Chapter 119: Intertwined fate (7)

"I have my reason... Albedo.."

"WE ARE NOT SISTERS ANY LONGER, YOU FUCKING MURDERER!" 

And then... I was lost...

Lost myself in the Fantasia in which... My sister replaced me for doing everything.

I was in despair...

Losing the grandfather I loved since I was a child... And lost someone who given me the sword and the shield of Corona to protect humankind... 

But... I shall only use the sword and the shield... To protect you from afar as I'm seeing you rebirth... As Kuso Amakusa...

You were lovely... strong willed. And yet, you love animals like how you usual do when we met for the first time as you were Duran. The emperor who killed your own mother to clean our name...

I have seen you at that time... And my love to you... Blossoms again as we could not met for thousand of years after your death and... my death sentence.

Holyshit!

So... Albedo was getting punished to death after Duran's incident?

I remember that was not a thing... But... How come?

It rose a lot of question to my mind. But in the same time. I don't want to disrupt her words.. Yet... I had to disrupt it now.

"If you ever wonder why I was died alongside with you... It was because that I recorded my own name to his will after he had been punished to death for killing his own mother ten years after the incident being investigated. Thus, I killed myself by stabbing a sword of the darkness to my throat... And kissed Duran in prior before our death... You can see the graves and unearth it just in case you won't get the meaning... And just in case you didn't get it. The name who recorded in the king's will had to be die alongside with him."

Damn. I felt like that I was about to become the archeologist.

But in the same time. I know that it was very disrespectful. So, let begone be begone.

At this time... I started to know what had happened. But then, she continued as she vibing on herself.

After my death as I decided to stab myself. The higher gods punished me for deserting my job by sending me to the Earth as the guardian of the life and death.

At that time... I started to understand my sister's reasoning behind of her action.

My heart... it was shattered to nothingness as I had know how much my sisters sacrificed everything for me. She told you not to tell me about this. But I had know everything...

I HAD KNOW EVERYTHING... KUSO!!

And... She bawled as she hugged me in a regret of sadness... love... everything...

Is this the takes of being a god or a goddess? 

I don't know...

But at that time... She cried until the tears dried.

I remember at the previous time...

She was a goddess who won't hesistant to smash her own head out of frustation.

But right now... All the one I'm seeing not a strong goddess of war who had a power of wonder woman to fight in the frontlines...

But a girl...

Who regretted all of her acts...

And a girl...

Who had felt lost everything... Lost her own family... Her friends... And even someone who she loved that she know as me...

Kuso Amakusa.

She was crying over the regret that she had done...

For the damage she caused to her own sister...

For the things that she had done earlier...

Even for a fact that she sold her own soul for using the Intertwined Fate, in order to let me to be able to meet her for once again.

I mean...

I know how is it feel to love someone.

And it just like me either...

If I was her...

I would not think anything for twice for doing that. So... I have no right to lecture her at all.

I wonder if I should summon Anna right now...

I remember that Anna had giving me her insignia just in case that I need to call her. Thus, I kept thinking if I should call her over or not...

"Cry as much as you want... Albedo... I'm here... Your master in your past life is here. Nothing to be afraid of." I calmed her while patting her head while she was crying.

To be honest. I can tell how painful her regret... her love... and her decision was...

And I think... If I was making someone hurt like this... And even that I had led someone to sell their own soul...

It was definitely a big no answer for me to let her to continue further.

I want to say that I don't want to continue this job since I had hurt her too much.

But... She was broken completely into the nothingness in her mentality...

That word would be very harsh for her to hear if I want to quit.

Thus, I tried to contact Anna as I chanted the magic that Anna had told me just in case that I need her help.

"Anna... You hear me?"

I'm hearing right now. But, don't tone your voice too loud. She can hear it.

"Alright... I think, you had heard everything right. Anna?" I asked her which led her to shook her head as she observed it in the other void place. 

She explained to me over what had happened next,

You know, Kuso.

She always wanted to find you since in the first place. I mean... She loved you way before you came here. And she protects you from every possible attack that would be happened.

Remember the day when you got stuck in everest mountain and you can use ice element for no apparent reason?

It was her act to grant you the ice magic as well.

Remember...

You are the one who she picked exclusively as the first the final one of Metoria user.

Many people thinks that they got Metoria or something from Albedo. But it was all from me since giving Metoria to someone means giving your love to someone.

And to Albedo. She only loves you. No one else.

That's why you can fight in averse capability of adaptability. And in the same time, you can block any of my attacks possible that no one of the people were capable on it. That both had proven that you have the potential with everything without the help of the goddess.

Yet, you didn't realized it up until now...

I know.

But the problem is...

I don't know how to response it.

I believe that the gods or a goddess will protect us whatever it takes.

But, this is way more than what they should do already. 

I mean...

You can see it yourself right?

She was doing it just because that she "Loves" me. 

Imagine that someday, she had lost her mind and then she killed me?

Will that cause her to be an evil?

I can give you an assurance that she won't kill you. Rather she will ask you to sleep together with her instead.

But, if she wants to kill you someday. Then I will be the one who will kill her.

Hey hey!!

Killing your own siblings is uncool.

That's my intertwined fate, Kuso.

Nobody knows you better than me... Your mother in your past life.

I had seen this dog had something in her sleeves as I warned you before when we were both humans.

But... You didn't listens... Hey hey!! Kuso! Wait! Don't you really think that I lied to you before?

I ought to complain to your gods now idiot.

One claimed that she's my mom.

And other one... She claimed that she was my dog in her past life.

What the hell of this word being works? I mean... Universe...

I have been becoming a top scorer in my school.

Then, not only that.

I'm a perfect scorer in any of my classes as well... But... Except sports where I'm sucks at.

If I want to say something about knowledge. Then I want to say  that my knowledge is boundless. 

And you can say that I'm a textbook, god of knowledge. Or whatever you can name it. I don't care.

But, this crap...

Reincarnation...

Eons....

And even Intertwined fate...

What the hell was that?

Why I had to get my butt into something like...

You don't have to ask so many things about that, Kuso.

But now...

Shit... She changed her voice and it was...

Without a doubt...

It's mom!

But... I'm not convinced with everything that she had said before.

Besides, she was almost killed me once.

But... She didn't give up as she said,

I will tell you everything about your past. Including yourself of why you like butt-spanking so much.

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Author note:

Novel mentioned above was mine and then, it had no correlation with in real case after all. Please don't take the words too seriously or put it into some theorycrafting..