Chapter 191 Regression Manual 191

Fool (5)

I saw her lying quietly in an unfamiliar landscape. Kasgano Yuno reflects on his vision as well.

The landscape is completely different from the landscape I just had.

Unlike the sounds of thunder and scream, there are only birds chattering here.

It's hard to say luxurious, but in a neatly organized room, I can't move my body.

And then, for a moment, I think I saw the structure of this room.

When I saw the car through Casgano Yuno once, I was also lying in this room. Tra n sl at ed b y Ｊpmtl .c om

Casgano Yuno must have let me stay here after he found me.

I don't know how much time has passed since I fainted, but it sure as hell didn't look like I was normal in the black world.

If you can't move your body, even if you turn it over, more than half of your body is broken. This is the limit.

Of course, it was a miracle I survived the attack.

If Casgano Yuno hadn't found me, I would have died slowly in it.

I couldn't move. Probably couldn't move a finger. All functions of the body have ceased and remain conscious.

The door opens quietly, and Casgano Yuno approaches and opens his mouth. Tra n s la t e d b y ｊpｍt l.c o m

‘Poor guy. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘Poor guy. ’

Casgano Yuno looks a little more mature than he is now. His hair was a little longer and his mood was a little calmer as it was two years later.

‘I'm sure you have a lot of questions. I can't tell you anything right now, but I think you should focus on getting better. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘I see the introduction wasn't there yet. My name is Kasgano Yuno. I think you've heard of it. I don't think it's such a big reputation.... ’

‘ ……. ’

‘Yes, you probably know that. I'll tell you more about why I brought you here. You can't be sure if your body will recover, but I think you'll be able to do normal activities if you have the will. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘I'm getting a little chatty. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘I'll leave you alone today. Then... again tomorrow. ’

In the black world, I didn't see Casgano Yuno leave.

She probably didn't even see her face because her gaze was fixed in the ceiling. Tr an sla t ed b y jpm tl.c o m

However, he seemed to be thinking about many things. I felt like I didn't know why I was feeling nervous, anxious, what I was worried about, and what I was feeling.

He's dead.

Perhaps the reason I am shaking so much in the black world is because I was aware of it.

You can't see the tears continue to flow without moving or making a sound.

It's a miserable face for everyone.

I was a little more sentimental than I am now.

Honestly, I had to admit that my feelings for watching this were a little shaky.

I've been watching this from a third party standpoint, but technically, it wasn't a third party.

The tears did not stop.

I was just watching quietly, me in the black world, with nothing to say but tears in my eyes.

After a few days, Casgano Yuno looked for me again.

Technically, it's not a one-time thing.

He was in charge of all the nurses. I didn't know why she was being so nice to me, but I could tell Casgano Yuno was thinking about me in a complicated way.

She in the black world knows that she and I will be together in the future.

I didn't seem to know it in the black world, but knowing that a witch could see the future and the past, I could understand why she was so devoted to me. T r a ns l ate d by ｊp ｍ t l.c o ｍ

I would be thinking about pitying me in the black world and changing me in the black world.

Once again, the landscape changes.

The background hasn't changed, but the difference is that I can speak and move my body to some extent.

"Are you awake?"

‘ ……. ’

‘I brought you something to eat. ’

‘Now... I can eat. ’

‘You're still having a hard time moving. ’

‘No need…. ’

‘I haven't told you that it's going to be hard. Give it to me.I 'll feed you. ’

‘ ……. ’

Unlike the fairly dedicated Kasgano Yuno, this feels like he doesn't trust her.

That's a natural reaction.

Even if I was, I wouldn't trust Casgano Yuno. I didn't know if she was aware, but my eyes are not very favorable.

‘Why did you save me? No, I'll change the question. What is the eye that sees the essence, the future and the past? Do you know anything about the future? Or did you know this was going to happen? ’ Tr a nsla t ed by Ｊp mt l.ｃ o ｍ

‘The information I have is limited. It's not all about the future. It's not all about the past. ’

‘Then... why did you save me? ’

‘That…. ’

‘You know me from the future. ’

Casgano Yuno does not answer.

That was a positive.

Maybe in the black world, I thought I was rolling my head over and over again. You continue to question why she saved me and what this favor might be.

In the meantime, the landscape changes and time flows.

Casgano Yuno was still taking very good care of me, and I seemed to be opening up to her favors.

Casgano Yuno has more time to tell me useless stories.

Her childhood story.

Talk about her surroundings and her life.

Her personal story.

The topic constantly changed and sometimes more time to talk inside.

Not sure, but around this time, I thought Casgano Yuno was in love with me.

I didn't seem to realize it yet in the black world, but the appearance of Casgano Yuno I saw was definitely the face of a woman I loved.

I looked like I was thinking about me every day, and I looked like I was trying to figure out what to do for me every day.

After finishing hard work, I immediately went into the room and spent time with him, and sometimes I shed tears after closing my visit.

I am happy with one small compliment and sad with one small annoyance.

I tried to write letters, and many days I couldn't sleep thinking of myself.

‘Why are you doing me a favor? ’

‘ ……. ’

Sometimes, I did not get the right answer.

I just flushed my face and lowered my head.

In the black world, I had more time to suffer.

A little time has passed and the pain of the past begins to heal with a slight body wound.

Of course, Lee Young-young in the black world did not seem to want it. More time to drink alone and more time to get irritated or lose anger.

I thought you might be thinking. You know that the nutrition of that memory is what drives me.

Casgano Yuno had more time to see the future.

He continued to want to peek at things he couldn't see.

I can almost see why she's obsessed with the future.

Perhaps since then, Kasgano Yuno has imagined a completely different future with me.

You are continuing to consume stats to see your desired future.

I wanted to tell you it was stupid, but I couldn't hear a voice. I was the third person watching.

More time has passed.

In the black world, I was better enough to move completely, and Casgano Yuno's position became a little more frequent.

Flowers bloom in small conversations and talk.

Perhaps by this time, I had a lot to think about.

I didn't know what he was thinking, but interestingly, Lee Yi-young in the black world was thinking about whether to use Casgano Yuno or just accept the favor.

It looked pretty threatened, so it seemed a little unsafe to me, so I won't need another word.

I relied on Casgano Yuno in the black world.

"Lee, it's time for tea. ’

‘Oh, thank you. ’

‘I think you should take a look at your body today. To say that he's still fully recovered.... ’

‘It's okay. I can't help it. ’

‘But…. ’

‘Do you have a hobby of taking care of children? ’

‘Well, that's not true. It's just...'

There has also been a lot of time to play this useless prank.

The atmosphere is ridiculous to me. In a certain way, it is a natural outcome.

She was dedicated to me and she wasn't telling me, but I was mentally challenged.

In a certain way, I thought that the results would not be good for me, even though it looked like I was growing green love.

At least I was thinking of leaving Casgano Juno.

I didn't tease him in front of Juno, but I know what he's suffering from.

Lee was afraid to forget.

I am feeling a lot of stress about the wounds that are healing and the wounds of a broken mind.

Casgano Yuno was drunk in his dreams, but at least he looked like a bomb to me.

The bomb about to go off.

The landscape changes and the field of view changes.

She and I seem a little close, but I instinctively seem to be rejecting it in the black world.

Spring came for Casgano Yuno.

Winter stopped and spring came.

Green is thicker and summer is coming.

Once again, the seasons change and the leaves fall.

‘I'm going out. ’

‘What… I'm not sure what you mean. ’

‘I think you know best. ’

‘Th-there's just a little bit more. ’

The leaves fall.

‘Ah, my body hasn't fully recovered yet. ’

‘I know best that my body is normal now. ’

‘That's not true… You still need to take care of yourself a little more. ’

‘ ……. ’

Please... don't go. Lee Young-nim. ’

The leaves fall.

‘I thank you. I haven't asked you why you're doing me favors since the first time, but I think I know why. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘I'm grateful to you, but that's it. I'm going to kill a lot of people and right my wrongs. It's gonna be more cruel. I think that's the future you saw. Or it could be my last. ’

‘That's not it. It's not like that. That's not what I saw. Lee, what I saw was you... with you. ’

The leaves fall.

‘It was you and me together. I... saw it with my own eyes. I saw you and I together in this house. We looked happy. I had two children. I hadn't heard of them yet, but they were certainly good kids. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘You cared for me and loved me. ’

‘That's a lie.’

‘Tsk... tsk, tsk, tsk. You and I were having a peaceful life. Yeah, they both looked happy. You certainly seemed happy, not just me. I had a normal life. I found you because the future that I saw was constantly being watched. I didn't mean it any other way. ’

‘You're lying. I see it in my eyes... And... I have no choice but to waste my time here. ’

‘You stroked my head and whispered to me that you love me. Mo, I've been living happily ever after, forgetting everything. Luck... Destiny! That's right. Luck, fate. This... is destiny. It is fate, destiny that you and I are happy to be free from all the pain and oppression and grief of our past. ’

The leaves fall.

Forgot what? ’

‘Pain, pain... it seemed like I'd forgotten it. I didn't see Lee Young-young suffering in the future I saw. He didn't even try to forget his pain with alcohol. He never suffered, and always smiled. He seemed really happy. About him... ’

"What?"

‘Ah... ’

Do you think I forgot? ’

‘Yi, Yi Young... That's... No... ’

‘Do you think I forgot?' ’

‘Lee, Young-nim... Well... ’

"Did you really think I'd forget to smile when you spent all this time here? Did I think I'd forget what those hypocrites did...? Because I don't ask questions about him. Did you really think I was gonna forget? Did you really think I'd wipe that stupid dead pig out of my head? That's really the future you saw? That's what you saw?! ’

‘That's... ’

‘Don't be ridiculous. I won't forget. Casgano Yuno, you're poison. I thought you were a drug, but you weren't. You were poison to me. Destiny? I don't know what you're talking about, but I know one thing for sure. It's my destiny to be here. ’

‘Ah... ’

‘It is your destiny that brought me here. I'm here to help you decode the toxins that are biting me. ’

"Yi Young-nim... Ugh... ’

The leaves fell.

"Forget cheap sympathy. Stupid bitch. You're all the same. ’

‘Ahhhh... Poor guy.'

Do you think you deserve my pity? ’

The leaves fell.

‘Queek... queek... ’

"Thank you. You remind me of what to do. You'll be a beacon. ’

‘Queek... ’

‘It will be an indicator of how cruel I can be. This is the conclusion you want. Isn't that right? It may be a little different from the happy life you want... but you're here for me. ’

‘Queek... queek... ’

The leaves fell.

‘I will keep thinking of you by my side. You'll be the vessel that won't let me forget him. It's good for you, too. Am I right? ’

‘Don't... cry. My... love. ’

‘ ……. ’

‘Don't cry. My love.... ’

The leaves fell.

The fool stepped on the leaves.

Winter...

Long winter has come again.