Chapter 632

"I don't have a good appetite." Yan Mingsheng didn't want Xiaoqi to worry, so he didn't say much.

"You should pay attention to your health. You have a bad stomach." Looking at Yan Mingsheng, Xiao Qi feels that he is not in good spirits, and that he is very depressed.

"Dad, are you in a bad mood?"

Xiaoqi asks carefully if it's because her mother wants to get married.

Yan Mingsheng looked at him, "it's not good."

How can he be good.

"Dad, keep your spirits up. There's nothing you can't get through. You'll get better."

Xiaoqi tries his best to comfort Yan Mingsheng.

Yan Mingsheng looked at him with a forced smile, "I know, I'll get better."

Xiao Qi doesn't believe what he said, but he doesn't know how to comfort him.

"If you want to send me an invitation, give it to me."

Yan Mingsheng cheered up.

Xiaoqi gave the invitation to him, "my mother and I will do it together... If you don't have time, don't force it."

After thinking about it, Xiao Qi was still on the way.

It's cruel for Yan Mingsheng to see Luo marry Shao Jingtian.

"I didn't expect that your mother and son would have a wedding together." Yan Mingsheng looked at the invitation with emotion.

"I said it casually before. I didn't expect it to come true."

"It's good to get married when you meet the right one, or you'll regret it all your life if you miss it." Looking at Xiaoqi, Yan Mingsheng was full of envy. "If I were as brave as you, maybe..."

Maybe it won't be like today.

He is not as good as Xiao Qi.

At that time, because of parents' opposition, because they were afraid of being said to eat soft food, afraid of being said to lean on Shiluo, they finally did not make it public, so they married secretly.

He was clearly his beloved wife, but he said that he was a distant relative of his family.

Now think how ridiculous.

He used to make excuses for his career, but now when he looks at Xiaoqi, he is ashamed.

Xiaoqi is also a flow, but he is brave to maintain his love.

He didn't fear the cause that might collapse, and he won all respect in the end.

Compared with Xiao Qi, he was ashamed.

The more Yan Mingsheng thought about it, the more he regretted it.

Xiaoqi has no choice but to comfort her.

"Dad, it's all over. I'm not the same age as you. I'm an actor, and the conditions are better than you were at that time. So don't think about it any more. Maybe if it's no use, it's just uncomfortable."

Yan Mingsheng looked at Xiaoqi, "your mother taught you very well, and you comfort me when I do, but I know it's still my problem."

Now, if he came to grow up with Xiaoqi, Xiaoqi would not be so good, because he was not so good.

Yan Mingsheng is becoming more and more decadent, and his eyelids are jumping.

"Dad, are you ok? How has it changed? "

It's so self defeating.

Yan Mingsheng shook his head, "no, no, it's just that I didn't sleep well during this period. I'm a little listless. You don't have to care."

He thinks that he can't help, and he doesn't want to delay Xiaoqi.

"Can't you sleep well?" Xiaoqi frowned, "if there are many, do you want to go to the hospital?"

"No, I'm fine." Yan Mingsheng shook his head and changed the topic. "I didn't expect you to get married so early."

Nowadays, the age of entering the entertainment industry is getting younger and younger, but getting married is getting later and later. Many of them are after the age of 30 or even 40.

Xiao Qi is too young.

"When I meet you, I want to get married." Xiaoqi returns.

"Like her so much?" Yan Mingsheng laughs, "looks like a good person."

"Well, she's fine." Xiao Qi takes out his mobile phone to show Yan Mingsheng the photo of Xie Lu and he tells Yan Mingsheng about Xie Lu.

Yan Mingsheng listened carefully, "just think about it."

He couldn't help yawning.

Xiao Qi stopped talking, "Dad, if you're tired, go back to have a rest. If you can't sleep well all the time, or if there's something wrong, remember to see a doctor."

Yan Mingsheng agreed.

After seeing off Xiaoqi, Yan Mingsheng felt even worse.

When Xiao Qi talks about him and Xie Lu, he can't help thinking of him and Shiluo.

Shi Luo and he used to be so happy.

The more sober he was, the more painful he was. But Yan Mingsheng didn't even dare to get drunk.

As the wedding date of Shi Luo and his wife got closer and closer, Yan Mingsheng finally went to see a doctor.

Don't get drunk, at least let him sleep.

The doctor saw that he was in a very serious condition. He prescribed medicine for him, but he felt that he was in a wrong state. He also suggested that he go to see a psychologist again and introduced him to a doctor.

"If you're unhappy, you can talk to the doctor."

Yan Mingsheng didn't want to find a psychologist, but this sentence made him excited.

He has no friends, no one to talk to, no place to talk about his pain. Maybe he can find a stranger or a doctor.

Yan Mingsheng has gone.

The psychiatrist chatted to make sure that Yan Mingsheng was prone to depression.

He can not find the meaning of living, and is in a more dangerous stage.

The psychiatrist had a good chat with Yan Mingsheng to cheer him up.

Encourage him to find new interests, find the meaning of living fun.

The words of the psychiatrist are still useful. Yan Mingsheng thinks he really should find them.

But back home, he was troubled by insomnia again.

Yan Mingsheng couldn't help taking sleeping pills.

But after eating it, it still didn't work. Yan Mingsheng was more and more miserable and was on the verge of collapse.

He kept thinking about what the doctor had said.

He has to find the meaning of living.

He thought about it and couldn't think of anything else.

At his age, the success of his career has been felt, the child is not pro, then finally think about it, only think about Shiluo.

If Shiluo could come back to him, everything would be meaningful.

It's just a matter of time.

But Shiluo is getting married.

Yan Mingsheng is pulled by two thoughts: one is not to look for Shiluo, the other is to look for Shiluo.

Don't let Shi Luo marry Shao Jingtian. Even kneel down and ask her to come back.

Yan Mingsheng thought and even impulsively went out of the door, but suddenly woke up after going out.

No, no, he shouldn't.

Yan Mingsheng went back.

He forced himself not to think. He needed a break.

He took sleeping pills again.

But it still doesn't work.

Yan Mingsheng was physically involved, but his spirit was always excited.

He couldn't sleep all the time. He even suspected that there was something wrong with the medicine prescribed by the doctor.

Yan Mingsheng didn't remember how many times he took them, but later found that all the drugs prescribed by the doctor for a course of treatment had been finished.

After the medicine was finished, it seemed that the effect of the medicine had finally come into play.

He was in a daze, as if he was going to sleep in the past, and he seemed to go back to the time when Shiluo was still with him.

"Luo Luo, are you still working overtime? When you come back, I'll wait for you at home. "

Yan Mingsheng takes out his mobile phone and asks Luo to come back early.

No one answered at the other end of the phone. Yan Mingsheng shook his head. "Why don't you talk, Luoluo, or I'll pick you up. I'll pay attention not to be recognized."

Yan Mingsheng didn't hear any objection, "that's all right. I'll go out now."

He got up excited and fell to the ground as soon as he got out of bed.