Chapter 313: unable to walk out of the strange circle that I created
At this time, the tv station suddenly broadcast the news of the successful listing of the China union international education group. After the brief introduction of the host, Li Haitang's interview was also broadcast.
Looking at this woman hovering in her mind for so many years, Sun Bingqing unconsciously sat up straight, his originally dull eyes glowed, and his hands clasped tightly on his legs. At this moment, the past clearly appeared in his mind.
Her life began to change because of Li Haitang.
She had also regretted and reflected, but in the end, she could not walk out of the strange circle she had created.
She used to be a high princess, and the other party was just a small person struggling in the remote countryside. They should not have met, but because of a man, she took the initiative to let each other meet.
She thought she was going to win, but in the end she lost completely.
And put himself in this position.
In fact, it was not long, but in ten years, their lives had undergone earth-shaking changes. The other party had become the princess in everyone's hands, but he had become a mud bug that everyone disliked.
It might have been fate, but it was her own doing.
The interview on tv was not very long. It was only a short two or three minutes. After Sun Yujie finished watching it, he turned his head and saw that his sister had finally performed a little differently. Her performance did not make her happy, but rather more worried.
"Sis, it's all over. Let it go."
Sun Yujie knew that Li Haitang was a thorn in her heart, but she planted this thorn in her heart, not the other party planted it for her, so why be stubborn?
Sun Bingqing did not answer her. Instead, he relaxed and continued to sit back on the sofa, returning to his usual cold demeanor.
"Bingqing, you shouldn't think about people and things that you shouldn't think about anymore. They have nothing to do with you. Thinking about them will only cause you more trouble. What you should think about now is how to live a good life. The three of us, mother and daughter, work together to earn money, fill in the holes your father and brother created, and save them as soon as possible."
Ever since she was released from prison, Yan Xiaoyun rarely spoke harshly to her because he was afraid of provoking her to do something drastic. Today, after she saw the news about Li Haitang, she showed this look again. It was obvious that she was still deep in her heart, or did not see her current situation clearly, and she was angry.
"She was the trigger for the Yan family, but you know in your heart that even without her, someone else would be the lead. In fact, the upper echelons had already targeted us, and your grandfather already had a premonition, but the speed of things changing was much faster than his old man expected. Now that things are settled and the men who can do it are still waiting for us, can't you just stand up and live your life so that they can see some hope in it?" This was the first time Yan Xiaoyun had yelled at his eldest daughter.
Sun bing lowered his head a little, his face was a little ashamed, and his voice was a little low, "Mom, I know."
"Don't talk about it. You have to think about it in your heart. Some people, who have nothing to do with you, are people from two different worlds. You don't have to tangle with them at all. They can live happily, and so can you. You can't walk out now. You've been living in a strange circle. It has nothing to do with them. You're torturing yourself."
Yan Xiaoyun also regretted that she had failed to guide her daughter's relationship in time, much less that she would be so stubborn and crazy emotionally.
If she had known this earlier, she would have stopped persuasion, educated her, and told her that it was not sweet to force a fight.
Jiang Chuheng did not have any feelings for her, it was her daughter's wishful thinking, the other party had never shown her half of love, the attitude was very clear, why should she be infatuated with him?
There were many good men in this world, not only him, but the good men who had pursued her were enough to line up a few rounds around the capital city and let her choose. But she didn't look at them. She was so stubborn and stubborn that she ended up doing something wrong and killing herself for the rest of her life.
"You are not young now, and your marriage is not yet settled. Now that our family is in such a situation, we can't find a good partner. I won't rush you for such a big thing."
"Mother only wants you to put down the past and start a new life. Mother and daughter will carry this family together and wait for your father and brother to come out. Then we will leave this place of trouble and find a quiet place to spend some leisure time."
Yan Xiaoyun had lived in the capital for most of his life. He had lived a glorious life in the past, and now he had a deep understanding of the world.
When something happened at home, she felt the sky was falling, her old father and husband were caught, her son was sentenced to a heavy sentence, and her daughter was involved in the case. All her brothers and nephews were locked up, leaving a group of women and children who were ignorant of the world outside. There was nothing they could do but cry and wipe away tears. At that time, she was dying. It was her youngest daughter and son-in-law who supported her through the toughest days, and now she's finally coming through.
After all these ups and downs, she saw through a lot of things, and now she no longer has the right to heart, just want to get together safely as soon as possible.
"Okay." Sun Bingqing replied simply.
For some reason, she was not as confident as her mother. She could not see the bright future. She always felt that her eyes were dark, and she could not see a glimmer of light pulling her back to the colorful past.
Looking at her lifeless appearance, Yan Xiaoyun couldn't let go of his depression and didn't want to talk to her anymore. He sat back on the sofa and continued knitting.
She stopped talking, and Sun Yujie continued to persuade her. She didn't want to see her sister sink like this.
Sun Yujie didn't just walk around today and brought Sun Bingqing a money-making project. She was in a special situation and could not apply for a job in a state company. She could only apply for a job in a private company, perhaps opening her own business. She was unwilling to go to the former, and probably still couldn't let go of face, so she temporarily worked in her own bookstore.
Sun Yujie had a friend who was in the publishing and printing industry and was planning to develop in the field of teaching materials in primary and middle schools. She thought that her sister graduated from the geography department of a normal university and was a university teacher before that, so it was completely okay to write the teaching materials for primary and middle school geography, so she decided to talk about this project for her.
Sun Bingqing did not reject the idea of earning money that his sister had brought him and agreed without hesitation.
Her brother, Sun Jinglai, had created a huge hole in Qiongzhou island and owed hundreds of millions of dollars to the bank. Although he had found a way to fill it later, there was still a big hole to fill. As sisters, they could only earn money to pay it back.