had no more choice at that time, if she just kept silent, the consequences might not be so serious.
After he was framed by his apprentice, he gave him a heavier blow, which was even fatal, killing him a little.
So she has been living in self reproach and has never married again since she came out of the hospital.
After that, she also suffered a lot.
Later, I happened to be a nanny at Gu Xide's house because she had nursing knowledge and delicious cooking. The husband and wife were very good to her.
Zhang Sumei has settled down at home, so she has always been grateful.
At that time, Gu Sid's wife was still there and was very kind to her. She also tried her best to do her part.
During that period, the second old man also wanted to introduce her to a good family, but she refused.
First, she always felt guilty and felt that she did not deserve a good family. Second, she also wanted to make atonement for Ji Changlin and punish herself.
Later, Gu Sid's wife was gone, and she didn't think about it. Of course, age was also a reason.
Gu sid is now in her seventies. She is only in her forties.
She only wanted to take good care of Gu, which could be regarded as a reward for their kindness to themselves in those years.
She thought she would be like this all her life. Unexpectedly, she would meet Ji Changlin again at Guo Xiang's house.
The past came to my mind, and Aunt Zhang burst into tears. "I'm sorry for him!"
Guo Xiang sighed and didn't know what to say.
It's hard to say what happened at that time. Some families even their own children reported their parents, husbands and wives turned against each other, let alone unmarried couples.
I can't say who is right or wrong. Aunt Zhang used to protect herself, although she did it wrong.
"Will he... Live here?" Aunt Zhang looked at Guo Xiang with tearful eyes.
Guo Xiang frowned slightly. He would have stayed, but it's hard to say.
"If he doesn't want to see me, I'll go." Aunt Zhang said with tears.
"This..." Guo Xiang is really not in charge. She has taken care of grandpa for so many years and has been doing well. Can't she just drive away?
And grandpa is used to her care. He may not do well for another person.
"Maybe it's not that serious. Let's not mention this until my master lives down." Guo Xiang said.
Ji Changlin and them were in the living room. Aunt Zhang didn't go out in order not to let him see that she was bored. She just went directly to the kitchen when it was time to make lunch.
At noon, she specially cooked two dishes Ji Changlin used to like. They almost got married. Naturally, she knew his preferences.
Ji Changlin was stunned when he saw the dishes, but his face was very ugly. He didn't eat the two dishes at all.
Zhang Sumei observed it secretly, feeling dejected.
He hates himself. He hates his cooking.
After dinner, Guo Xiang took Ji Changlin to the West Wing room, "master, you live here. It's very tired to take the train for a few days. Have a good rest in the afternoon! "
"Yes!" Ji Changlin nodded, closed the door and lay down.
But he couldn't sleep in bed. He didn't expect to meet Zhang Sumei here.
The past came to my mind again. I saw her again and said it was impossible to be indifferent. After all, I used to be a person who wanted to get married and had feelings.
But after all these years, he had already forgotten.
Looking back on the past, maybe she couldn't help it, but she still couldn't let go.
Love is deep and hate is deep.
I just didn't expect that after so many years, she was still a nanny. Didn't she get married? Otherwise, how can children rest assured that she is still working in other people's homes at her age?
So even if she married someone, her life should not be good, right?
Ji Changlin sighed deeply. Although he had been in the countryside these years, he was very comfortable.
In the countryside, he received due respect and care. Although he was poor, he was much better than ordinary people.
He has no pursuit. It's enough to have his own corner.
But Zhang Sumei doesn't live well. Although they won't treat her badly in Xiaoxiang's family, she still has a low status after all.
But if he was allowed to forgive her, he didn't seem to be able to do it.
After all, I really hurt my heart.
Forget it, just be a stranger. I'm in my fifties. Why do I want so much?
When Guo Xiang returned to her room, Gu Zhennan asked her, "did Dr. Ji and Aunt Zhang know each other before?"
"You see something wrong?" Asked Guo Xiang.
"Well, Dr. Ji doesn't look very well." Gu Zhennan nodded.
Guo Xiang told Gu Zhennan what Zhang Sumei said about her past and her master.
"I can't imagine that they still have this origin. They are almost married?" Gu Zhennan was surprised.
"Creation makes people." Guo Xiang sighed, "otherwise my master would not be alone all his life. Maybe his children would have been there long ago."
"If so, neither you nor I will know Dr. Ji." Gu Zhennan said.
"That's what I said, so it's all fate." Guo Xiang nodded, "maybe they are predestined."
"It's hard to say. If it's fate, how can they meet here again? Maybe it's doomed? " Gu Zhennan smiled.
Guo Xiang's eyes lit up, really.
If Shifu doesn't care about the past, they may really be together. After all, they have feelings. It depends on whether Shifu can figure it out.
That era was special. There were too many people who made mistakes for a reason. If you really say it, you can forgive it.
Zhang Sumei was forced to do so, but his apprentice's malicious framing was unforgivable.
"Now I'm afraid they'll be embarrassed under the eaves. I'm afraid Dr. Ji will leave in a few days." Gu Zhennan said.
"I'm worried, too." Guo Xiang nodded. She was also worried about this.
In fact, she has always intended to provide for the elderly for her master. Gu Xide is here. They have a company. Master can also help Grandpa recuperate. But now, as soon as Zhang Sumei happens, she thinks it's impossible unless Zhang Sumei leaves.
Or two people together, but it's difficult. How can the knot of so many years be solved so easily?
On the other hand, Gu Xide also asked about Zhang Sumei. He also saw that something was wrong.
Zhang Sumei also told the truth.
"Dr. Ji is the one you almost got married. Did you say you were sorry for him?" Goosid was surprised.
"Yes!" Zhang Sumei looked ashamed. "If he dislikes me, I may not be able to do it anymore."
Gu Xide is really a little embarrassed. Zhang Sumei has taken care of herself for many years and tried her best without any selfishness.
Doctor Ji is also the master of his grandson's daughter-in-law. He is like old friends at first sight. It's really hard to choose.