Chapter 274 a man should not cry lightly
Jiang Chuheng's smile deepened a little, and he gave her a piece of fish with a fishbone. Although she did not look very good today and looked very spirited, she did not contradict herself as much as before, and no matter what, she still got along well.
After dinner, jiang chuheng wanted to wash the dishes, but Li Haitang stopped him. There weren't many bowls. There was hot water. She went to wash them herself.
When she came back from washing, she saw him smoking on the sofa. In less than ten minutes, there was a cigarette butt in the ashtray, and he had just lit another one in his hand.
She made a cup of tea, handed it to him, and pursed her lips, "When did you start smoking?"
Jiang chuheng took a puff of smoke and saw her frown. Obviously, he didn't like the smell of smoke. He put it out directly and said in a low voice, "More than two years ago."
Drinking to drown his sorrows was even more worrying, and so was smoking, but he was addicted to it.
"It's not good for your health to smoke less." Li Haitang didn't know what to say, so he could only give a mechanical reminder.
Jiang Chuheng pursed his lips and looked at her fixedly. When she was about to lose his sight and try to avoid it, he suddenly pulled her into his arms.
"Ah... Chu heng, let go." Li Haitang looked panicked.
He held her in his arms, so that she could not move a little, no matter how hard she tried to break free. His thin body was held across his legs, and he lowered his head. His forehead rested on her slightly cold forehead, and the tip of his nose was pressed together. His soft breath sprayed on her face, and then he kissed his red lips, which he had missed for a long time.
"Chu heng!" Li Haitang felt the pain in his heart and tried to stop him, but somewhere in his heart he was making her obey him.
His kisses today were light and gentle, like a dragonfly touching water, moving back and forth many times, and then imprinting marks on her eyes, nose, and face.
I don't know how long later, a very depressed voice above my head rang out, "Haitang, I can't forget you, and I don't want to forget either. Without you, I live as soulless as you did. What should I do? What should I do?"
Li Haitang's throat felt as if it had been stuffed with cotton wool. He wanted to reach out and touch him. Before he could move, a scalding tear fell on her face. Then, two, three drops, more and more.
He cried, he actually cried.
The man did not shed tears lightly, but he did not reach the point of sadness.
She was the one who forced him to live such a depressing life, but there was nothing she could do about it. Li Haitang broke free and caressed his face with a sobbing voice, "Chu heng, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
Jiang chuheng's eyes were red and mixed with tears as he kissed her face, her lips blocking her apology. It's not that she's sorry for him, it's that he's sorry for her. He's the one who made her suffer so much, and he deserves it.
Their tears intertwined and their tongues danced together. By this time, both frozen hearts were alive and began to beat again.
After some time, she finally stopped. Jiang Chuheng leaned close to her ear and said in a hoarse voice with a smile, "Haitang, I'm very happy today."
Li Haitang did not speak. His face, which was pressed against his chest, was smiling, and his hands were clasped tightly around his back.
"Haitang, I don't want to let you go anymore, and I won't allow you to leave me. Give me some time to deal with the family affairs. Give me another chance, will you?" Jiang Chuheng hugged her a little tighter, his attitude as insistent as ever.
"Your mother... She, she won't agree." Li Haitang still remembered that when he saw his parents this morning, his mother was still very vigilant towards her.
"It's okay. It doesn't matter if she agrees or not. There's no need to care." Jiang Chuheng raised her head slightly and kissed her slightly red and swollen lips. The corners of her mouth curled up slightly, "Haitang, she forbids you to enter the gate of the jiang family. Then you don't have to go. You just have to enter my door of the jiang chu heng family. You don't have to care about anything else. If it doesn't work, I can go into your house. I'll put a burden on you."
"Poof!" Li Haitang suddenly smiled, a line of tears came out, and followed the corner of his eyes.
"Don't cry, don't cry." Jiang chuheng wiped her tears and looked very serious, "Haitang, what I said is true. Both my brothers live outside after marriage. I won't go back either. If my mom doesn't apologize to you, I won't forgive her, and she won't be in charge of our affairs."
Li Haitang narrowed his eyes slightly and said in a low voice, "Chu heng, your mother has some truth in her words. You are a soldier. My family's situation will drag you down and affect your future..."
Before she could finish speaking, he interrupted her, "Haitang, I don't care. I just want you. I don't care about anything else. For you, I would rather give up this uniform and start a business with you."
"You..." She could not say a thousand words. His childhood dream was to become a soldier and become the backbone of weapon research in the new era. For her willingness to abandon her ideals, she was speechless.
"Haitang, after all these years, none of us has changed our minds. None of us has let go. Let's not torture each other and ourselves like this, okay? Let's live our lives according to our hearts, shall we?"
Jiang Chuheng had been really punishing himself for the past few years. Nearly a thousand days and nights had been boring. Apart from work, he returned to his room every day to smoke and study. He felt that there was no meaning or interest in life.
Until she came back, his heart warmed up a little. He began to pay attention to her every day and felt that there were more things to do in his life.
Seeing that she was still silent, Jiang Chuheng bit her nose and said firmly, "Haitang, you won't answer now. It's all right. When I get everything done, you can answer me then."
Li Haitang threw himself into his arms, hugged his waist and sobbed softly.
This night, Jiang Chuheng did not leave. He did not go to the next room to rest, and lay on the sofa for the whole night. It was the night he had slept the most soundly in years, and the night he had slept the most soundly.
The next day, after daybreak, Li Haitang was still in bed. He put on his clothes and planned to go out and buy some breakfast. Holding the key, she walked out of the house lightly and just closed the door. The door of the room opposite 1202 opened.
Chu Xiaoman was going to go out and throw rubbish. When she saw Jiang Chuheng coming out from the opposite side, she didn't react for a long time. Then she pointed at the opposite door and stammered, "Brother Four, what are you doing here? What are you doing here? You, you lived here last night?"
"Yes." Jiang Chuheng was in a good mood, and his lips curved.
Chu Xiaoman had not seen his smiling face for a long time. He turned his head and asked in a low voice, "Brother Four, have you made up? You two already, already that?" Don't blame her for thinking like that. A man and a woman living in the same room, or two lovers, they wouldn't just talk under the covers.
Jiang Chuheng naturally knew what she meant and shook his head, "No, you're thinking too much. We just talked about it last night and asked her to give me some more time. I'll pursue her again after I talk to my family."