Chapter 15 Regression Manual 015zation

Awakening

“Were you worried? ”

“Th-that's... ”

“That's funny, kid. Look at you pretending you're not. It bothers me that I went to Ki-young. ”

“I didn't think so, Hye-young. Oh, no matter what you do... It has nothing to do with me... ”

“You look different.... ”

“Really, really. ” Trans l a t e d by ｊpmtl .co ｍ

“I'm serious. Don't be silly, girl. Who do you think doesn't know what's inside of you? Look blind, look stupid, have a good head. Who'd have thought he'd just get a big fish like that out of here? Is your face better than I thought...? I don't get it. Or maybe he has a strange taste. Why would anyone do that? People who are interested in people who look like they don't have enough. Phew.”

I couldn't understand exactly what he was talking about.

“That look again. I really don't like it. ”

“Sin, sin, sorry. ”

“Sorry for what? They're all treating me like a fool anyway... ”

“Well, that's not it. I, I just... ”

“Do you really think Ki-young likes you? Does it look like he cares about you? ” T r ans la t e d b y ｊpm tl .ｃ o ｍ

“Well, that's... ”

“Don't get me wrong, you stupid girl. You're really lucky. It's just the first thing I noticed, and somehow I got caught up. You don't know him, but I know his type. People like you don't trust people very much. I get bored easily and throw it away when I don't need it anymore. ”

“Oh, you don't. And…"

“You want to believe that. Because it helps you to believe that. But what should I do? Maybe I'm right... It may be okay right now, but it'll be different in a little while. You seem a little bored to me. Phew. Haven't you heard that before? ”

I bit my lips tightly.

It was very confusing.

My head is so hot. I'd like to shout Moore, but I can't even pronounce my voice.

But my body continued to flutter.

“I've never seen that look before. Are you angry? You stabbed him in the heart? You were always the one who got dumped, weren't you? ”

“Ah, ah, ah, ah, no. ”

“No. It's all over my face. Or are you going to lose a lot of money? Either way, it's miserable. You know, don't think you're always the first. What do you think happened out there that you don't see? ”

I slowly approached Park Hye-young's face. Suddenly, I heard a slight whisper in my ear, and I heard a voice that I didn't even know existed.

“About Ki-young... She's better than I thought. ”

“Don't lie to me! ”

“Oh, I see. ” T r an s l a t e d b y ｊp ｍtl.co ｍ

Tears keep coming out of my eyes.

Well, I wanted to argue with Moore, but I think something's blocking my throat.

She's right.

I was abandoned by my parents and by my sisters.

I was separated from my friends and everyone I liked.

Maybe he's just really bored.

I always make mistakes and can't speak up.

Misdirection was everyday and time alone is even more convenient.

Still.

‘Not you. ’

That's not who you are.

It's a little different from people so far. It is inherently different from people I have met

He said it was like family. She said she was like a sister and wanted to save her life.

I always cared about her every day and took care of myself. Ducky also told me that.

He told me every day that he cared for me. Trans l ated by jp m tl.c oｍ

I always cheered me on being better at making mistakes.

I smiled and answered the stupid question, and kept it quiet.

“Well, that can't be right. ”

“I think that's your hope. It can happen enough, to be honest. I'm warning you, brother. If you want something, you better suck it before you get dumped. Otherwise, they'll take everything. ”

“Y-yeah, stop it. Oh, that way with my brother... ”

“No.”

Soon after I saw the smile on his mouth, I felt a tingling sensation in his shoulders.

My body naturally pushes back.

I smashed my butt on the ground and looked back, but only the back of Park Hye-young who is already heading far away is reflected in my view.

At the same time, voices pour in from everywhere.

“Sounds good.”

“What was that? ”

“Perhaps our naive whore will soon be abandoned. ”

“Stop it. I'm listening, kid. ”

“Stop what? Didn't you just hear? Soon I'll be alone again... Then who else will I fight? Ah! Don't you have anyone to fight anymore? I'd rather stick it to Seok Woo... You should know the theme. That's why I'm alone.” T rans l a t e d b y jp ｍt l .c o ｍ

“I'm so lonely now. ”

That can't be right.

‘No way. ’

You can't just abandon me.

You can't just abandon yourself like that when you said you'd always be with me.

There's no way my brother, who told me he was like family, would abandon me.

I don't know, really? ’

But in her head, her voice keeps ringing in her ears.

“No way! ”

“What was that? ”

“Did she just scream? You must be really angry.... ”

“It's just getting to the point. Kick.”

That can't be right. You can't just abandon me.

You're not like the others. It was always warm and kind.

‘You abandoned me, too. ’

“Oh, no. ”

‘No, your parents abandoned you. ’

“It's not like that. You're different, you're different. ”

Definitely would be different

It's very difficult to calm my heart. I feel like I can't breathe well.

My breathing is getting shorter and I'm losing my mind. Tears rose from my eyes, but they didn't flow down my cheeks.

You hear the sound of ridicule around you.

I don't really care about sounds like that. I needed something a little more than that.

It's where my brother is headed.

It'll only take a minute, right? Tell him there's something he doesn't know, and he'll meet you there. ’

I'm sure you will.

I need to see your face a little bit. I feel calm.

When I was making a crazy move, I heard a voice from somewhere.

It was Lee Ji-hye's voice.

“Gather around, everyone. ”

“Yes.”

“Hyunsung and Deoku tomorrow, Ki-young is going to borrow some people from here. I think you can hear the details from Hyunsung, and I think you should prepare yourself for today's nominee. ”

From what I've heard, we're going out together.

It was natural to think we could be together a little more.

I don't know why I forgot that. Now there will be a little more time together.

‘Thank goodness.'

When I turned my head, I saw Kim Hyun-gu, Park Deok-gu, and Ki-young coming together behind Ji-hye.

‘Brother.'

A somewhat different serious face than usual, but it feels like something is stabilizing.

My heart thumped, but my head didn't hurt or dizzy.

The frustration I felt earlier was all resolved by just making eye contact.

I felt flushed for no reason because I didn't understand.

‘I saw this place. ’

He was definitely staring at this place.

Kim Hyun-seong opened his mouth quietly as the sound of the murmur subsided.

“I'm sorry to have brought you all together like this while you're busy. As you probably know, it's hard to survive here. Food rations are shrinking day by day, and survivors are continuing to grow. Food and water from Startpoint, but not enough. We thought we needed to widen our radius of activity a little bit. ”

“Ah…. ”

“We need more men to fight than we do now. Of course, I know you're afraid of those monsters. Some of you are not used to fighting, and some of you don't want to leave. But first we have to move. I hate to break it to you, but if you don't, eventually you're all going to get hurt. So we decided it was right to go out with you sequentially. ”

Ki-young was the brother who opened his mouth after Kim Hyun-seong.

“Ki-young. ”

“Yes, I understand what you're afraid of. But there are some things you have to fight for. As you may know, this is not the Earth we were on. I think you know what the status window and the system characteristics and the job mean. Flames.”

The flame rises from the palm of my hand.

The eyes of the people around me changed greatly.

“I don't know exactly what happened, but my job in the status window is a wizard. I don't have a lot of magic to deal with yet, but I'm just as ordinary as you are. They ran away because they were scared and hid because they didn't want to face them. If you fight without fear, even though it was luck at first, you get it. If the group gets stronger, we can all get stronger, and eventually we can escape. We need to be a little more subjective. ”

“Ooooo…. ”

“Let's take you two with us for a demonstration. Mr. White."

“Ah…. ”

“And Hye-young. ”

“Yes. Please take good care of him. ”

“Let's take you two with us for now. Once you've reached a certain level of stability, we'll break back into pairs and take the next person. Any questions?”

“I'd appreciate it if you could explain what criteria you chose. ”

“Possibility. And it's also to alleviate your anxiety. ”

“We hunt amongst ourselves.... ”

“I don't want to discourage your free will, but I don't recommend it. ”

I heard loud noises, but I couldn't hear them properly.

More than that, Park Hye-young, the woman's appearance comes into view.

I heard someone else was going, but I didn't expect her to go with me.

“Sister, congratulations. ”

“You can't get hurt. ”

“Hyunsung, Ki-young, Deok-gu will probably be okay as well. It's a little scary, but we're gonna get through this. It's good to have more people to fight. ”

Celebrating, surrounded by people. I'm not jealous.I just feel weird.

‘Don't take it. ’

hurrying back up to the top of the statue, I saw that my brother was also looking at Park Hye-young.

A slight smile hangs over his mouth.

Not only does the voice that I heard keep coming back to me, but I can still catch my breath.

‘He's a weary type. ’

Park Hye-young runs up to the top of the statue and gives the handshake to others.

‘I will be abandoned. ’

They'll take it away from me. ’

‘My sisters abandoned you. ’

"My parents, too. ’

‘Stop, stop. Stop it.'

‘You end up…. ’

‘Stop... ’

‘Discard…. ’

‘No.’

The moment you hold Park Hye-young's hand like that.

I feel like something's broken inside.