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“You wanted the same thing as him, too. ”

- Thanks for the feedback, Mr. Kim Ye-ri. I will be sure to refer you to the next exercise.

- I don't know what I just said. You don't seem to understand much. I...

- I'm sorry, but I think I need a moment to sort through your feedback. I should also thank Hye-jin Jo. We have meals and banquets for you, so please do not refuse and enjoy them. If you don't have any other appointments, you're welcome to stay. Let me know if you need anything...

- Let's go home. Sister.

- I appreciate the offer, but I'll be going now. I have a lot of work to do...

- I'm afraid I can't help it. My advisors will escort you outside. Well done again... I'll see you in two days. T r a n sl a te d by Jp m t l .ｃoｍ

- …….

- I don't know how different it's gonna be in two days. Isn't that right, sis?

- Yep.

I'm not saying it wrong.

‘Kim Ye-ri reads. ’

I'm afraid that I'm whispering to Hye-jin in my ear because I didn't have enough persistence.

Although I'm dying to hear it, I can hear my voice as if I were being watched. Tr anslat ed b y ｊp ｍt l .ｃo m

Even the Performing Priest of the Benegore Cult was a provocative figure to think that he would lose his lid and lose his mind, but now Billan Song can't hear her.

I think I'm worried that my voice will be cut off, unlike it was before.

I couldn't stand the thought of wanting the same thing as him.

I could see what he was like just by giving orders to the aides after giving comments to Jo Hye-jin and Kim Ye-ri.

Rather than ignoring Kim Ye-ri and Jo Hye-jin, it is more appropriate to say that I don't have the capacity to take care of them.

Of course, that doesn't change the fact that he treated them both....

"One taste of power and you can't see anything? Or are you freaking out? ’

Maybe both. Anyway, the important thing is that our sharp throne is shaking this board.

‘I think you did, Jer. ’

- He's a jerk. Piece of shit.

- Good work today. Sharp.

- …….

- Is she okay?

- That can't be right.

I couldn't stand the thought of being so lovable that I made it clear that I felt bad when I left the Management Committee headquarters. Transl a ted b y Jp m t l.ｃoｍ

‘You saved the continent. ’

It's not because he hurt Song Su Kyung's pride.

Of course, it was true that Kim Ye-ri's ferocious remarks shaved his ego, but I didn't think he would hold hands with it alone.

Maybe the key words in the middle got stuck in his heart.

Apart from realizing his incompetence, he may have despaired that he was not likely to be chosen by the God of the sunset.

Things like wanting to stand next to, wanting to be acknowledged, wanting to be with, wanting to follow, or wanting to fall apart.

I feel anxious that no matter how much time passes, I will never be able to keep up. I thought that I would never be chosen, but once again I dropped the spirit of the man who was stuck in a corner.

The contract will be executed smoothly as long as only a reasonable agreement can be reached.

What's the matter with you?

He didn't have time.

He couldn't have known that a huge bomb was about to go off.

After dispatching Jo Hye-jin and Kim Ye-ri as expected, he once again began to move in haste.

I was worried about entering the secret temple in my room, but I didn't think it was a good place to talk to someone who had potentially assumed to be a demon.

Finally, after taking another step to the training ground, I saw him open his mouth quietly.

Tr ansla t e d by Ｊp m tl .c o m - Who are you?

“You probably know best. Stupid mortal.”

- Who is it?

“Someone who can give you what you want. ”

- How can you... talk to me?

“Because your desperation reached me. Yes. Your desperation for God has brought me here. ”

- You're the devil, you filthy devil.

“Why do you call me the Devil? Immortal.”

- …….

“Claiming to be a god or a demon is just an act to prove your stupidity. If you call me the Devil, you will be the Devil, and if you call me God, you will be the God. If you want to deny both, fine. If you think of it as being transcendent, it will be transcendent. If you think of it as your helper, it will be your helper. It is your decision how to think is beneficial. There's nothing more stupid than asking me for answers. What do you want to hear? What do you want me to answer? ”

- What the hell are you...?

“The world is more complex and diverse than you know, the willingness to manage this continent. It is not something that can only be interpreted with human eyes. I'm not asking you to understand me, but you need to widen your gaze. ”

- You're not a demon...?

“I am the continent itself and the will that lies within it. The word" god "or" devil "does not define me. I do not tell you to serve me. They don't tell you to worship me, to worship me. I wouldn't tell you to sell your soul. You….”

- You're a sunset worshiper.

“I will not tell you to renounce your faith in the God of the sunset. ” T ran s la t ed by jp m t l .ｃoｍ

A little, but I think we have an atmosphere to talk about.

Alerting this side, he realized that the last word seemed crucial, but he was not willing to test his faith.

I saw a fierce rotating head, but it felt enough just to have a conversation with me.

He still bit his lip tightly, thinking whether to believe it or not.

- How can I believe a word you say?

“I have never asked you to believe in me. Whether you take my hand or not is entirely up to you, and if you refuse, just reach out your hand to someone else. ”

- What do you mean?

“I did not appear to relieve your curiosity. ”

- What did you mean when you said you wanted something like Lee Young?

“If I explained that he also had my help, the story would be quick. ”

- Yes?

“He also said he had my help. Immortal.”

- Was it...?

I don't mind a slight nod. I could see him biting his nails nervously as if he was finally accepting.

In fact, it may look that way. Lee Kyung-young's accomplishments couldn't be explained without the telescope and the mind's eyes.

If you don't know that, then it's only natural that you think I have some sort of transcendent presence or contract.

When I think about it, I can conclude that there were many strange things... I didn't think I needed to think about many hypotheses.

In the first place, he tried not to acknowledge the existence of Lee Young-young.

It is no wonder that we talk about the son of light in the myth of sunset. Nevertheless, he was deliberately excluding the work of the Son of Light, so he was probably carrying the weight on the latter side.

“He wanted to stand beside the sunset god. ”

- …….

“He wanted to step in his footsteps, and he wanted to walk with him. It was a distorted, ugly desire, and it was also a pure admiration of a child or a dream feeling. It was his will that woke me, the Son of Light. I was resurrected by his desires and dreams, and the son of light finally got what he wanted. Not only are you standing next to me equally, but the choice of the God of the sunset... ”

- …….

“I did.”

I can see him swallowing his saliva.

“It was an expression of faith and respect. I was a mere mortal... but a sincere... heart that wanted to stand beside God. ”

- What did Lee Young receive… something?

“What you need. What he wanted. You can have the same. Of course, the story you wanted.... ”

The face you're thinking about is very funny. He seemed to be deciding whether or not to believe the voice he heard inside himself, but he was probably justifying himself.

That's how sweet the food I threw at him was.

‘I can stand beside God. ’

Or...

‘He can be chosen. ’

Or...

‘I can be recognized by him. ’

This bait. Priests who practice it aren't easy to resist.

I can assure you that even the mere possibility of standing next to Benigore will result in a single truck carrying out my soul.

That's martyrdom. That's a sacrifice for God.

A paladin who fights for his life, a heretic interrogator who doesn't care about his body, and a belief that if he dies, he will be able to rest beside Benigore.

Some religious beliefs, which are no different from insanity, sometimes obscure or solidify human judgment.

The desire to get close to God is just as scary.

‘Not an exception to this guy. ’

It's not important to judge whether or not there's a danger in the snow while you fall to the bottom of the basement.

He's still rationalizing.

Rationalization that talking to oneself is not evil, rationalization that accepting this offer is not treason against the God of the sunset, rationalization that everything is for God and for him.

The rationalization of having to make him complete.

- If you don't accept the offer... what happens?

“What a stupid question. Nothing will happen to you. ”

- In that case...

“You're not the only one who wants to walk with God. ”

‘If you don't, someone else will. ’

- …….

‘You don't have to be the one to walk with the sunset god. ’

- I'll...

‘I have no urgency. You're the one in a hurry. ’

- I...

Are you going to lose it again? You want it? Shiva wants it. I know everything, Tom. ’

“Take my hand. Immortal.”

- …….

“Everything you wish for will come true. ”

- God, God...

Now I'm praying. I don't know why my tears are shed, but I feel like he's fighting a huge internal conflict.

- God...

“ ……. ”

The darkroom where nothing is seen. After checking his face, I don't think I need to say the next word.

The demon hiding inside him reached out to him.

He has a distorted smile.

I held his hand.

“You will get what you want. ”

- …….

“The eyes and heart of the Son of Light. ”

- …….

“All you need is the eyes and heart of the Son of Light. ”

I opened my mouth and started laughing.

‘That's a nice setup. Really.’

It was a classic cliche, but originally the royal family would not lose.