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Song Shuhan nods and lowers her head again to pull the zipper of her boots.
Wen Mingyi thinks she is quite lovely. Sure enough, his fans are cute! But usually online is sister powder, mother powder more, in reality met a is sister powder, really strange.
Wen Mingyi turns his head in a good mood. Then he sees Si junduo standing not far away and smiles at him. It just seems that he is not very kind.
Wen Mingyi
Wen Mingyi feels a little guilty.
Song Shuhan went upstairs for a simple rinse, changed her clothes, and the meal was ready.
She ran downstairs to have dinner with everyone.
"Where do you want to play tomorrow?" Ji siyao asked her.
Song Shuhan originally wanted to go to the city wall to ride a bicycle, but now she changed her mind. She took a sneak look at Wen Mingyi and whispered, "let me see. I'll tell you before I go to bed."
"Good." Ji siyao said.
Si junduo catches this eye sensitively and looks at Song Shuhan quietly.
But song Shuhan has not noticed him at all. Now she is immersed in the happiness of eating at the same table with the male god. She only thinks that the meal tonight is very delicious. Looking at the male god's face, she can eat two more bowls!
After finishing the meal, Wen Wei and Ji siyao go to the kitchen to wash the dishes. Song Shuhan sees that the adults are not there, and then secretly sits next to Wen Mingyi.
Wen Mingyi was peeling an orange. Seeing her leaning over, she divided the orange into three parts, gave her one, and asked her, "what's the matter?"
Song Shuhan surprised from his hand took the orange, for a moment also reluctant to eat, obediently take.
"Will you be at home tomorrow?" She asked.
If she's here, she won't go out!
Wen Mingyi nodded.
Song Shuhan said frankly, "then I won't go out tomorrow."
"Why?" Wen Mingyi doesn't understand, "it's rare for you to come here. Go and have a good time. It's meaningless to stay at home."
"Interesting Song Shuhan even said, "it's more important to see love beans than to travel!"
Si junduo, who has been sitting next to Wen Mingyi, suddenly realized, "are you a fan of Mingming?"
Song Shuhan nods.
No wonder Si junduo whispered. No wonder they just whispered at the door, and song Shuhan secretly watched Wen Mingyi all the time. If they were fans, they would completely explain.
Si junduo was relieved unconsciously.
But as soon as he relaxed, Ji siyao said to them, "are you doing something tomorrow? If it's OK, you can hang out with Han Han. You are both young people, and there are many places to play. "
Si junduo was upset again. Wen Mingyi thinks this can be done. After all, he is his fan and the daughter of Ji siyao's friend. It's rare to come here. He can take her to play with him. "Good."
Si junduo:!!!
What did Wen Mingyi just say? Okay? He's hallucinating?!
He looks at Wen Mingyi, "are you going to go out with Han Han tomorrow?"
Wen Mingyi doesn't know what's going on. He immediately hears a sense of crisis from his words. He looks at Si junduo and says, "you're with us, the three of us."
"The three of us together?" Si junduo asked again.
Wen Mingyi
Wen Mingyi thinks his brother doesn't want to.
Song Shuhan also saw that Si junduo didn't seem to like it, so he said, "I just said that I won't go anywhere tomorrow and have a rest at home? Then rest and don't go out
Then she turned to Ji siyao and said, "Auntie, we have agreed to have a rest tomorrow. I've been playing for two days and I'm a little tired. I want to have a rest and play again."
"Well, you decide for yourself, and I won't get involved. Jun Jun, come and help me find the wine I made before. I can't find it
Si junduo stood up and accompanied her to the cellar.
When he got to the basement, he opened several wine cabinets and looked at them. Finally, he found them in a relatively hidden wine cabinet and took them out.
Ji siyao took it and asked him, "what happened to you just now? You don't want to accompany Han Han, but you don't agree with her. "
Si junduo is helpless, "then why do you want Mingming to accompany her?"
"Han Han, a girl who is not familiar with her life here, is it safer not to have someone to accompany her? Besides, she is about the same age as Mingming, so they can talk. You don't like other people, you don't like girls, but you obviously like girls. Maybe they can see each other. "
Si junduo didn't understand, "do you like Han Han very much? Be sure to find her a boyfriend between us. "
"Of course not." Ji siyao thinks that Si junduo doesn't understand his own pains at all. "I just think that Han Han is a good child. No matter you or Mingming, you always have to fall in love and get married. We parents certainly hope you can find a good partner, know the root and the bottom, and be at ease at home. "
"Han Han's family is well-equipped and sensible. I know her parents, too. If this can be done, it will be good for you and Mingming. I grew up watching Mingming. Can I not think about him? Don't you want your brother to find a daughter-in-law who knows his roots, who is beautiful, sensible and well matched? "
Si junduo was silent.
Ji siyao patted him on the shoulder. "You and tomorrow will get married one day, and then he will move out of the house. Aunt Wen and I are best friends. She is such a child. She is not around Mingming all the year round, so we have to worry about some things. If he's with Hanhan, I'll know Hanhan's parents as well. We can walk around and visit their couple from time to time, can't we? "
Si junduo did not speak. He turned and walked out of the basement and stepped up the steps.
When returning to the living room on the first floor, Si junduo can see that Wen Mingyi and song Shuhan are watching TV together, talking and laughing. To be fair, song Shuhan is really a good choice. Her family background, appearance and personality, not to mention that she is a fan of Wen Mingyi, but... Si junduo stands behind the potted plant, silently looking at Wen Mingyi's back, and unconsciously clenching her hands.
Just... As long as he thought that Wen Mingyi would leave this home, leave him, and live with others, Si junduo only felt sad and unacceptable.
He seemed to see the days when they didn't make up before, the days that he still doesn't want to recall.
He lost Wen Mingyi once. He knew what it was like, so he didn't want to lose it again, let alone for a lifetime.
No one in the world will love Wen Mingyi more than him, and no one will know Wen Mingyi better than him. Similarly, Wen Mingyi will not trust other people as he trusts him—— He didn't even tell others that he could become a cat or a dog. He only told him, only him.
They grew up together from childhood, like two trees relying on each other, accompanying and supporting each other. Their branches are next to each other, their roots are intertwined, and their trunks are covered with each other's vines.
So why do we have to separate?
At this moment, Si junduo's heart was beating wildly. Those feelings that I felt vaguely before, those emotions that I didn't know and didn't dare to think much before, were growing crazily at this moment, like biological invasion.
He likes Wen Mingyi. He thinks that he doesn't just want to be his neighbor brother, accompany him through a journey of his life, get off the bus and let him go to places he doesn't know.
But want to participate in his whole life, accompany him to go through this life, let him always in their own touch of the kind of like.
In his life, Wen Mingyi is the person he cares about most, and the person he cares about most is also Wen Mingyi. He gives Wen Mingyi almost all his emotions and his best temper. His shoulders only carry two responsibilities, one is his parents and his family, the other is Wen Mingyi.
He can no longer love other people like Wen Mingyi. He doesn't want results, doesn't care about returns, and has no regrets.
At this moment, Si junduo finally determined that he liked Wen Mingyi. Of course, he likes him and has always liked him, but for the first time, he found that his possessive desire for Wen Mingyi is far stronger than he thought.
At this moment, at the moment when the fermentation of these crazy feelings was about to break through his inner barriers, Si junduo could not help but move forward.
But soon, he came back.
Those surging emotions, like the ebb and flow after the tide, retreat again and return to peace after the waves are aroused.
If Wen Mingyi is a girl, if he likes Wen Mingyi more shallowly, or even if he has less sense of responsibility for Wen Mingyi, then he will walk over and tell Wen Mingyi his feelings without hesitation.
But there are no ifs.
In the growth of him and Wen Mingyi, he is always the one in front of him. Wen Mingyi looks at him and follows him step by step according to his footprints. He always trusted and depended on himself. Even if they separated for more than a thousand days and nights, he did not hesitate to choose the university he graduated from and stepped on his own footprints.
What is his feeling for himself? It is the admiration for elder brother; It's respect for my brother; It's also a dependence on the bamboos and horses who grew up together. But none of these feelings is about love.
He likes girls, maybe not song Shuhan, but also other characters. In their relationship, Wen Mingyi is always generous and frank. He looks at himself with clear eyes, without any impurity or emotion related to love. He even tested him, but there was no result.
He is not among the candidates for Wen Mingyi's love. In Wen Mingyi's heart, he is the person closest to him, the person he relies on most, the person he trusts most, but not the one he wants to love.
Wen Mingyi may like anyone, but it won't be him.
Si junduo is very clear, even too clear, that the same-sex circle is a very narrow circle. He stands here and Wen Mingyi stands in the sun. He can't bear to pull Wen Mingyi in, especially when Wen Mingyi doesn't want to come in.
If Wen Mingyi likes him and wants to be with him, he will never refuse. He will always give in for Wen Mingyi. But if Wen Mingyi doesn't like him and his love has nothing to do with him, then he won't pull him into the mire of his own feelings.
He is like a poor but rich man, holding his hands full of pearls and gems with his hands full of mud. He wants to offer them to the youth he likes, but because the other side doesn't like them, he silently carries his hands behind him.
He has a full belly of butterflies, but none of them can fly out.