My white is different (4)
“You mean Jeongyan. ”
“Yes.”
“You've been very quiet lately. He was kinder.He took good care of it every time... But he was a little scared of what happened before, but he hasn't had any sign of it lately. Th-there's nothing wrong with your eyes. I don't know if you've been patient or if you've realized something. ”
“I thought it was definitely quiet.... ”
“That's why... ”
“Ah! Yes. ” T ra n sl at e d by jpm tl.c o m
“I'm sorry about all this... but I didn't think you needed to send me away. It's convenient for me to be here... I like living in Lindell now. ”
“I understand what you're saying, Mr. Sora. ”
‘I didn't want to send you out in the first place.... ’
It would be nice to hear you say it with your own mouth. Of course, the purpose of this conversation is not her demobilisation.
‘I think I can see he's really different if he says this.... ’
It was natural to check on Jungyan's condition recently.
It was a problem while carrying out various foreign activities, but we can't just sit here and watch this. T ransl a t e d by jp m tl .c o m
Deploying forward bases in the north and preparing for an overall war by the Continental Protection Commission.
Both were important, but the growth of the secret weapon that humanity had was also important.
I don't know what Jeongyan thinks of Hanzoya, but Jeongyan considers Hanzora as a friend who can tell her mind.
Every time something happened, she used to leave it by her side, so Jungyan would have no choice but to have a limited relationship with her.
Perhaps Jungyan's most trusted person is Hanzo.
Of course, Hanzora was scared of Jungyan, but the action I'm showing you doesn't feel that way.
When I left for Mirror Lake, I felt something, but a little while later, now it's all gone.
‘This has certainly changed. ’
A sign that Jeongyan has changed that much.
‘It's weird to think about it. ’
I thought I'd grown up since the kidnapping, but it's weird no matter how much I think about it.
I couldn't decide whether I hadn't noticed or acted unconsciously, but I had to admit that Jeongyan was 180 degrees different from before. First of all...
‘So is the problem with the tower. ’
I made a strong recommendation, but I would never have gone easy on her.
T r a n sl a ted b y jp mt l .com It's not that far, but being stuck in a tower that needs to be away all day was an unbearable story to her.
We go out together once a week, but we can't be satisfied with that.
Of course, I often demonstrated patience, but nonetheless it was difficult to understand.
When I meet Heera's sister, who can say that Jeongyan hates the most, I also don't send the herd.
He bites his lips tightly and stares at them with trembling hands, but it was important that he didn't do anything else.
When I go out to work or go out alone, I do not insist that I follow as I used to, and I only watch and do not approach talking to other women.
Even the Continental Management Committee's problem is the same. Leaving the guild temporarily and heading north.
What do you dislike more than this from Jeongyan's perspective?
The problem was that there was no evidence of an explosion due to the increase in patience.
‘Maybe you don't feel like you should explode anymore...' ’
When I did something, I realized that the consequences could be negative.
There are many complex reasons, but there is no need to find the cause.
The important thing was that the kidnapping charade restricted her actions.
I wanted to do this in the first place. Jungyan says he doesn't act rashly, so what's more attractive than this?
However, I had no choice but to hold my head tightly once again, thinking that the previous autobiography had restricted my mind as well as Jeongyan's actions.
T ra n sl ate d by Jpm tl.c o m “Is something wrong? Vice Guild Master?”
“No, it's nothing. So these days, it's something special... ”
“Yes, you don't. You seem stressed out about how your studies are going as well as you thought... but you don't have any other problems at all. except you're wearing a book when you call for a moment. ”
“Mmmm... ”
“And…. ”
“Yes.”
“I don't know if this expression is correct... ”
“Yes.”
“You seem to be having a hard time. ”
“ ……. ”
“No, I think it's better to say that you're not having fun than you are having a hard time. ”
“Isn't it fun? Is the tower that low? ”
“No, that's not what I meant. He didn't seem very interested in the magic itself. I just feel like you have to study... In fact, I don't think there are so many people... who really study magic and enjoy it... but I don't think I've been more interested in it lately. No matter how hard I look at it, I feel like I'm sitting in a chair... ”
“That can't be... ”
"You don't like my kid studying? ’
“I'm not sure... yes. ” Tra ns l ate d by Jp mt l .c om
“I see. Thank you for that. ”
“ ……. ”
“ ……. ”
"Jeongyan doesn't find magic funny? ’
“Vice-guild master. ”
“Yes.”
“I know you're busy, but... I wish you'd come to see Jeongyan more often..." ”
“Yes, I understand what you're saying. ”
“Well, I'll be going, then. ”
“Yes, I will call you again in a few days, so please refrain from further missions. ”
“Yes.”
"Why does she find magic so boring? How much my child loves studying... ’
After a long time after Hansora went out, I couldn't leave my desk.
I don't think so. Is it really like that? ’
I didn't keep watching Jeongyan for the first time, but it was a ridiculous story for Jeongyan to feel that magic was not funny.
Magic was a purpose and breakthrough for her and a cure.
I relied on magic to explore the stressed books and to feel bored or lonely.
A friend who talks, comforts, and laughs together when she's in trouble.
In extreme terms, magic and magic were her only friends. And then she...
“Ah…. ”
‘This... ’
It was natural that I realized something as I rolled my head.
‘It's not a one-time car now. ’
Jeongyan is neither lonely, nor does she feel that magic is her only friend.
‘Rather.'
It might feel like a means to an end.
Jungyan in the first car has been stuck in the tower ever since the tutorial ended.
I didn't go outside, I only spent time on top of the tower.
Magical inspirations would have to purr, but it couldn't have been lonely.
Perhaps for Jungyan, magic and magic felt like friends.
My original talents could have been synergistic, but I could have been just as passionate.
But….
‘Things are so different now. ’
My very existence may be a problem.
If the purpose of Jeongyan the first time was magic, Jeongyan the second time was Lee Young-young.
The first time, Jungyan thought of magic as a means, but the second time, Jungyan thought of magic as a means.
The first time, Jeongyan finds magic when things can't be handled, and the second time, Jeongyan finds me.
Unlike the first car, she was no fun and bored with magic.
The means and purpose have changed too clearly.
"So you're inevitably weaker than a single car? ’
No, considering what Jeongyan has accomplished, she is still loved by magic and magic.
‘The problem is that only they are sending love.... ’
I had no choice but to sigh. It seemed to have reached some conclusion.
It is not possible to lift Jungyan to the surface in the current way. If you shout to continue to grow, you will not grow.
I had to come up with a new Awakening keyword, and I had to act like before.
Of course, finding the answer was not difficult.
Just thinking about what happened at Jeongyan's growth quarter, I quickly realized how she had grown.
Currently, the keyword that grew Jungyan twice was anger, jealousy, and negative emotion, not training.
Anger at Cha Hee Ra, anger at the masked truth, anger at the Federation, anger at the demons, and divergence points, she grew up and became unimaginably strong.
Simply put, every time I had an accident, I jumped a few flights of stairs at once. Of course, this is why she can't grow up.
Since Jeongyan, who died in the kidnapping, is resecting her negative emotions, it should be a smooth growth.
"Why did you kill Gigi, my child? ’
After trying hard to fill his collar, he succeeded in filling it, but at the same time, he became a dog, not a hunting dog.
The idea of being angry and evolved to wipe out the enemies and anxiety factors has turned into a compromised and enduring idea.
‘Shiva... What should I do? ’
“Damn it…. ”
Is it right to untie your collar again? ’
“I've been through so much... ”
Can you completely eliminate Jungyan and win the battle? ’
“Official Kim Hyun-seong is here... It can't be done, Shiva. ”
‘What the hell am I supposed to do? ’
“I don't know, really. ”
‘It might be better for White...' ’
It is not simply a matter of personal greed. Jeongyan was clearly being gentle.
Even though I came to Hansora, I was always growing my social life, and gradually I was returning to my old self.
It may not be possible right now, but this may be your last chance to regain a little bit of your worn humanity since you've been summoned here.
That's exactly what I wanted...
I felt a little guilty about putting the first button in the wrong place in the first place. but it's really a little bit.
Now, it takes a lot of time to fire a bomb again.
A little weak, but stable, or strong, but hard to control like a pill.
I understand the feelings of Jeongyan, who deals with the power of darkness with the brother who wears glasses, and who was unable to choose between them.
In this case, the answer was set....
Exactly one month later, I finally had to say it carefully.
“Let's stay a little further apart. ”
“Yes? ”
“I think I need some personal time... ”
For Jeong Yan, it sounded like a clear wall.
To Hanzora, of course.